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Sid's heart clench after looking the feelings she drawn on that paper....
his chain of thoughts broke when he saw her coming out from washroom
she is wiping her cheeks....
he didn't think much n go near her in a second that she get sacred finding him so near to her body
Sid :- kuch nahi hoga
he utter way too softly looking directly in her eyes....
it somehow give her courage to face this situation
he hold her wrist tightly n take her along wid him
he is taking big steps n she is following him fixing her gaze on floor....coz kaushal is watching them....
Sid :- kaushal keys tere pass rakh ghar ki m badme le lunga
kaushal :- ok Bhai...
he understand the urgency his tone is holding he knows where they are going... obviously hospital
Sid all the time hold her wrist tightly n once they reach near his car he open door for her....
n make her sit inside the car...made her wear seatbelt
experiencing him so close to her body... her breath stuck in her throat
she hurriedly move her face to other side understanding he is helping her to wear seatbelt
but sid stopped for a second when he come to know she stopped her breathing coz of proximity
he notice the way she clutch the corner of her kurti is nervousness...
he got another proof regarding her character
the girl who is getting scared or staying in her limits after coming close to another guy is can't be characterless
he tied that belt perfectly n lock her side of door
he sit on his side
n started the engine....
he purposely take soft side of road to not give her any strain on her back or belly
he make sure about speed for safety....n also driving in good speed to reach at hospital as soon as possible
she is playing wid the thread of her kurti to distract her mind from negative thoughts
n she is looking way to cute in her red kurti n black leggings wid loose bun n red nose....some single strands of hairs are falling on her fair skin of face n her pout is enhancing her cuteness in that moment
he forgot to concentrate on road when his eyes land on her....
he unwantedly shift his gaze on road again.....
they reached at five star hospital of city
both come down from car n she again follow him silently
he don't know why feel like to hold her close to him ...logical brain give reason that he is just worried for child but heart knows why he is feeling so...
looking her crying n sobbing some time before just churn his heart n he feel like pamper her or just simply console her ...
it's not out of humanity he is feeling...this type of feelings he never get before but poor heart is not ready to accept his feelings arising for this girl in his heart
he is absolutely not ready for this feelings
he avoid holding her coz of many eyes are on him in that hospital
but while walking inside he is taking glance of her with side view from his shoulders
he take doctors visit approval from reception
n she is a known friend of him from one of the high society parties
they reached near the cabin n finding the carridor empty he turned
Sid :- bend little on her level
utter slowly
jo bhi ho raha hai sab kuch clearly batana...
n she nod innocently
he open the door n they enter inside
Dr mitali :- hey hello sidharth
Sid smiles n simply nod he give her way to sit infront of doctor
Dr Mitali:- what make u come here
Sid :- umm
he scratch the nape coz don't know what he is going to give the reason to her...whn she will ask him about who is she for him
Sid :- Shehnaaz...she is friends wife n she is pregnant....he is not here in city so ask me to take her to visit for regular checkup as she is pregnant
mitali :- ohh firstly congratulations Shehnaaz
n Shehnaz for the first time in last 7 8 days give genuine smile to her
because this doctor is the only one who wish her for her pregnancy other's just curse her for carrying beautiful soul inside her....
may that doctor also said this because she don't know the real story of being pregnant
shehnaaz :- thank you
utter slowly
Sid :- can you please handle her case untill she give birth to child...as my friend is in USA for buisness...so he can't be here for longer time
mitali :- sure Sidharth why not... firstly hats off to you
tumhare jaisa dost sabko mile...I mean kon yaha apni busy life ko side rakh ke kisi ke biwi bacche ko sambhalta hai...ur truly gem....
n this line hit Shehnaaz
she forgot after experiencing his rude tone for her that he is actually giving her shelter n taking care of her child also...
she feel thankful to this beautiful man
sidharth just give tight lip smile n scold that Dr in mind thinking why she can't just start her work
mitali :- Shehnaaz come for the check
she stand up n follow that doctor in near by section where they usually check patient
Dr pulled down the curtains
n sid start to sheck his leg in anxiety
Sid's pov
why I am so scared
kuch nahi hoga yar baby ko...best Dr hai ye sheher ki..
fir ye ghabrahat
usko kuch ho na jaye...
kisse...yes..yes baby ko..I am just worried about the baby that's it
he sit straight n move his fingers in hairs
inside the checking room
Dr :- what's your age Shehnaaz
while attaching the bp measurement belt on her arm she asked her
Shehnaaz:- next month 20 complete ho jayega....
