continue...
looking her in that state he feel broken....
but have no choice coz logical brain is giving him warning for not believing her innocence coz poor heart already felt betrayal for blindly believing on someone
but is he really comparing Shehnaaz wid suhani
again the temperament surpassed coz of continuous thinking
he lock himself n put that shitty papers in locker coz looking them making him recall the way she was crying n pleading to him....
he pull his hairs n try to clam down his mind....
he didn't think much but change his shorts n take his car keys n left the house
he is regretting for making her cry....her tears are piercing needles in his heart
he went to burn his thoughts in the vapour of cigarettes
he is driving his car....while smoking n recalling her innocent face....
his attention grab by his phn...
n it's showing name...suhani
he clench his jaw n stop the car
at his house
Shehnaaz is tired of crying again so go inside the living room...
she need a sleep..
a good one
she is hungry also...why feeling always hungry she don't know....but she choose sleep over food...
but room or bed...
she remember the rule in that contract... can't use there Luxury
she look towards the sofa....it's a bigger one black in color...a leather sofa
she sit there at first n think...it's a better than any bed
so she lay down there
her one palm is under her head...other is on her belly...she cover herself with that dupatta n knees are closer to her belly...
her stomach is aching but she thought it's normal in pregnancy
so avoid it n sleep....
at hospital
Sid wid boring look ask receptionist
Sid :- suhani a accident patient
nurse :- just a minute sir...yes...3rd floor room no 306
Sid :- thanks
he again walk like tired man...he is actually
n a tipsy little bit coz when he recieve her phn the person who told him that suhani is admitted in hospital coz she face accident
he curse his fate for making him meet her again
he drink a whisky before entering the hospital gate
he need drug to hold on his sanity infront of that cheater
he can't even ignore the call out of humanity
he enter inside the room
n suhani who just driving car after drinking hit one light stand on road n just got a little injury
she added his number in emergency so the people who saw accident call him
suhani :- babyyyyyy
she utter in irritating crying tone
n try to get up
Sid rolled his eyes
n didn't take step near her....
suhani :- m janti thi tum aaoge....tum bhul hi nahi sakte muze....my Babu loves me na
she utter in her disgusting tone....
n sid feel like vomit there
Sid dialed her manager's number
suhani :- tum maf nahi karoge muze....muzse galti hui I accept...pata nahi kaise mene wo soch liya...but I still love u....give me one chance na....m ek chance toh deserve krti hu....dekho tumhari baby ko kitni chot aai....
she show her simple scrach on elbow
after he breakup wid her she lost her source who handle her expenses...that is Sid
n so she started drinking on regular basis
suhani:- baby I am hungry
n sid widen his eyes
he remember about Shehnaaz
Sid's pov
wo abhi tak bhuki hogi...aise halat m Bina khaye.....no no...shit I forgot to inform her about the things... about cook
actually he denied his cook to continue his job in his house coz he don't want that any third-person witness about them n who is she for him....so to avoid gossips in building he cancelled his cook's duty
his eyes land on suhani who is making fake innocent face
n unwantedly his brain made him recall the actual innocent face
Shehnaaz
he turn his heels n open the door hurriedly
suhani continues to call him but his mind is flooded wid shehnaz's thoughts
he already call her manager who reached there
n stop him near the main door of hospital
parth :- hey sidharth wait
Sid :- yes what
parth :- tum nahi rukne Wale ho
Sid :- jerk his hand which is holding his bicep
tu pagal hai...pata hai na kya kiya tha usne
parth :- she is regretting
Sid smirk in a sarcastic way
Sid :- Bhai trust me...I really don't care
aur waise bhi mere pass in sab ke liye tym nahi hai....I have someone at home to look after...good bye
n he wink at the end...
her manager reach in her room
n she started shedding fake tears
suhani :- did u know he didn't even ask me how am I feeling...usne...usne
parth :- he moved on ma'am
n suhani get frozen on her place....
she clutch the bedsheet in tight fist
here Sid drive his car in fast speed.....
