"𝚒 𝚒𝚗𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚐𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚏 𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎" ~𝙰𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚊
Savieon long
𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝟷𝟹,𝟸𝟶𝟷𝟽
𝙿𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚊,𝙿𝙰
3:23pm
"you should've went towards the back you dumb fuck" money said to me as I wrapped my wound up
I waved him off "nigga it don't matter what way I went in I was still gone get hit it was 5 niggas against me
You actin lik I died I held my own" I said going into my fridge grabbing an apple juice money waved him off concerned
For his friend savieon been doin Risky missions lately putting his life in danger he didn't even let them know
When he would leave to go do it he just did it , it was getting closer and closer to his sisters death date
And he didn't know how to handle his emotions "you needa chill aht on this shit bruh money ainn a problem" gunns said
say waved them off aggravated "you talked to samiyah?" Money asked I shook my head no "why not"
Gunns asked "damn can y'all stop buggin me get off my dick" I said annoyed he wasn't actually mad with them
He was mad with himself he allowed himself to shut everyone out again after he told himself he wouldn't do that
It was just around this time of the year a lot of things was running through his mind and he couldn't help the
Attitude that came with it " bruh" gunns said "bruh" he repeated I turned around facing him "yk we love you right?"
He asked raising his eyebrow "yea I know" I said feeling bad "so why you gotta get lik this we just tryna help
We ainn tryna see you get laid ta rest in yo Sunday best nigga jus listen to us" gunns said I sat up on the sofa
Rubbing my hands down my face "she wouldn't want you killin yaself jus ta avoid ya feelings la nigga" money added
As they joined me on the sofa I nodded "I'm knowing shit just hard" I admitted " talk to samiyah" gunns said
I chuckled shaking my head no "I can't bruh" I said "why? That girl care about you" money added I sighed I
know she do "I fucked it up already Ian speak ta ha since I last spoke to her" I said " so what? You been going through shit
If anybody would understand that it'll be her just be honest wit ha" money said as he played the game with gunns
I laid back on the sofa looking at the ceiling fan thinking about samiyah I missed her like hell he was scared that
He'd go around her and take his anger out on her and she'd leave forever he didn't want that he thought it would be better if he kept
His distance from her right now he hasn't been to school or around anyone other than his brothers there was a knock at the door
causin them to look at eachother raising their eyebrow "who dat?" Gunns asked I shrug my shoulders
"I'm finna see" I said hopping up grabbing my gun I walked over to the door looking through the peep hole
Seeing lani smilng waving I kissed my teeth opening the door walking back to the couch "damn hey to you to" she
Said coming into the house I flicked her off grabbing a pillow as I sat on the sofa she came into the living room with moonie and
Samiyah behind her causing my heart to ache as I seen a smiling samiyah fuckkkkk I groaned to myself aggravated again
" hey y'all" moonie said going to money sitting on his lap I stayed quiet looking at the game "damn you can't speak?" Lani
Asked poking my shoulder "gone on" I said waving her off "somebody on they period" moonie said causing
Them to laugh i chuckled a little bit then quickly mugged again I heard samiyah laugh from the side of me I turned facing her
She looked at me with a smile on her face waving I gave her a head nod her smile quickly turned to a confused look
she got up going to sit in the chairs in the kitchen fuckkkk I sat
up rubbing my hands down my face annoyed wit my attitude my damn self
"I'm finna go to bed imma fuck witchall later" I said dappin money and gunns up goin to my room
I closed the door behind me laying in bed looking at the ceiling the thoughts came rushing down on me faster than I could handle
a tear ran down savieons cheek then another soon he was silently crying in his room feeling weak again
He hated feeling this way because it was nothing he could do that would make him feel better he cried then got angry and cried
Again it was a miserable repeating cycle for him yearly he was genuinely tired of it he was ready to just flash out he
Felt a sharp pain to his side where he'd been shot at causing him to loudly yell he quickly covered his mouth
