Chapter 71
Feng Jingyi didn't chase after him because he didn't know how to apologize.
Rationally, he should advise Shao Qin. As a child, you should be more tolerant to your parents. Although it is true that a father like Shao Jian is worse than none, it is not a good choice to sue Shao Jian for intentional harm, and it may involve a lot of unnecessary troubles.
Emotionally, he shouldn't interfere too much. That was Shao Qin's father, not his. Whether to forgive or not is Shao Qin's choice, and has nothing to do with him. Shao Jian was impulsive back then, deliberately murdered and went to jail, which caused Shao Qin to have no father since childhood. Only Shao Qin has experienced that kind of pain. He couldn't understand the resentment in Shao Qin's heart.
Shao Qin was right. He was indeed trying to persuade Shao Qin to forgive Shao Jian with the moral standard of a bystander.
He obviously wanted to protect Shao Qin, but Shao Qin was wronged.
When he said that sentence, Shao Qin's tears filled his eyes, as if they would fall at any moment.
Feng Jingyi wanted to reach out to hug Shao Qin and comfort Shao Qin, but Shao Qin didn't give him a chance and left directly. Are you angry at his incomprehension and kindness in making suggestions?
Perhaps, he has never known Shao Qin before.
Shao Qin also felt that Feng Jingyi had never understood him. What Feng Jingyi understood was the mixture of the original owner and him.
When they got downstairs, Shao Qin's tears had already dried up. He was extremely anxious, not only because he couldn't control his temper and got angry with Feng Jingyi just now, but also because of the extremely chaotic relationship now.
Shao Qin hurried back to the hotel, bought two cans of sparkling wine in the self-service supermarket downstairs, and took them back to the room to drink away his worries. But when he pulled the tab apart, he realized that alcohol couldn't solve his worries at all.
Shao Qin put down the sparkling wine, threw himself on the bed, buried his face in the pillow, and yelled frantically. I kept shouting until I was about to suffocate, and finally felt better, lying there gasping for breath.
He never seemed to have seriously thought about the matter between him and Feng Jingyi. Before, I always felt that Feng Jingyi's kindness to him was to repay the original owner's kindness. Later, I felt that Feng Jingyi fell in love with his interesting soul and good-looking skin.
But at this moment, he finally figured it out thoroughly. Feng Jingyi never separated him from the original owner.
Even if you start over while talking, even if you pretend to have amnesia. But to Feng Jingyi, he was always equal to the original owner.
Or it's more appropriate to understand it this way, in Feng Jingyi's eyes, he is a plastic surgery monster, but in fact, he is born beautiful. This kind of inner cognition created a gap between the two that could never be bridged.
In fact, he should have noticed earlier.
Feng Jingyi was always very close to him. That's because he didn't have any sense of distance from the original owner. Even though they were resentful spouses who had been married for three years, they had known each other for nearly ten years. They were the same couple's parents, and they knew each other very well.
But when he faced Feng Jingyi, he felt a sense of strangeness from time to time. Because he and Feng Jingyi didn't have that kind of acquaintance process. He didn't seem to get to know Feng Jingyi according to the normal process, so he would feel very awkward about Feng Jingyi's many behaviors. What's more, Feng Jingyi has always regarded him as the original owner.
Shao Qin thought, and suddenly laughed. He turned over, picked up the sparkling wine by the bed, and took a sip.
This time it's for celebration. Fortunately, Kong Kong gave him a chance to make a wish, allowing him to tell Feng Jingyi the truth. He really had no choice but to continue with Feng Jingyi with another person's past behind his back.
Shao Qin drank a can of sparkling wine and began to recall the contents of the book again. I still can't figure out what Han Ci's relationship with Qi Rui has to do with the collapse of this world.
Although he didn't read the last third, he turned to the ending and took a look. It was that Han Ci and Qi Rui had a son. Could it be the son of the two, what's the problem?
It has been a year since Shao Qin read that book. What's more, with his change, the story no longer develops according to the content of the book. He rarely recalls the content of the book, and even forgets almost the content of the book, and he can't find any clues from it.
Just as Shao Qin sighed and opened the second can of sparkling wine, he received a message.
