The sun sank completely, leaving a bloody strip of light in the western sky.
Lu Xiulin's expression quickly returned to normal after the brief accident. With a tall and straight body, he avoided Heizi and Ji Zhun, walked slowly to Su Hao's grave, bent down and carefully put down the bouquet of irises.
In addition to the indelible tenderness in his eyes as he stared at the tombstone, there was also an indelible persistence that was engraved into his bones. It was like someone who was deeply in love was standing in front of him at this moment.
For a moment, Ji Zhun felt that this look looked very familiar. When he realized that such a look was also appearing in Tan Jingyang's eyes as he looked at him, his heart suddenly skipped a beat.
Suddenly I remembered Wang Da's words, eyes can't lie.
"I'll let you find it." Heizi sneered, "Look at what the old man from the cemetery said, right? I gave him two bottles of good wine in vain." Lu Xiulin didn't say anything, just raised his hand and rubbed it gently
. With a cold stone tablet. His eyes stretched, as if he was staring, but also seemed to be caught in some kind of memory.
"How is it, Boss Lu? Does Su Hao still look the same as before?" Heizi's gravel-like voice was blown in the wind, and there was hatred in his smile, as if a knife had been cut.
Lu Xiulin frowned uncontrollably, his hand touching the tombstone suddenly stopped, and the next second he suddenly grasped the edge of the tombstone tightly, as if he wanted to grab something by force.
"He is in my heart, and will always be the same as before." Lu Xiulin closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and only opened his eyes again when his breathing calmed down.
He looked at Su Hao's photo and said calmly: "I know you have something to tell me, but today I came to see Xiao Hao."
Heizi sneered, gritted his teeth and nodded: "You should take a good look at him , look at how a large living person was trampled by you step by step to get here." He gritted his back molars, and the anger in his eyes was ready to burst out, "If it weren't for you, maybe Su Hao would be here by now. He got married and started a business, and it was you who turned him into a homosexual!"
At this point, Heizi, with scarlet eyes, pointed his hand towards the tombstone: "And this is the ending! Mr. Lu, are you satisfied now?!" Ji Zhun's face turned pale, and he was a little
bit He turned back stiffly and glanced at Su Hao on the tombstone again, only to feel a basin of cold water pouring over him from head to toe, completely waking up his previously heated brain.
Last night, Tan Jingyang's gentle and restrained questions, the aroma of medicinal wine mixed with white orchid washing powder, the right touch on the tailbone, and the blushing and heart-pounding dream in the morning were all quickly intertwined into a black and white photo at this moment. He looked at Ji Zhun's soul coldly.
If...
then, this is the end?
"Ha."
Lu Xiulin's low laughter suddenly came out in the night.
He stood up slowly while holding on to the tombstone, turned around and stared at Heizi, his bloodshot eyes full of hostility.
"Do you really think his death has nothing to do with you?" Lu Xiulin's lips raised a hint of joking, "In the eyes of you people, homosexuals are sick, perverted, and will not die well. You are doing it for his own good. , but everything in the words is full of prejudice and malice against him..."
After speaking, Lu Xiulin's voice became hoarse.
With red eyes, he shook his head and sighed in the silent cemetery: "Each of us has inserted a knife into Su Hao's body, using what we think is right..." "Fuck you!"
Heizi said. He grabbed Lu Xiulin's shirt collar and picked him up, "It's because of you! It was you who harmed him! You also left him behind and let him face everything alone! Facing..." "Facing what
? Go on." Lu Xiulin, who was being held by the collar, stared at Heizi coldly, "Are you facing the malice of you people? Don't you really know it in your heart? Or you don't dare to face it at all, and in the end you put all the blame on me. body, for peace of mind?"
"You!"
"Yes... I admit that I inserted the knife on his chest, but do you dare to admit it? Huh?! You, and them! How dare you fucking admit it?!!!" Lu Xiulin waved his hand violently
. He punched Heizi hard in the face.
Heizi groaned, covered his face and squatted down, nosebleeds instantly flowed out from the gaps between his fingers.
Lu Xiulin went completely crazy, roaring like a wounded trapped animal in the cemetery.
