Video on the side is a song that I really like the main reason its there is because Nick (Nicholas Hoult- R) is singing in it and its beautiful!!! hes amazing singer seriously.
what nerves that guy had asking me those questions if I wasnt so girly Id have half a mind to bite his hand off I sit there I havent moved an inch since he left I hear the door open and footsteps echo the room as I sigh I throw my head out my knee's
"stop with your questions I AM WHAT I AM!" I yell as I stare at Julie and I jump up and hug her my hands tucked into my sleeves as they wrap around her
"sorry about the doctor hes trying to help...please be co-operative" Julie plea's as I sigh
"I dont like him" I whisper as she shakes her head
"the sooner he lets you leave the better we can go home to R, Willow, Nora, and Mark" she says as I laugh
"so many children!" I moan as she smiles
"good night Ill be outside okay?" she says walking out as I walk back and sit on the bed huddled the same way before the doctor left I sit there all night and dont sleep someone walks in the next morning
"I see you havent moved or slept" the doctor says as I sigh
"No" I say trying not to snap
"okay so will you be co-operative today" he says as I shrug
"I have friends family..kids to get back to...so I guess" I say as he laughs
"good" he says as I lift my head out from my knee's
"what do you want to know" I say as he smiles
"Im not the enemy...but dont forget who is" he says as I laugh
"yeah okay" I snap as he rolls his eyes he looks like a tipical mental doctor old glasses white coat...the usual I guess
"dont you have...anything better to do...during the apocalypse then to...treat mental people" I say as he shrugs
"keep this in your mind okay?... what if everyone just everyone alive gave up because there un-stedy or because they have so much pain they think they can never get rid of...then wouldnt the world be something" he says as I shake my head
"but I do have to much pain to get rid of" I whisper
"so...Julie told me about the music insident...care to explain" he says as I sigh
"wheres MY BAG?" I say looking under the bed
"locked in a cubbord okay tell me about why the bag is importand" he says as I laugh
"because it has my player it in!" I say as he nods
"explain why the player is importand" he says as I sigh
"fine its importand because a couple days after I turned dead it was time for me to hunt I had gotten my strenth up" I stop and breathe
"Hunt..ing..tim..e..." M groans as I sigh and nod
"say...it" he says as I groan at him
"H..u..n..t...i..ng..t..i..me" I groan at him and he nods
"after I had my first hunt I relised...I couldnt do it again...so I planned something the human who I...killed they had a gun" I say
I snatch the gun from the pocket and hide it in my hoodie as me and M walk out the building
"ho...me?" I ask as he shakes his head I stumble off towards a plane as I climb inside I spend serval hours cleaning the trash out of it and searching for anyone inside I pull out the gun then I spend a further seval hours learning the basic's before I stumble to the back of the plane I place the gun against my head as the plane door opens I panick and hide it in my jeans as M stumbles through
"he..y..go..t..you..something..fo..r..f..irst..hunt" he says laying a object on the floor he stumbles out and closes the door I crawl along the floor and press some buttons it spins a disk as I stare at it...come alive!! it begins playing and a voice leaks out from it they sound so...happy as he sings about his problems I sit and listen for hours and I take the gun and throw it out the window.
"that..player..kept...me alive and was...the last gift from..." I sniffle and shake my head
"what happend to M" he says as I snap my head up at him
"I..I..I..." I say as I shake my head and he shrugs and nods as he walks out the room he locks the door and I sit back I search around the room and pull out a hair clip as I walk over to the door I spend quite a long time bending it until it fits into the door and it unlocks
"I must..have been a bad kid" I laugh as I turn the handle and walk out I sneak around the coridoor its dark and empty as I walk to a cubbord I stare through the key hole...I cant see a thing its really dark so I pull the clip out and unlock it as I pull out my bag and fix it to my shoulders I re-lock the cubbord and walk back into my room as I pull the music player and a disk from my bag I play it on low and sway to the music.