Huihui: When are you coming back? I have something to talk to you about.
Shao Qin put down the wine and replied ashamed.
Shao Qin: I'm in the room. If you come over, bring some wine and appetizers.
Huihui sent Shao Qin a question mark, but still brought wine and snacks when she came.
"Why did you come back so early?" Huihui put things on the coffee table and asked Shao Qin curiously.
Shao Qin sat on the sofa, looked at the things Hui Hui bought, and casually said, "The baby is asleep, and I will be back."
Huihui gave a meaningful oh, and without further questioning, opened a can of beer and said, "Do you still want to participate in "Me and Depression"?"
Shao Qin looked at Huihui suspiciously: "Didn't the crew disband?"
"Now it's restarted, and the well-known director Huang Shijue and his team have been invited. The whole change is completely different from before. Among all the scripts I received, this is the best. Please play the leading role." Hui Hui explain.
"No." Shao Qin refused without hesitation.
"Don't you like that notebook very much? Why don't you go?" Asked in confusion.
"I feel that IP is poisonous, so I don't want to go. Is there anything else?" Shao Qin asked again.
"In terms of movies, I haven't received too many for the time being. The male lead only has this one, and there are a few male second and third male characters. I'm more optimistic about "Snow Eagle", which is about special forces. You just finished filming this and entered The group, from mid-December to the end of February, although it is the third male lead, the scenes are similar to the second male lead." Huihui said while flipping through her phone, "But the whole process was filmed on a plateau, I'm worried that your health will not be able to handle it."
"I'm fine, I don't have altitude sickness." Shao Qin said immediately. He happened to want to separate from Feng Jingyi for a while, and going to the plateau might be a good choice. What's more, he has never acted as a tough guy, so he really wants to try.
"Then I'll contact you. This movie is still very good, with a very good cast. Besides, it's a serious National Day gift movie." Hui Hui said, winking at Shao Qin.
Shao Qin immediately laughed.
"0050" was said to be a gift film for the National Day, but in the end, it was delayed in the review process. It missed the National Day holiday, and the release time was changed to November 1, which is next week.
Hui Hui introduced a lot about "Snow Eagle" to Shao Qin, and also read the synopsis and script excerpts sent over there. The more Shao Qin watched it, the more he liked it, and he was also very satisfied with the role he played. We hit it off with Hui Hui and decided on this movie.
"There are more resources for TV dramas. I have three TV dramas here, one campus, one workplace, and one history. I have sent the scripts and plot outlines of the first three episodes. You can take a look." Hui Hui said, Send three documents to Shao Qin.
Shao Qin received the file and asked Hui Hui, "Which one do you think is better?"
"I won't tell you first, lest you have preconceived ideas. You read it first, and tell me which one you think is the best." Huihui said with a smile.
Shao Qin nodded: "Alright."
After drinking and eating snacks, Huihui helped Shao Qin tidy up the coffee table very dutifully. Shao Qin originally wanted to do it himself, but Hui Hui reminded Shao Qin that he also worked as Shao Qin's assistant part-time.
"Should I hire another assistant?" Shao Qin looked at Huihui, "It feels like you're going to be too busy alone."
"That's right, so I've sent out a job advertisement to try to find you a suitable assistant before you go to the plateau. Then I won't accompany you to the plateau. I have altitude sickness." Huihui said, looking at Shao Qin glanced, "I always feel a little uneasy."
"There is nothing to worry about. Didn't you also say that it's a good crew, so it shouldn't be difficult to get along with?" Shao Qin said, getting up to take a shower.
When I came out of the shower, Hui Hui had already left.
Being alone again made Shao Qin a little disappointed. Thinking of Feng Jingyi involuntarily in my heart, thinking of Feng Jingyi is not only lost, but also sour. When will Feng Jingyi know that he is really just Shao Qin.
Seeing Feng Jingyi the next day, Shao Qin was the first to apologize, with a sincere attitude, "I'm sorry, I said too much. I didn't mean that, but I was a little impulsive. You are the one who was hurt. Whether you want to sue is of course up to you. "
"It's me who should say I'm sorry. I should be more considerate of you, not of him." Feng Jingyi said, sighing softly, "It always seems difficult for me to think about problems from the perspective of feelings, and I always let You are suffering."
