*His words caught her off guard but she remained in her blank face*
Yn pov : I know his nature.... He will build hopes if i give him any response
Yn : I can't
Yn pov : he is asking me for what..... Which I can't give him..... At least not now
Jungkook : why? I have everything, I can give you everything in snap
*she looked at him in disbelief as she was already pissed and his words weren't helping either*
Yn : what are you jeon jungkook....do you think every girl drools for money and can do everything..... If you think me as one of those then you're so wrong cuz i don't want single won from your money
*she stood up to leave but he held her wrist making her stop on her place and spoke looking at bed sheet*
Jungkook : Then what do you want.....
*he raised his head to look at her*
Yn : leave my hand.....i just don't want you
Jungkook : why? Am i that bad
*his voice was filled with extreme sorrow which made her attempts stop of releasing herself*
Jungkook : you're the first girl whom I liked....I want to spend my life with you.... Is it bad to ask for love.... Am i not worthy for being loved
*he stood up and cupped her face and spoke*
Jungkook : I love you
*she looked at him with wide eyes and asked in shock*
Yn : w-what
Jungkook : Yes, you heard it right, love.... I really do, I know. At first I did many unforgivable things, I thought it was just physical attraction but now I realize it's not, I want your presence in my life.... If I was that desperate for your body then you would never have been pure like this until now, I could do everything to you when i first went to your house, I know i lose control near you but i never went further more than kissing which i admit not right to touch you without your permission
Yn pov : at least he realized his mistake that he did wrong
Jungkook : give me chance to prove myself, my love for you is pure , just give me one chance, I beg you
*Her chest got tightened seeing him joining his hands, she immediately held his hands to stop him and shook her head*
Yn : please don't do that, I'm glad that you've realized your mistake but i can't forgive you yet.... It's not an easy for me, I don't want outer richness, I want inner richness, change your thinking that every girl is desperate for money and attention
Jungkook : I'll do everything what you'll say
Yn : then don't touch me from now on as I'm not comfortable around you
*he felt pinch listening her as he thought his own fiance wasn't comfortable with him*
Jungkook : o-okay
Yn : I want separate room
Jungkook : But try to understand, love, what will i say to my parents.... And workers will also spread rumors which would create huge fuss in media
*she thought for second and realized he was right*
Yn pov : they will target my family as well, i don't want to bother both families
Jungkook : don't worry, I'll sleep on couch whenever i have to and don't worry I'll not touch you until you accept me
*at that moment she became happy as he wouldn't touch her*
Jungkook pov : only i know, how I'm gonna suffer but i want to prove my love
Yn pov : I want to break this marriage but I'm scared for my family.... Moreover jisoo and rose are also his target but I won't live in loveless life either
*her thoughts got interrupted by his mobile ring and he went out before giving her his sweet smile*
Yn : will I ever accept him.... But he's right, he never went further but Even handshake with unknown guy is big action then kissing is huge thing
*even she had given him chance to prove his love doesn't mean she was planning to forgive him*
*she darted her eyes at door when she felt someone's presence and her face lighten up by seeing the person*
Yumi : hey yn, meet my daughter
*yn went near her and smiled at her daughter, little baby snuggled her face in her mother's neck and rubbed her forehead on her mother's neck*
Yn :what's her name
Yumi : ara
Yn : such a cute name for cute baby
*she held her little hands and looked at yumi*
Yn : can i hold her
Yumi : sure
*she said while giving her baby and gladly ara didn't cry*
Yumi : look like little kids feel comfortable around you
Yn : it's because i love babies and kids alot
*she said while smiling at yumi*
Yumi : you will be great mother
*yn nodded slightly with fake smile and played with ara*
Yumi : yn
*she spoke in low tone making Yn to look at her*
Yumi : jungkook, really loves you, I've seen it in his eyes, the way he looks at you, after so many years I've seen him like that otherwise he had lost his smile whe-
*before she could say jungkook's voice interrupted her*
Jungkook : come with me, I need to talk to you
*he was looking at his sister seriously*
Yumi : I'll be back
*she said to Yn and went out with her brother leaving her daughter with yn*
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*silence engulfed the room in which three people were present*
Jungkook : what do you think you were about to do
*yumi looked at her pissed brother and hoseok looked at his wife to know about the matter*
Hoseok : what happened
