You were once my reason,
Now, you are just the cause,
Why everything in my life fell apart,
Crumbling to dust.
You wanted so much from me,
I fulfilled every wish to it's last,
This imbalanced relationship,
Was never meant to last.
I always thought i should my best,
No matter what it might be,
But thanks to you learnt that,
Not all deserve the best.
Now, i have to rebuild,
The values of life and morals.
Built on my decades of sweat and tears,
In just a single night.
You were once my reason,
Now, you are just the cause,
Why everything in my life fell apart,
Crumbling to dust.
They say i shouldn't regret,
Sweet memories of past,
But i just wanna hit my old self,
For being naive and clueless.
No matter how much I hold on,
Paint up my face to look all right,
But mascara runs down,
Every time I am reminded of those days.
Back to my lonely self,
But not back to my naive and clueless self,
Cause now thanks to certain somebody,
I can look through the facade , that the world wears.