Shao Qin nodded in agreement: "You are indeed too cruel sometimes. However, there is nothing wrong with you being like this, at least you will not be impulsive."
After finishing speaking, Shao Qin stuck out his tongue at Feng Jingyi, "If you act like he does things based on your own feelings, the world may be in chaos. Besides, you are not without feelings, you are just more sensible."
"But, if you're in love, shouldn't you be unreasonable?" Feng Jingyi asked with a faint smile.
Shao Qin pursed his lips and said with a smile, "We're not dating, of course it's better to be reasonable."
Feng Jingyi's smile was a bit stiff, but he maintained it, and he nodded slightly, "That's right."
"I'm going to put on my makeup first. The first scene is my scene." Shao Qin said with a relaxed tone, waved at Feng Jingyi casually, and turned to the dressing room.
Shao Qin paid great attention even when he was walking, his movements were natural and his body was light, and he didn't want Feng Jingyi to see any of his struggles.
Shao Qin walked into the dressing room and saw Han Ci putting on makeup. Today's first scene is between Lu Xiaoshuai and Han Ju, so the two of them put on makeup first.
Shao Qin sat on the makeup chair next to Han Ci, and greeted Han Ci with a smile, "Morning."
Han Ci was painting his lips and blinked at Shao Qin.
During this year, Korean Ci has matured a lot. He has grown from a shy, helpless acting rookie at the very beginning to a well-versed veteran of the crew.
After finishing his lip makeup, Han Ci asked Shao Qin, ""0050" is about to be released, do you want to see it?"
"I definitely want to see it, but I have to choose a later show." Shao Qin also started to put on makeup, his head was fixed, and he could only look at Han Ci in the mirror.
"Let's go together. I'll make a reservation for you." Han Ci said.
"Wow, rich and powerful, so handsome." Shao Qin laughed happily.
Han Ci was a little embarrassed, and smiled, "It's the first time to play the second male role, so I should book a show and contribute to the box office."
"You put it that way, I, the number one male, should book you out." Shao Qin said.
"The male number one is not good, it will feel like buying box office to hype yourself, which is not appropriate." Han Ci said.
Shao Qin was so teased that he laughed, and with a flick of his head, his eyeliner stuck in his eyebrows. The make-up artist helplessly straightened his head and told him not to move.
I don't know if it was because Liu Xiaxia didn't have too many scenes today, and the filming went so smoothly that it ended early. It's a pity that Xu Dali will never let go of the progress he can catch up with this week, and he will move the later scenes forward, leaving Feng Jingyi and Shao Qin to work overtime.
Now that Lu Xiaoshuai has been completely promoted to the second male lead, he has a very heavy role in the scene, and many key turning points are on him. This time the filming was one of them. Lu Xiaoshuai proposed to go back to the same kind to search for information.
Jing He, who has fully recovered his memory, naturally disagrees and strongly opposes it.
"I won't hand over your report to the headquarters. Don't think about risking yourself in the future." Jing He said, destroying the combat proposal submitted by Lu Xiaoshuai in front of Lu Xiaoshuai.
"It doesn't matter if you destroy it, I can report to the headquarters in person. It's not like I can't speak human words." Lv Xiaoshuai has undergone some changes recently, and has started to say some witty words.
It's a pity that Jing He didn't mean to joke with Lu Xiaoshuai. He took a step forward, stood in front of Lu Xiaoshuai, looked directly into Lu Xiaoshuai's eyes, "Why do you want to go back to collect information? Is it because Han Ju always doubts you, so you want to prove yourself?" ."
Lu Xiaoshuai and Jing He looked at each other with calm eyes and a steady voice, "No."
"You are." Jing He said with certainty.
"I'm not." Lu Xiaoshuai retorted.
"You are."
"I'm not!" Lu Xiaoshuai was a little annoyed, and stretched out his hand to push the scene.
But Jing He grabbed Lu Xiaoshuai's wrist, pulled Lu Xiaoshuai closer, and looked deeper into Lu Xiaoshuai's eyes, "I don't want you to take risks."