"R!" Someone shouts as I snap my head up
"what" I snap as the doctor stands there arms folded as I laugh
"what" I repeat
"how did you get out" he says tapping his foot lightly on the floor as I shrug he raises his eyebrow and I sigh and throw the clip on the floor
"you got out of a specially desighed door with a clip? and you got into the cubbord...with the same clip?" he asks as the edges of my mouth curle up and I nod I open the player and put in another disk as I turn it up slightly and I stare at it turn and spin as it comes to life it plays a gental tune and I sway
"have you been listening to that all night?" he asks as I nod
"you have went two nights without sleeping?" he says as I growl
"YES!" I burst out hes really annoying me
"look just dont get out of bed" he says as he turns and walks out I climb off the bed and put up the clip as I unlock the door I throw on my shoes and throw the music player with the disks into my bag I walk out the room I step down the coridoor and people grab my arms from behind me as I turn my head
"sorry we have orders to grab you on sight" the man says as I growl and they throw me back in my room I bang on the window
"this place is a prizon let me out or else!" I yell as they laugh
"What are you going to do" he laughs as I neal down and unlock the door I pull open the door as they stand in shock
"come anywhere near me and I swear Ill bite you" I say as they laugh
"a little bite so what?" he laughs as I turn my head to the side and smile evily
"dont you know who I am" I say as the shrug
"your a mental guy" he says as I shake my head I step forward and growl
"Im a corpse" I say as they shake there heads I smile and they take out a knife I snatch it off them and stab myself in the arm as I pull it out I throw the knife on the floor black blood smeared on it as they pull a gun out I growl again
"let me go!" I say as they shake their heads
"FINE!" I yell as I step forward he pulls out a radio
"Help!" he yells into it as doctors rush towards me
"I only want to leave!" I yell as they gather around me notebooks and pens I sink to the ground Im like a celebrity in this place
"you vultures!" I yell
"look calm down" a doctor says as I shake my head
"I LOST MY BEST FRIEND NOT MY MIND!" I yell as they step back and I jump up
"IM NOT CRAZY ITS HARD FOR ME...CONSIDERING IM FUCKING DEAD" I scream waving my finger around
"I DONT REMEMBER WHO I AM I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I AM!" I yell as the guards jump and hold me in place
"LET ME GO!" I yell struggling as they grip tighter
"its been a long time since I've killed someone...DONT MAKE ME BREAK MY RECORD!" I warn again as they hold me tighter...I just want to go home I just relax as I sigh
"When nightmares come, keep you awake, baby close your eyes, I'll take the weight, if I go to speak, I will refrain and be the song, just be the song." I mumble quietly to myself thats one of my other favorites from my music player I close my eyes and sway again
"what is going on?" someone yells as I open my eyes
"R!" Julie yells as I sigh
"what happend?" Julie asks the doctor as he shrugs
"I want to go home" I say as Julie shakes her head
"we caught him outside of his room we kindly brought him back in he further threatend us and picked the lock he then proceeded to attempt to attack us" the guard says as I roll my eyes
"pfft" I whisper they drop me on the floor as I pick myself up from my stomach
"R you cant just do that!" Julie says as I sigh
"is it so wrong to want to see my kids? I havent seen them in years! and I want to see my living kids to" I whisper shaking my head as Julie nods her head
"I get it R I do you get stright away tooken away from them when you have barely been with them five mintues" Julie says as I nod
"they wouldnt even let me have my music player!" I growl at them
"yes I found him the next day in bed he had picked the lock to both his room and the cubbord and he was sitting there swaying to the music" the doctor says sturning as Julie shrugs
"be lucky he didnt pick the main door and just ran for it" Julie says as I smile and hug her
"you have been fine for the past couple of days right?" Julie asks as I nod quickly
"yes! um..no bad dreams havent seen anything" I fastly talk as she nods
"cant believe I get put in a mental hospital for a bad dream" I moan as Julie digs her head into my shoulder
"it was because of that fight with the invisable Perry" she laughs as I laugh slightly
"cant I just leave...please?" I ask as some doctors walk away
"look your kids are doing fine" Julie says as I shake my head
"but I really want to see them" I sniffle as she laughs
"Girl" she says as I freeze I smile sadly
"they miss you alot R" Julie whispers pulling away I walk back into my room and lie on the bed.