*jungkook ran his hands through Hairs and sat on bean bag sofa in front husband and wife*
Yumi : what's wrong in this to tell her about you
*after listening his wife hoseok understood everything*
Hoseok : so did you tell her
Jungkook : luckily not, I stopped her on right time
Yumi : how long are you gonna hide this from her
*she raised her voice as she was irritated that he was still stuck in past*
Jungkook : Why is it important to tell her about this....if everything is fine as it's going then there's no need to tell her anything..... She will leave me
*yumi crossed her arms against her chest and asked*
Yumi : are you recovered completely
*jungkook looked down and she understood that he was still living in past*
Yumi : jungkook, it wasn't your fault
*her eyes became teary as she remembered past incidents*
Yumi : we are s-sinners....we are responsible for your condition
*hoseok hugged his wife when he saw her tears*
*and once again jungkook felt his body was going out of control as he saw everything from past in front his eyes*
Jungkook : my m-medicine
*Couple looked at him and became shocked looking at his state, he was trembling and was shedding tears, they held him immediately and tried to calm him but nothing worked*
Hoseok : jungkook calm down, you are safe
Yumi : where is his pills
*she searched drawers hurriedly in panic as her brother's condition was getting worse, finding pills she immediately passed it to her husband and hoseok helped jungkook to inhale with water, yumi's eyes became watery looking at her brother and once again regret engulfed her soul*
Yumi : breath jungkook
*she said while sliding hairs back from his forehead*
Yumi pov : if we would've trusted you in first time then maybe things would have been fine
Yumi : I'm sorry
*she whispered looking at his weak sweaty self*
Jungkook : p-please don't t-tell her......she w-will l-leave me
*yumi immediately nodded as nothing was important more than her brother for her at that moment*
Yumi pov : he still remember their words
*she wiped his tears and gave him weak Smile*
Yumi : she will never leave you, everyone was wrong, nobody will leave you
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In evening :
*yn was sitting on bed while staring at the dress which was in her hands.... It was given by jungkook, he didn't say anything to her except, love, please wear this, he didn't touch her just placed the dress on bed*
Yn pov : he's well known about my type dress
*she was thinking about yumi when she had came to take ara back*
Yn pov : her face was like she cried.... Something is not right in this family
*her thoughts got broken by the open sound of bathroom door*
*she immediately looks away when she saw her fiance coming out in just towel, he chuckled at her*
Jungkook : love, you can go
*she immediately went inside without looking at him for once, he looked himself in mirror and sigh escaped his lips*
Jungkook : it's fading
*he didn't cover his upper from her as she had already seen him, he never showed his upper body to anyone due to insecurities because of his bruises, he thought everyone would disgust whoever would see, he thought yn disgust him as she found him ugly due to his body but in reality she didn't think like that even a bit*
Jungkook : why I'm like this
*he went inside closet and came out after awhile in perfect suit, he sat on bed and started wearing his shoes, he saw dress beside him which he had given to his fiance for tonight*
Jungkook : I think she doesn't want to wear this.....because it's given by me
*he heard clicked sound indicating Yn has done bathing, he frowned looking at her as she was in her casual clothes*
Jungkook : love, are you gonna wear this for tonight
*she looked at him with poker face and shook her head*
Yn : I'll wear this dress after drying my hairs
Jungkook : okay let me help you, I'll dry your hairs
*he stood up while smiling but she stopped him*
Yn : i can do by myself
*he sat down back with paining heart and looked at her who was drying her hairs looking herself in mirror*
Yn pov : I think it was harsh.... But it's the only way i can get away from him
*she saw he was looking at her with sweet smile*
Yn : don't look at me
Jungkook : why? I can't touch you but please let me see you... Seeing you is relief for me
*she sighed and went inside closet before taking dress with her, she wasn't the girl who could get impressed by words, he threw himself on bed while spreading his arms and legs hanging down to bed*
Jungkook : I wish i would've approached her in right way
*after few minutes he heard footsteps and turned his head still laying on bed, he blinked his eyes slowly looking at yn in dress, he felt his heart was beating rapidly inside his rib cage*
Jungkook pov : she never failed to make my heart crazy
*she didn't say anything to him and went near mirror and started combing her hair, jungkook sat back on bed still looking at her*
Jungkook : love, you're looking beautiful
*she saw him through mirror but said nothing*
Jungkook Pov : she doesn't know how badly i want to hug her.....