he stop at one cafe n pack the parcel of some fried rice n soup
he reached at his home taking big steps towards his apartment
he enter the key n open the door....
n his eyes land on her face...who is sleeping like kid on that big sofa of his house....
she is looking like cute rabbit..... wrapped in her own dupatta....some hair strands are falling on her face n that enhancing her beauty
he take slow steps near her n can see she is shivering....
he took the remote of AC n adjust the temperature
n here he come to know two things that she is heavy sleeper n can't handle too coldness in room
totally opposite to him...he can't stay in hot temperature at all n she have problem wid coldness...
how he will going to adjust wid her till don't know how much time
he is not aware that this adjustment he have to do everyday until destiny apart them....
he bend on his knees after keeping the food on table...
Sid's pov
itna kaise koi so sakta hai...
uthu kya...
shayad abhi aakh lagi ho...
lekin khana....
I think muze itni care krne ki jarurat nahi hai...khud kha legi
n he stand up on his place n start to move towards the main door coz he have a office to look after n his friends are calling him....
but while moving his leg touch to the table n it make noise n her eyes get open....
she look his back n vanishing figure
she sit up hurriedly n that give some unknown pain in her lower belly...she hissed but ignore it ...
Shehnaaz:- suno
n sid stopped in his way...
he turn n look towards her face
her puffy nose n eyes are so damn cute that he forgot for a second that he promised himself to not invest in this type of feeling....
n in next second his eyes land on her palm which is on her belly
n he avert his gaze hurriedly
..like thinking something that is a sin...he pulled just now....
Shehnaaz:- wo..muze washroom jana hai....
n sid go near her...
Sid :- point towards his bedroom
this one is mine...aur ye
he point towards other bedroom which is exactly beside his room
Sid :- ye tum use kr sakti ho
u can use anything from this house only.... except my room
understand
aur haan... about chore u better take care of your things n chores....yaha koi maid ya servent nahi honge jo kam karenge....
use that kitchen for urself....n make ur own food....
she nod like obident child n he forgot his next line looking her cute face
Sid :aur...aur...wo...kuch nahi...aur haan.... don't step out from the house until I came back....
Shehnaaz:- aur ye khana mere liye hai
n he nod softly
n he left the place without giving second glance to her.....
he is going to tell her the some thing about food that he got packed for her but forgot after looking her ...
he sit in his car n First calm down his heart....
already his mood spoiled by suhani n now this unknown feelings are making his head brust in pain....
he drove fastly towards his another peace his office
his home n office are the two place where he can get peace
but at his house someone is there who is disturbing his entire system without his permission
he take big steps towards the gate
n all started to greet him
he nod n enter in his cabin n found his two idiot best friends are sitting there
n passing him different glare
Sid :- what
Isha :- kutte hame kabhi nahi aane Diya ghar me aur usko kaise
Sid give them confused look
Sid :- tumko kaise pata chala
he thought they are talking about Shehnaaz
kaushal :- usne hi bataya....
Sid :- wo kaise
Isha :- BC number hai uska hamare pass bhi
she show her phn n that's shivam's number n he sighed
Sid :- accha wo
kaushal :- toh aur kon
Isha :- kisi aur ko bhi bulaya hai
kaushal :- sala hamara number kab aayega uss sone ke mehel me ghusne ka
Sid :- shut up guys...itna kya ho gaya yar..ghar m hi toh aane Diya that's it...it's normal
Isha :- not normal ..tu kafi possessive hai uss ghar ke liye jaha kisiko aane ki permission nahi aur wo chomu Shivam kaise guss gaya
Sid :- kam tha baba...he is lawyer
Isha n kaushal make o sound face
kaushal :- lawyer are Haan yar...bhai sab thik hai na matlab lawyer
Sid :- umm..hai kuch matter
Isha :- toh batane ka kya lega...