Once my eyes open the hallway is quiet and its dark really dark
"sh" someone's voice echo's as I jump up and stare out of the keyhole in the door its empty no one is there as I hear small laughter I grab the clip and pick the lock as I stare out the door small feet echo in the hall but no ones there I see a small glimpse of a hand behind a wall I grab my bag and shoes as I close the door I walk
behind the wall two small children sit on the floor living children but I watch there skin ripple as it turns pale and the girl lifts her head her skin pale and dry as she grabs my hand and leads me down the hall I stare at the front desk a woman sits there asleep as I walk upto the main door and pick the lock this lock takes longer but Im out I let the fresh air fill my lungs as the girl and boy laugh its Mark and Nora as they run I follow them
"Mark? Nora" I smile as they fall on the floor I stare at them as blood leaks onto the pavement there hands red as they stare up at me
"eat...eat" they say as I shake my head and I step back
"to...human" they moan as they run after me I run into the hospital and I close the door as I run through the halls
"HUNGRY!" they scream as I cover my ears and run I run back into my room and throw myself under the bed as there little feet slide into the room
"HUNGRY...HUNGRY..HUNGRY...HUNGRY!" They voices scream as I cover my ears and scream trying to block out there screams they laugh as it echo's as I shake my head I need to get out I jump out from under the bed and there dark black eyes pierce through me as I push past them and sprint towards the entrance I try to open it but its locked again
"sir go back to bed" a woman says as I try to open it I bang on it then pull out the clip as my kids pull me back I push them off me and keep unlocking it as I struggle
"sir are you okay?" the woman says as I scream and push them off me I open the door and fling it open as I run out and Mark grabs my leg and pulls me back in as I raise my foot I couldnt bare to hurt him so I bite on my cheeks and kick him as I drag myself out I jump up
"Im so..so..rr.y..mark" I whisper as Nora tackles me to the floor
"GET OFF!" I scream struggling as her blood stained teeth try to pierce my arm I lift her just far enough away from my arm but she snaps as Mark takes a chunk from my neck I scream and throw him off as I place my hand on my neck trying to stop the blood from poaring from it
"umm we have a really big problem" the ladys voice says as I struggle to keep my kids off me
"ARE YOU GOING TO STAND THERE OR ARE YOU GOING TO HELP ME" I scream as I throw them off me and run I run up the coridoor as I open up a cubbord and hide inside its dark the light inside flickers on and I turn around I scream and fall out as the figure climbs out the cubbord the huge figure stands above me
"M?" I whisper as he nods he climbs into the light as his pale face shows his mouth stained with blood and his eyes red and black he lifts his arm as the skin on his hand peels untill his whole hand is just a skeleton he grins as blood falls onto my face then my kids catch up and stand the opisite side from M then Julie black hair with blonde streaks stands next to M with her dad and mom next to her then Perry the evil monster Perry stands next to Julie and holds her hand as M points his finger at everyone
"you did this...you got everyone killed and you turned Julie into a monsterous hunter" M's voice echo's
"you killed me...and perry...and Julie's dad and your mom and Julie's mom your going to kill Nora and Darcy and your kids and living and none living your going to kill everyone" M yells in my face as I scream and tears stream down my eyes
"IT WASNT MY FAULT YOU DIED" I scream as peoples footsteps jump onto floors as they stand behind their doors as they watch me I disreguard them as M stays hovering above me
"your going to get Julie killed" he says as I shake my head my clothes soak with tears as I place my face in my hands
"your stupid R" he says as I keel over and hold myself up with one hand and I hold my shoulder with the other
"You got yourself killed. You got me killed. you killed Perry. you got Julie's dad killed. and her mom. you got your sister mother and father all killed. your stupid naive childish crazy and down right...evil" he croaks as I scream
"thats NOT TRUE I DIDNT GET ANYONE KILLED" I scream as he shakes his head
"if you hadnt killed Perry the bonies wouldnt have killed Julie's dad and Gregg wouldnt have killed Julie's mom or your sister or your mother or your father" he yells as I hit the floor its true...its all true... every single word is true one moment is all it took one little moment of losing who I was and I got everyone killed.
"its true..." I whisper as he nods
"of corse it is" he spits as I sob
"I miss you" I whisper as he shakes his head
"Dont" he whispers as I lift my head I close my eyes as the tears stream down my face.
"Im..s..so..s..s..orry" I whimper
I open my eyes Im back in my room...it was just a crazy dream I stare to my left and fall out of bed as M snickers at me.
Ooh so exciting chapter... o.o! (hope you enjoyed reading it)