Dr get shocked listening her...but ignore the thought when she remember Sid mentioned about her husband who is his friend
Dr :- too young to take chance...
n Shehnaz bite her lower lip finding difficulty to answer her...
Dr :- ye tum dono ka decision tha na...I mean....
ummm
she herself stopped the topic when her eyes caught her bp measures
it's low..
Dr :- your bp is dangerously low
she press some alarm button n one nurse come inside...
now Dr is in hurry
Dr :- prepare vip room...with this medicines n injections quickly
that nurse nod n left the room
Dr again engrossed in starting sonography machine
Shehnaaz is now hell scared
Dr :- are you feeling morning sickness or something
Shehnaaz:- haa kabhi kabhi
aj muze bleeding bhi hui
Dr :- kitna
Shehnaaz:- just a spot..
Dr :- ok will check
but I must mention here your too weak to carry this child
n here shehnaaz's breath gets stuck in her throat..
before any other thought come.. her mind scared her more after recalling about that contract
she scared thinking what will happen if something happens to baby...he will definitely throw her behind the bars...
Dr :- my god...the heartbeat is also very low Shehnaaz.... your 3 and half weeks pregnant right
Shehnaaz nod hurriedly
Dr :- any tablet you started
Shehnaaz:- koi nahi
Dr :- what...tumhare doctor ne koi toh tablet start ki hogi na jab tumne confirm ki hogi pregnancy hospital me...
n she realised she is not taking any treatment till now...n she don't know that is must for pregnant lady to do regular checkup
Dr :- I need to talk to sidharth
n she ask her to come in room for treatment
looking them coming out from behind the curtains
Sid stand up
Dr :- I need to start the treatment right now as I found very less heartbeat of fetus...
n sid asked in worry
Sid :- baby thik toh hai na...I mean usko kuch
Dr :- I will assure u..kuch nahi hoga jaldi pata chal gaya hum treatment karenge start
n only this line Shehnaaz heard
n she started to think that all this care he was showing is that for the baby only
that taking her to this big hospital to now sitting outside untill her checkup is complete...
he is doing all this for baby not for her...it's just baby is inside her that's why he is taking care of her
fool she is started to think that she have someone who is taking care of her...she forgot that this fir baby n going to be for few months only
she hide her teary eyes n follow doctor outside the cabin
all the while his eyes stuck only on her
he so feel like to ask her is she ok....but he lost chance coz she is already vanished wid doc
inside the room
Dr :- late jao Shehnaaz... slowly ok
nurse help her to climb bed
Dr set some light immersing machine on her backside of palm that is showing her veins to insert the needle in her skin
but it's finding difficult for them coz of low hb her veins are hard to find
they are inserting needle for 3 times in her back of palm....
she clutch her eyes tightly n sob silently
it's freaking paining alot...
it's true being a mother is not that easy...u have go through wid so much pain n what not
she wince in pain when they finally insert the needle in her skin n fix it using tape...
n at this time Sid enter inside the room
n his eyes land on her crying face
he avert his gaze in the same moment...
he is so bloody strong from inside ....if somebody send him in khatron ke Khiladi then he will definitely win that.... means he is that much stronger from his mind....
but don't know why he find difficult to look her in tears...
it's strange but he don't know this feeling is beautiful
his broken self is not allowing him to trust that poor soul n help her to get out from her broken state....