Sid :- wo...m...I living wid someone there
kaushal :- what tu moved on kar chuka great buddy
Sid :- nahi yar
Isha :- fir one night stand , blind date , friend wid benifits isme se konsa scene chal raha hai Teri life me...
Sid :- guys enough now
kaushal :- tu gadhi hai Isha....apna Sid sidha sadha hai...ye sab nahi karta...one woman man hai
Isha :- toh fir kiske sath reh Raha hai
listening them he pinch his forehead n utter in one Breath
Sid :- my brother's mistress
n kaushal n Isha stopped inbetween of there argument
both widen there eyes n look towards him
Isha :- wh .what
kaushal :- Bhai kya...sachme
lekin q
Isha :- ek sec tu toh rajasthan tere Bhai ke funeral ke liye fir ye sab
Sid :- wahi pata chala...bhai ne bataya while taking his last breath
kaushal :- kya kaha meri mistress hai usko tere sath rakh
kaushal gets angry listening this...he want someone special n good person in his friend's life now...not anyone's mistress
Sid :- nahi yar...she is...she is
Isha :- what don't tell me she is pregnant wid ur brother's child n that's why u take her here
Sid :- that's true
kaushal n Isha :- whattt
Sid :- umm yes...
n he narrate whole story to them....
Isha :- my god what a cheap girl she is....kisi married man ke sath chakkar chlao
fir pregnant ho jao taki life time uska Paisa le saki... disgusting yar
Sid tighten his fist feeling angry for no reason
kaushal :- aur uske parents...unhone bhej diya usko yaha
Sid :- they thrown her out of the house.....mere samne hi hua wo sab
Isha :- bull shit drama...sab drama hai uske parents ka...taki teko fasaye....
agar khudke sath rakhenge toh wo luxurious life kaise denge apni characterless beti ko
Sid :- shut up
he shout again loudly
n Isha gets confused along wid kaushal
n sid also caught in awkward silence he realised what he just utter n in loud voice
Sid :- I mean m usko discuss hi nahi Krna chata yar
Isha :- I can understand buddy...tere upar tere bhai literally bomb fod diya...
kaushal :- I think wo sach me bebas hai yar...socho jara usne bhi toh sukesh Bhai ko khoya hai
Isha :- wo kuch pyar nahi tha fasane ki sajish thi..fas gaya fir badme wo mare ya jiye usse usko kya...aur sidharth ko toh pata hi hai sab toh wo sambhal lega usko...ye sab usko pata hai
milne de muze...
she greet her teeth
Sid :- forgot all this...sirf 9 months ki bat hai...fir wo hamesha ke liye dur jayegi
kaushal :- kaise...
Sid :- mene usse contract sign karwaya hai isliye Shivam ghar aaya tha
n Isha smile n utter in happiness
yess thank god
kaushal :- tu thik hai na Bhai
Sid :- hmm
kaushal :- kitna kuch ho gaya yar tere sath
pehle wo suhani fir tera bhai ab ye....
Isha :- he is strong he can handle anything kaushu....
kaushal :- ya that's true...ur fighter mere bhai
n they embrace him in group hug....
Sid feel little calm
he is not disturbed now coz of shehnaz's thoughts surprisingly her thoughts are calming him but he is disturbed coz of suhani now
why he saw her face today...he is cursing to that moment
at house
Shehnaaz lost looking the big room
she adore the place
this room is only thing going to be wid her for don't know how many day...
this room is going to witness her crying face... sessions where she will talk to her baby for long hours.....coz she don't have anyone to talk....her happiness her pain
only the walls of this room will witness n be the partner for her
she get fresh n eat her food sitting on sofa .. folding her legs up n munching the food like kid
she check kitchen later n find that many things are not available
she think to go for Market... tomorrow in morning n buy things
day come to an end n she again go in deep slumber after enjoying weather outside standing in big balcony
she is feeling pain in her lower belly since morning....
but she didn't understand that pain...coz it's her first time pregnancy plus she is just 20 so don't know much about this ...
she put one pillow near her belly n lost in thoughts of her family
she is missing them n sukesh
she sob silently recalling the truth reveal by her mother
she miss her papa n sisters....she is feeling suffocating here but don't have choice...life didn't left nay choice to her....
her entire life turned 360 degree rotation....it's just shaken her so badly that she broken....
it's her habit to avoid the pain since childhood ..like typical village type treatment.... don't do anything pain will gone automatically...but she didn't understand she is not a normal girl now...small soul is inside her
at office
Sid close his laptop n take his car keys
he make 3 big presentations for new contract
he is going to have a hectic day tomorrow
he move towards his car
all are already left....
