Dear Namjoon,
When you said in your rookie episode- Let's not destroy objects anymore, Let's go destroy the music world. You were not kidding.
I don't even know who I am or what I want for myself. Is it okay to be confused when I am turning 26 this June? I don't know what my dream is. I don't know what I feel.
when the night falls over, I feel like curling up into the deepest slumber of my life in a coffin. Never wake up from my unfathomable dreams. Dungeons. That's where I am living right now.
Is it too much for me to ask you to save me?
Nevertheless, Let's be each other's breath. I don't want to feel trapped anymore. I feel volatile.
Love,
Ish
P.S. - Under this starry night, I promise to hold your hand forever, I promise to be here till the end.
I will wait under the blue skies for you to unfurl towards the sunlight and when you look back at me, you'll find me here,
I won't let go.