Yn : I'm ready
*he smiled at her*
Jungkook : then let's go
*she nodded and went out, he looked himself in mirror and combed his hairs with his hand before following her behind*
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*Everyone turned their heads when they saw yn was coming with jungkook behind her, yumi smiled when she saw Yn in jungkook's choice dress, Yn bowed at everyone when she reached near them*
Mr jeon : I talked to your dad Yn, he said maybe his work will take 2-3 days more
Yn : it's o-okay
*but she was sad as she wanted her parents so badly
Yumi : don't worry Yn, we are also your family
Hoseok : yeah, she is right, we'll never let you feel alone
*she passed them weak smile*
Yn pov : atleast they are nice here
Seokjin : do you want to come with us yn
Jungkook : why would she come with you when her husband is here
*yn held jungkook's arm when she sensed tension between brothers, jungkook looked at yn and she shook her head lightly making him sigh and he glared at Seokjin*
Jungkook : don't you dare to come near her
Mr jeon : jungkook!! Mind your language
Seokjin pov : I deserve this hate
*suddenly Yn felt someone hugged her knees and when she looked down she smiled as it was kwan*
Kwan : I'll go with noona
Yumi : no, you'll trouble them
Jungkook : let him Come with us
*jungkook said when he saw how happy Yn was with kwan*
*Kwan's parents sighed and agreed*
Yn pov : at least this kid will make me comfortable
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*yn settled in the car with jungkook and put kwan on her lap.... She was playing with him but didn't look at jungkook for once which was actually hurting him, she just gave him nod whenever he asked something or kwan mentioned him, yn saw kwan was dozing so she held him in her arms in comfortable position so he could sleep properly*
Jungkook : love
Yn : hmm
*she didn't look at him just stared outside the window*
Jungkook : why are you ignoring me
*she didn't say anything making him sigh*
Jungkook : if you don't talk to me then how will i prove my love
*she faced him and spoke in harsh tone*
Yn : Did I tell you to love me..... Don't expect anything from me because I can't give you what you want....... Because i have nothing for you in my heart except hate
*he passed her his sad smile and said softly*
Jungkook : I'll vanish this hate
Yn : as you wish but I've warned you.....
*she looked out when car stopped*
Jungkook : give him to me, you'll get trouble while walking
*she gave him kwan cuz she knew she wasn't used to wear heels and was afraid that she might fall*
*she went out and looked at her surroundings*
Yn pov : everyone is happy.... They are enjoying their freedom and here me
*she felt jungkook presence when he stood next to her with kwan in his arms and little boy was still asleep*
Yn pov : look like he's tired due to playing
Jungkook : let's go love, look like everyone reached here already
*he said glancing at two familiar cars*
*They entered inside and greeted by janitor then a waitress came to them and bowed at them*
Waitress : follow me sir
*she took them to jungkook's family as they were waiting for them*
Yn pov : how did they reach before us
Yumi : Ohh he slept again
*hoseok took his son from jungkook's arm and sat back with his wife*
Hoseok : he always sleeps while traveling
*yn and jungkook sat together and Yn saw jungkook didn't say anything to his father and brother which was unusual for some reason*
Yn pov : what is this family
.....at least they are normal here.
*she thought about Kwan's parents later she asked from yumi who was beside her*
Yn : how did you come before us
Yumi : who said we are early, We just arrived
*yn nodded and saw waitress placed various variety of food*
Yn pov : it looks delicious....but I'm not in the mood... But i have to
*she saw jungkook didn't talk to Seokjin neither Seokjin initiated*
Yn pov : may be because they are not blood related brothers
*she saw Seokjin was so into his food and was looking really happy*
Yn pov : I think he likes food so much
Jungkook : it's not good to stare at other man when you have husband
*he spoke in low tone without looking at her and she felt embarrassed as she was actually staring at his brother*
Yn pov : but I didn't look at him with wrong intentions
*she looked around at people who were enjoying their time*
Yn pov : they are looking powerful
*later she saw an unknown girl stood up and went outside, she just stared at her until she got disappeared from her sight and an idea came in her mind*
Yn pov : what if i escape..... Everyone will think i got kidnapped and when he will get married to someone, I'll be back to my normal life
*she stood up making everyone to look at her*
Jungkook : what happen
Yn : I need to use washroom.....I'll come back quickly
Yumi : do you want me to guide you
*yn shook her head with smile and said*
Yn : you continue until i come back
Jungkook : okay but be careful and try to come quickly
Yn pov : oh god please don't look at me like that, how will i run when you use this tone
*she nodded and went out while jungkook was looking at door time to time waiting for her*
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*yn was in the washroom looking at herself in the mirror.... Her head was paining but she didn't care about that*