This time, Lu Xiaoshuai averted Jing He's gaze, and said in a muffled voice, "I remember I told you that the superior will report the situation to the home planet every 10 years."
different from humans. Due to the special communication method of aliens, if they want to report upwards, they must launch an unmanned spacecraft containing pheromones to the parent star. It is always small and small, and there is no large force.
"I also remember you said that the earth does not pose any threat to you. Your team stays here to investigate the environment and species of the earth." Jing He reminded Lu Xiaoshuai.
"That was before I rebelled." Lu Xiaoshuai said with difficulty, "If the superiors list human beings as dangerous hosts, the mother planet will probably send a fleet to clean up the earth."
"Dangerous host? If you didn't parasitize, we wouldn't become dangerous hosts, would we?" Jing He was puzzled.
"You don't eat mad beef, and you won't be infected with mad cow disease, will you let those mad cows go because of this?" Lu Xiaoshuai broke away from Jinghe's restraint, and took a few steps back, "We must know the report from the superior to the mother planet. "
Jing He looked at Lu Xiaoshuai, and said firmly, "I won't let you put yourself in danger."
"Why!" Lu Xiaoshuai asked excitedly.
"Because you are my friend." Jing He said.
Lu Xiaoshuai looked at Jing He, and his eyes finally had emotional ups and downs. After a long time, he finally said, "Since we are friends, shouldn't we respect my decision?"
After speaking, Lu Xiaoshuai left the room. With a painful expression on his face, Jing He kicked the stool next to him hard, knocking the stool down with a bang.
Xu Dali shouted OK, clasped his hands together, and waved at Feng Jingyi and Shao Qin, "Perfect, perfect, pass one. I don't even need to guarantee one. I really love you two."
Shao Qin smiled and shouted at Xu Dali: "Director Xu, you are a good person."
The staff on the sidelines immediately shouted "good person card" and "good person card". Everyone laughed together and finally ended today's work.
Feng Jingyi walked into the dressing room with Shao Qin, and asked Shao Qin in a low voice if he wanted to see the baby.
"Of course. I definitely want to see the baby." Shao Qin still smiled. He seems to be born with a smile, whether he is in a good mood or not, he can always smile brightly.
Shao Qin went to see the baby, put the baby to sleep, and left.
Feng Jingyi sent Shao Qin to the door, and asked Shao Qin naturally, ""0050" is coming up, do you want to watch it together?"
"You're late. Han Ci asked me this morning, and we made an appointment to see it together." Shao Qin said brightly, waved his hand, and left downstairs.
A week passed quickly, and Shao Qin and Han Ci successfully asked Xu Dali for leave, and brought their manager and assistant to the movie theater in the city.
Since it's a private show, of course it can't be watched by just two people without family members. At least for Shao Qin, he must relax with his ashes.
Han Ci heard that Shao Qin wanted to bring Hui Hui together, so he naturally said that he also brought his assistant with him. It is fun to watch movies with more people, and they can have dinner after watching the movie.
It was still early for the four of them to arrive at the theater, Shao Qin and Han Ci hid in the corner, Hui Hui and his assistant went to buy Coke and popcorn.
Han Ci looked at Shao Qin, suddenly showing a hesitant expression.
Shao Qin noticed it immediately, and said amusedly, "I was thinking about you growing up and becoming mature, why are you back to your original shape now. Say what you want, without hesitation."
"It's just that I don't think this topic is suitable for talking to you." Han Ci tilted his head in embarrassment.
"Whether it's suitable or not, I should have the final say. You have to say it to know if it's suitable. I don't like people guessing my thoughts, as if they see through me." Shao Qin said, shaking One finger, "Is such a deep person like me easy for you to see through?"
Han Ci laughed, and echoed helplessly, "You can't see through, you can't see through. You are like a book that can never be finished, and people can't see through it."
Shao Qin raised his eyebrows, he didn't like the word "book" the most. He and these people in front of him are separated by a book.
Han Ci no longer twitched, and said, "I've accepted the lead role in a new movie, "Me and Depression". I thought you hadn't accepted this movie before, so I wanted to ask you about your opinion and analysis of the character. "
Shao Qin was stunned. There is an inexplicable sense of terror of being haunted by ghosts.
How always this movie.