Sid stopped infront of one bar n buy alcohol for himself
he need to forgot the broken memory of that cheater suhani...
he drink n reached at his apartment...he is not fully drunken...
he stopped near the door coz shehnaz's thought cross his mind
knowing somebody is also there in his house...he is going to share the same roof that realisation hit him now...
that fill his heart wid something different feeling....
he is not alone anymore in this big house....
he step inside n saw all lights are off
he switch on n his eyes land on her room door
which is slightly open
he move towards the room
n hold the handle....
Sid's pov
jau ya....aise kaise bina knock kiya
lekin so Rahi hogi....
nahi m jaa sakta hu...thik hai ya nahi ye dekhna zaruri hai...after all contract sign Kiya hai usne...
he give very lame reason to his brain n step inside her room
his all tired nerves gets relaxed in a second
she looks serene while sleeping
he again notice she is feeling cold
so he grab romote n change temperature
he left the room silently
n enter in his room
n lay half on his bed....
he move his fingers in his hairs recalling all the moments spend wid shehnaz in past 2 days....
next morning
Shehnaaz wake up n git freshen up
shehnaaz's pov
aj bhar Jana hai.... permission milegi na....
dekhte hai ..
waise meri job ka kya....
wo bhi puch lungi pehel mil toh jaye...
she is wearing sky blue salwar suit
hairs are in French braid....no makeup...no jewellery
she go outside n found all silent place
she move towards one idel of lord Krishna kept near kitchen door
she close her eyes n start her prayers in her heart...
her only strength in this situation of her life is him only...
n in that moment Sid enter from main door of house...in grey shorts..white tshirt..sport shoes n hands holding bottle n napkin
he just come after his gyming session
but stopped in his track looking her praying on a idol he placed to just decorate the house...but that girl made it temples idol by praying infront of it...n that touched his heart
soft smile start to appear on his lips
n he didn't realise that he didn't blink for once
she open her eyes n turn n get shocked n move back looking him
Shehnaaz murmur
ye kab aaye...m dar gayi mhare sawra...( lord Krishna )
Sid come to his senses....n directly enter in his room avoiding her gaze
she enter in kitchen n make some upma for breakfast..coz lack of grocery there...
she made for two people don't know he will eat it or not just made it out of humanity
she served it in plate n move outside
n found he is eating something while reading newspaper
he gets fresh n wear new pair of clothes...formal one...
he order his bread omlette roll n while reading newspaper munching on it
she silently take that plate inside kitchen n have it sitting on slab
she heard voice of keys from outside n she remember she need to take permission from him
she put plate there n jump in hurry
n hiss in pain causes in her belly
she run her belly softly
n move towards him
Shehnaaz:- suno
Sid turn slightly
Shehnaaz:- muze market Jana hai...jaldi aa jaungi
Sid nod n stopped in his way again n turn
Sid :- save your number... n jab jab call Karu uthana hai tumhe....
she nod n take his phn in her hand n dail her number
at the time of assigning name to number she think what to give
shehnaaz's pov
Shehnaaz kafi informal lagega....m dost thodi hu unki...aur konsa har din bat krni hogi
she think n enter
contract mother
she save her number n pass phn back to him
n she turn n enter in kitchen again to clean mess
his eyes land on the name she given to her number
n he sigh rolled eyes on her childish act
think she just taunt him by recalling what he do wid her... forced her for contract
let's see what will happen in next part
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