"You, me, we are all murderers! You cut Su Hao alive with one knife and you still said it was love... We all deserve to die! Damn it!" Suddenly, his
tearing sound stopped abruptly, and then his whole body was filled with tears. It collapsed like a marionette off its strings.
"Oh, by the way, you still have to hurry up and complete the procedures for the game hall." Lu Xiulin's expression suddenly changed from crazy to abnormally calm, "Chu Shulan's parents have been forcing her to have sex with a child from a government agency recently. She's waiting for you on a blind date."
"Lu...you are a fucking lunatic!" Heizi gasped, wanting to rush up and cut Lu Xiulin into pieces every minute.
Lu Xiulin looked back at Su Hao on the tombstone and lowered his voice gently: "Xiao Hao, I'll come see you in two days." After saying
that, he patted the dust on his suit and looked at Heizi without looking back. He waved his hand and said, "Waiting for your news."
"You're fucking dreaming!"
Heizi forced the words out word by word from between his teeth.
Lu Xiulin's back paused for a moment, then walked straight down the mountain.
"I have a lot of ideas, just give it a try if you don't believe me."
...
On the way back in the car, neither Ji Zhun nor Heizi was in the mood to speak first.
Ji Zhun glanced at the ball of paper clogged in Heizi's nose, took out another toilet paper roll from his pocket and handed it to him: "Change it with another one, you're already soaked."
Heizi took out the paper ball and threw it aside. He looked straight ahead and said, "It's okay, it's all over." After saying that, he pressed the lighter and said, "Noisy, light a cigarette for me.
" He nodded, took out a cigarette and stuffed it into Heizi's mouth, took the lighter and lit it for him, then licked his lips and said, "Are you... okay?"
Heizi tightened his grip on the steering wheel and responded in a muffled voice. He said: "Yeah."
Ji Zhun reached out and turned down the storytelling on the radio, and played with the cigarette case in his hand with half-closed eyes.
"Brother, actually Lu Xiulin..." Ji Zhun glanced at Heizi's face and saw that he had no intention of interrupting him before continuing to speak cautiously, "He should like Brother Su Hao very much. The most difficult thing for Brother Hao is There may be other reasons for the time disappearing." He paused and said, "There is probably a misunderstanding. Do you want to sit down and talk about it?" "
Xiao Hao is gone, so what's the point of talking about it now? Heizi smiled bitterly, took a deep breath from the cigarette, and nodded slowly twice, "Lu Xiulin is right, we are all responsible for Xiao Hao's death. Although I keep saying that it's good that he is happy, I still feel I can’t even figure out why he wants to be gay..."
He said, pulling the car to the side of the road, burying his head on the steering wheel and banging it a few times:
"I also asked a dating agency to find a girl for Su Hao to get to know. , arranged for the two of them to go on a blind date...fuck! I really deserve to die!"
Ji Zhun's eyes darkened: "Brother Su Hao... must be angry." "
No." Heizi leaned on the steering wheel and closed his eyes. "He was smiling the whole time. He smiled and told the girl that this blind date was a prank by friends. He smiled and told me not to waste my efforts. He said that he was gay and there was no way he could be saved in this life. If he really married that girl It would be irresponsible to others and a heinous crime..."
Heizi blew out his breath and said faintly: "He also asked me...does the fact that he is gay bother me? If so, then try to show up in front of me as little as possible." Heizi gritted his teeth and smiled, "He is saying These words were spoken in a joking tone, so I felt that he actually didn't take it too seriously... But how could someone as thoughtful as Su Hao not take it seriously? He just didn't want to embarrass me. "
He is a good man." Ji Zhun said softly.
Heizi stubbed out the cigarette butt, wiped his face and restarted the car.
Ji Zhun turned his face and looked out the window. The withered branches that flashed past looked like tall monsters standing on both sides of the road in the night, dancing with teeth and claws.
"So, do you still care about the people around you... that?" Jizhun lowered his head and spoke quietly.
"Which one?" Heizi didn't understand what Ji Zhun meant.
Ji Zhun bit his cheek and said a word that made his heart tremble every time he said it recently:
"It's...homosexual."
The car made a rapid braking sound, and the two people's bodies couldn't help but move forward. a plant.
Heizi turned around and approached Jizhun, and asked with a serious look on his face: "Who are you talking about?"