Wiping his face off incase someone came in he stood up slowly feeling a stinging sensation he stood in his room
Mirror pulling the covering off seeing he wrapped it wrongly he laughed at himself he was too stressed to even pay
Attention to what he was doing there was a knock on his room door
causing him to go towards it he swung it open with a mug plastered
His face softened when he saw smooch standing there in the doorway she had a frown on her face he stood to the side allowing her in
He closed the door behind her she sat down in his chair looking at him as he stood by the wall lost for words
He knew how he felt towards her but couldn't put his feelings forth "so you just gone stand there ?" She asked
"Whatchu mean?" " You went ghost on me say, why?" She asked with a frown on her face he rubbed his hands down his face
"Ion wanna talk about that" he said waving her off going towards
the restroom she followed him "so that's whatchu on?" she said pushing his back as she talked
Before going over his house she told her self she'd stay calm and just talk like an adult but seeing how dismissive he
was being pissed her off "samiyah move round" she scuffed wiping her face he looked at her through the mirror
he saw her body language change as she began to laugh he looked at her confused "you know this shi is crazy
Lik here I am deadass trim you just abandon me and
Then wave me off like I mean nothing to you and im still right here trim" she said laughing holding her stomach
"smooch-" she slapped him across the face pushing him back "you ain't shit reaper" she said storming out of
The bathroom he held his cheek puzzled for a minute he launched towards her grabbing her by the arm
"Smooch" he said she snatched her arm from him standing with pout on her face he looked at her shocked
Tf "say you hurt my feelings" her voice slightly cracked causing his heart to ache "im sorry smooch" he said reaching for her
She backed up "why did you go ghost? Are you okay?" She asked he walked away back into the bathroom
"ion wanna talk about that shit" he said calmly she begin talking as he ignored her Cleaning his wound
"your doing that wrong" she said not getting a response from him she walked over to him trying
to help him he grabbed her hand not wanting to be touched "I got it" I said
Gently pushing her away "mugga what did I do?Jus ttm please" She said I looked up at her seeing tears form in her eyes
his anger went away at once as he pulled her in by the waist wrapping his arms around her "you didn't
do nothing ma" he said hugging her She hugged him back as a couple of tears fell from her face
samiyah was hurt the time her and mugga wasn't speaking Because she never knew why he suddenly stopped
answering her calls and text she missed her bestfriend She hugged him back he pulled back wiping her tears
from her face "you a punk yk that right" i said causing her to laugh "No I'm not you just a asshole"
she said sniffling he smiled down at her then his smile dropped
this was what it was like for him the last couple of weeks a endless ride of emotions that he couldn't control
She peeped his mood change feeling something was bothering him bad "mugga?" She said grabbing my face in her hands
causin him to make eye contact with her "do you want to get out of the house for a couple of hours ?"
She asked "not really" i said honestly I just wanted to be alone she frowned "please"
She asked gently rubbing her finger across his jawline he laid his head in her hands "okay" he said she smiled hugging him
"Do you want help?" She asked i nodded my head yes tryna cover that shit up was irritating me she cleaned it up wrapping it
Up properly "better?" She asked I smiled "yea" she reached for my hand I connected our hands as she lead us out of the bathroom
"Let me get dressed rq" I said she nodded heading downstairs I walked into my closet skimming through
The clothes deciding to jus go wit a grey sweatshirt, jeans with my doirs I slid on my clothes
About to head out he walked up to the door then stopped once he felt his mood change he let out a yell of frustration
He laid back inna bed I needa perc I reached in my top Dresser grabbing a bag of pills I grabbed one
putting the bag back just as he was about to pop the pill samiyah came into the room
Stoppin him in his tracks she raised her eyebrow "what is you doing" she asked walking over to me I shook my head
"Nun" I said she grabbed my hand I squeezed it tightly closed she tried her best to open it but couldn't "Savieon stop"
She said sternly i kissed my teeth and opened my hand "what was you finna do with this?" She asked
