ugg time to start going back to school i got up and juped it the shower listing to missing you by trey songs i love that song i actually met him once see im a music person i am a recording artist and a recorder i play electric guitar no body knows i have a voice and i want to keep it that way because then you get all the drama and fake friends and everything...
" i cant stop missing you"
" been a long time sience i heard this song"
" ahhh who is there"
" guess who"
he started sining to the song and then i knew who it was instantly... nick .. in my bathroom wtf..
" what are you doiung nick"
" i cant stop missing you no no wish i was ther with you "
" nick seriously"
" wish i could wake up and forget about you ... you just dont understand how much you were a part of me"
" nic stop"
" i cant stop mmmiiisssiiinnnggg youuuuuu"
i have to admit he sounded pretty good just not being in my bathroom while im naked hell no
" nick go in my room and wait for me pleas"
" ok but only if we can talk about what happend earlyer"
" NO"
" ok then im staying in here"
" ugg fine we can talk about it"
" ok ill let you get dressed"
" your acting like a child"
" i know"
after i was dressed and did my hair and light makeup i grabbed my head phones i have a fealing this is gonna be a long walk to school....
" so how have you been"
" fine" i answerd coldly
" look im sorry how many times to i have to say it"
" alot to get me to forgive you"
" im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry..."
"STOP "
" all i want to do is talk"
" i dont want to"
" why"
" do you really wanna know why"
" yes i do"
" well because everytime we talk it ether turns into a big fight and we end up not talking for a month or it ends with me in tears because i remeberd something i taught my self to gforget"
" why would you wanna forget"
" because i wasted my time with you and you gave me memories no one else can give me ... like you were my first kiss.."
" i was??"
" yes you were"
" can i tell you something"
" whatever"
" you were mine to"
he was biteing his lip damn thats so cuit on him and i cant belive it i was his first kiss i cant belive it this is a big suprise
" hello earth to elizabeth"
" sorry im just suprised"
" i knew you would be "
" so whats the ral reson for us talking"
" i want to know if you will take me back pleas"
" i dont know nick..."
" pleas im begging you "
" why shoudl i trust you again"
" because im true to you and only you"
" can i trust you again"
" yes yes baby please"
" im sorry nick i just cant"
i took off for school i was already ten min late ugg
" goodmorning class oh mis mccormick so nice of you to join us"
" sorry sir."
" ill see you during lunch"
" yes sir"
i felt someone stareing at me when i looked up logan was stareing at me and he looked .. angry ill find out later because its friday and im going home with emily who rides his bus and were going over to his house
" did ur mom write you a note"
"yes emily its right here im so frekin excited!!!"{
" i know right and we will go up to logans house to"
" awsoem'
it was the end of the day and we were at emilys house we walked in said hi and put our stuff away and went strait to logans house we were gonna go see pitch perfect but he owen it so we watched it there and then we played truth or dare.. big mistake
" elizabeth truth or dare"
" humm dare"
" ok you have to do a competiton"
" what kind of competition"
"i get to choose"
" this should b fun"
" ok the compettiton is going to be a twerking competition"
" shit "
" ready set go"
i started twerking the best i could and then i feal someone slip there hands around my waste and start grinding on me all i could do was laugh typical logan so we did tht for about 3 min or so until i fell on the bed laughing so hard and he fell right on top of me our eyes met and we almost kissed almosed..... i broke eye connection with him and went to the bathroom to calm down ... what is wrong with me.
"elizabeth you ok"
" yeah i just had to calm down "
" can i come in"
" yeah "
" whats wrong"
" he got so close to my face and i got to scared the last time that happend i got smaked acrossed the face by the same guy who did the exact same ting he got really colse to my face and he slapped me"
i fell on the floor crying and then i heard a knock
" elizabeth emily you guys ok"
" yeah were fin logan i just need to talk to her for a min ok"
"ok"
he walked away andi started sobbing i was so scared he was gonna hit me by the anger inhis eyes pointed twords me in first per. i thought for sure he was gonna hit me
" elizabeth logan would never hurt anyone"
" i know he wouldnt it just scares me because iv never let anyone get that close sience not even nick"
" calm down here your makeup is running do you wanna stay or go"
" lets stay i just gotta be more carful and control my fear and emotions"
" ok "
we exited the bathroom to see logan sitting on his bed with his head in his hands
" loga.."
" oh you guys r done tal...
he stopped talking when he notice i was terrified by his voice
" whats wrong elizabeth"
he juped of the bed and i cracked i fell to the floor sobbing and quietly saying pleas dont hurt me i did nothing wrong.. he was so confused emily pulled him into the other room im guessing she told him because he was all stiff and he actually was angry i acused him of possibly doing that and i saw the thing i never wanted to happen he asked me to leave so i di but i didt go back to emilys house i took off running till i couldnt breth and i went to the lake and juped in i was done my life ment nothing.... i forced my face underwater and didt come up i heard the faint cry of sirens but i didt care my life had no one left in it... i felt my heart slow down as my lungs screamed for air but i didt care i stayed there until i felt my heart stop and i shut down....
so pleas comment vote and messeg and let me know some ideas of the next chapeter i have no ideas left :( pleas help thanks