Dr :- when u have your last meal Shehnaaz
Shehnaaz:- utter in crying tone
kal afternoon me
Dr sighed in irritation
Dr :- this is so irresponsible....
she turn n add some injection in her bottle of saline
Dr :- sidharth ask her husband to come as soon as possible....I really want to discuss so many things wid him
n she left the room
Sid n Shehnaz both look eachother while holding fear in their eyes
but he blink his eyes asking her to not worry n he go behind the dr
Sid :- what's the matter
Dr :- I don't think so she is physically ready for this child..I mean she is weak how can she carry another life when she is not taking proper care of herself
he feel scared for baby in that moment didn't pay attention that Dr is talking about shehnaaz's health
Sid :- I am asking about baby
Dr :- uhghh wo..wo ya ya it will be fine... treatment abhi start Kiya hai dekhte hai result kya aayega....waise toh sab sahi hi hoga...but that girl she is so young I mean she is not much aware about pregnancy sidharth
chalo husband nahi hai lekin aur koi toh hoga na uska jisne usko guide kiya hoga her mother or mother in law someone
n Sid's mind made him recall the scenario where she is banging her own house's door n crying begging to her own parents to take her inside the house in that heavy rain she is sitting helplessly outside her house on stairs in the late hours of night
his stomach churn recalling her state n crying face
he was there when this is all happening wid her he saw her state but that time he is angry on her thinking she is home wrecker n deserve this
but now he realised she literally don't have anyone beside her in this tough time... although she did wrong but no one deserves this kind of life where u have to battle evrything alone....
Dr :- usko khudka khayal rakhna chaiye
jab andar m check kr rahi thi uske batay the way she run n carry all groceries heavy bag all the way to her home
n she is feeling pain in her lower belly but she ignore that also...
bacchi hai yar wo..usko kaise samjega ye sab...
air kaisa dost hai tumhara usko itne jaldi pregnant krke khud chala gaya
n sid again realise that she don't have her baby's father wid her....
Sid :- w..what...i mean kya hua hai
Dr :- agar uski halat aisi hi rahi toh maa aur baby dono ki jaan ko risk hai sidharth isliye bulao apne dost ko...bat karungi me...unko shayad badme chance kena chaiye tha...ye pregnancy terminate krne m hi samjhdari hai
Sid :- tighten his fist
what...
Dr :- abhi toh halat sahi hai but aage ka pata nahi..m fir bhi puri koshish karungi
n sid left the room once she finishes her sentence
he sit outside her room n pull his hairs
so many feelings are mixed up in his mind.....
it make him more frustrated n he decided to smoke n relax his mind
inside the room
she is sleeping coz of the comfortness that room is giving her....ac at normal temperature...dim lights.
curtains closed....warm blanket...
she put her needle fitted palm neatly at one side n drown into slumber
it's evening time....
Sid return in room
n saw nurse is changing her saline bottle n she is still sleeping like there is no tomorrow... heavy sleeper she is
his eyes land on her corner of eyes n cheeks...it having dried tears marks
he sit near her bed once nurse go outside.....
doctors wording ringing in his mind
" maa aur bacche dono ki jaan ko risk hai "
he lift his hand gently n move on her cheek bones softly....
he look other side of bed
she had fruits he told one of the nurse to take care of her meal....
he smile slightly looking the plate where she left the peel of apple
he come to know that she doesn't like apple peel
he call in cafeteria n ask them to send light meal in her room
his phn ringed
Sid :- ha bol kaushal
kaushal:- how is she
Sid :- turn n look her again...
fine now....
kaushal :- ok..toh kab bheju keys tere ghar ki...it's almost 7
Sid :- she is admitted here...for her treatment...I guess kal tak discharge milega...
kaushal :- ohh...so kon rahne wala hai waha uske pass...I am sure tu nahi qki tuze neend nahi..
Sid :- mere kapde bhejwa de kal ke liye....
kaushal 's mouth hang low in shock
kaushal :- tu waha rehne...wala...hai..
Sid :- bye
n he cut the call
Sid never adjust for anyone specially not compromise his sleep
he sit on big sofa near her bed
he turn n face her...
looking her face don't know when sleep consume him...
Shehnaaz turn in her sleep n forget about her saline drip...
it get pressed unknowingly so she hissed slightly n open her eyes n it directly landed on his sleeping figure coz his sofa is quite near to her bed...
Shehnaaz utter Furst thing to her poor heart after finding him near her in same room taking care of Her
" ye sab sirf baby ke liye hai.."
let's see what will happen in next part
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