"Fuck you think?" I asked aggrevated why tf everybody in my business "don't talk to me like that" "then leave me tf
Alone" I said laying back in the bed popping the pill fry I looked up to the ceiling "Savieon stop doing that" she said
Causing me to let out a loud sigh " doing what samiyah" "that stop taking your anger out on me I haven't done anything to you"
I mugged her "I'm not taking my anger out on shit I just wanna be left alone and yo clingy ass don't get that" I said instantly
Regretting it when I saw her frown "ma I-" before he could finish she launched on the bed punching him
"FUCK YOU SAVIEON FUCK YOU" she yelled as she continued to punch him she hit him once more in his mouth
Before he grabbed her bamming her on the bed holding her arms crossed over her head and her legs between his tightly
"keep yo fucking hands to yo self crazy ass la girl" he said breathing up and down she laughed
"im crazy ? im crazy but you back here Poppin pills , you out here gettin shot but im crazy nigga
you crazy get tf off me" she yelled in his face He looked at
her shocked he never seen her this way before it's lik he hit a switch in her
The group ran upstairs hearing all of the commotion "fuck goin on" money asked "bruh get him tf
Off of me" samiyah said say cocked his head to the side shocked at how she was acting he didn't think
He was able to get under her skin in this way "get off my sista wdf" "bruh do you see my fuckin eye and lip?
im not getting off shi move round" they took notice to his face gunns shook his head he knew this was gone
End two ways the minute he saw samiyah walk in "cuh erbody calm down come on let her go
Lemme get her" he said walking towards us "man if I let her go and she hit me im hitting you" I said dead ass serious
Causin them to laugh I kissed my teeth irritated "ite ite come on mumbles don't hit him" gunns said
"Not worried bout his soft ass get me up so I can get tf out" she said as her leg bounced fast "ma you okay?"
moonie asked not getttin an answer from moody ,she went to samiyah purse looking for her pill bottle seeing
It was still full from them gettin it refilled a week ago she stuffed them back into her bag "bruh get off of me im good"
Samiyah said pulling from gunns "moonie lets go" samiyah said not making eye contact with anyone but hazel
As she dug her nails into her palms he took notice to what she was doin he grabbed her hands
un balling them she looked at him but it was different this time he didn't feel the same joyful feeling
all he saw was hate she snatched her hand from him "moonie now" she said moonie nodded quickly
interlocking their arms as they rushed out with lani A part of him wanted to chase her but a bigger
part of him didn't give a fuck he heard the downstairs door slam "Fuck y'all lookin AT" he asked
money let out a sigh he hated watching his brother drown cause he ainn know how to help
None of them did all they could do was offer support and catch him before he fell all the way "y'all tryna go to the club?" I asked fixing
My clothes They nodded in response "ay doe snap me up b4 we leave" I said handing gunns my phone he took it taking a couple of pictures of me
Then handed it back "come on" money said aggravated with say at this point we got into the car riding round
Smoking hitting pops until we decided to go to the club it was probably like 10:30pm by now I was sitting at the club
Dead bored ion even know why I insisted on coming hea I hate the club I sat on my phone texting smooch
She never responded once though "you know she left out crying right" gunns said catching my attention "bad?"
I asked they both nodded they head yes "damn" I said laying back looking up "I swea I tried not to flash out ionnknow what
Came over me" I admitted "you needa deal with that shit forreal" gunns said I nodded I'm already knowing
"You gone lose ha" money said I looked up at him muggin "don't you think I know that shit" "then act like it
Dumb ass nigga you a grown ass man deal witcho shit" he said I nodded I couldn't even get mad cause he was tellin the truth
I can't lose samiyah she make me happy inna way I haven't felt inna while i need her "when you ready you needa
Apologize and tell her everything like everything don't hide shit that's the only way you gone be forgiven" gunns said
I nodded "y'all ready ta go?" I asked "shid I been ready these hoes annoying me" money said causing us to laugh
We stood up leaving out I hopped in the car deciding to post my pictures onna gram
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