Yn : think something Yn, you can't leave like that.... You have to create scene
*suddenly an idea came in her mind and she took off her earrings and threw them on the floor making it look like it had fallen by itself..... Then she threw her handkerchief as well*
Yn : I think i should go
*she immediately went out as she had taken too much time already*
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Hoseok : isn't she taking too much time
Yumi : I'll check her if she needs help
*she stood up and gave her daughter to her father and went out while jungkook was feeling an unknown fear like something was about to happen*
Seokjin : maybe she lost her way
*jungkook glared at him and said*
Jungkook : did someone ask you
Mr jeon : mind your language jungkook, he's is an elder than you.....he was just taking
Jungkook : he doesn't need to talk anything about my wife
*mr jeon and hoseok handled situation when they felt tension between them but seokjin was hurt by Listening him*
*later their attention got diverted towards door when they saw panic yumi and jungkook guessed she had negative news*
Jungkook : what happened
yumi : she is not in washroom
*ground slipped under his feets and she showed him her belongings*
Yumi : i saw this on floor
Jungkook : i-it's hers
*everyone saw how panic he was looking and Seokjin came to him and put his hand on his shoulder*
Seokjin : don't worry we'll find her
*jungkook nodded slightly looking at him with his gloomy eyes*
Hoseok : take her yumi, we'll go to find her before something happens to her
*jungkook immediately looked at him and said*
Jungkook : I won't let anything happen to her
Hoseok : nothing will happen to her
*jungkook and hoseok went out immediately and Seokjin told his family*
Seokjin : inform us immediately if you get some information and if we get then we'll inform you
*They nodded and he went out behind jungkook and hoseok*
Yumi pov : i hope, she will be fine
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*yn was on empty road didn't know which place was that*
Yn : it has been half an hour, they must be searching for me
*She was guilty that she made his family worried for her*
Yn : But I want freedom from him.... I'm sorry
*she whispered last part in guilt, the weather was cold and cold wind was hitting her skin, she embraced herself with her arms as she was feeling cold*
Yn : I had never thought, I have to face this day
*but she flinched badly and felt like her soul left body in fear when she heard familiar voice behind her but the voice was slight different*
Jungkook : you yourself invite this day
*she turned around and her breath hitched in her throat when she saw raging jungkook..... His sleeves were tugged upward and he was not in his coat.....he was all sweaty*
Yn : how did y-you find m-me
*he started taking slow steps making her tremble badly and she started backing off slowly*
Yn : don't come n-near m-me
Jungkook : KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT
*she fell on ground when he shouted loudly, he sat down at her level and held her hairs......he was looking so angry and looked like he was not gonna show her his soft side which he always show to her only*
Yn : p-please j-jungkook
Jungkook : I also said please....... And this is what i got in return
*she was crying badly and joined her hands in front him*
Yn : spare me j-jungkook
*he jerked her face more closer making her shut her eyes*
Jungkook : I also joined hands in front you...... And this is what i got
*he held her dress from front neck and made her stand up*
Jungkook : don't worry, love today I'll show you new jeon jungkook
*Her breathing were irregular due to fear and she was shouting for help but there was no one to help her..... He was not in his right sense and was dragging her by her wrist*
Yn : I'm sorry ju-jungkook
*he didn't say anything and pushed her inside the car and settled himself in the driver seat.... He started the engine.... She saw he was breathing heavily while gripping the steering wheel tightly.....*
Yn : listen to me for o-once
*he didn't say anything just sped up the car*
Yn : ju-
Jungkook : say one word and I'll show you real me right now right here
*she shut her mouth and cried silently as he spoke in his dark threatening voice..... She was feeling extreme fear and was feeling pain in her chest... She saw his veins were visible of his neck and arm which was giving her warning that he was really mad*
Yn pov : I shouldn't have chose this
*she was scared how he was increasing speed and she was scared that they might get into accident*
*she looked outside when he stopped the car in front his mansion.... She didn't realize when he got out and opened door for her.... He held her wrist and dragged her inside mansion*
*all the time she was crying and was trying to get her wrist free from his grip but instead of releasing he tightened his grip..... She looked around but there was no one except them... Only their footsteps and her cries were audible*
*he pushed her inside the room and went back but her fear didn't fade away as she had slight idea that he will come again and she was right he came back with baseball bat*
Yn pov : is he gonna h-hit me
*she started backing off while shivering when he walked towards her slowly while rubbing bat on floor*
Yn : I'm so-sorry, I'll do as y-you say
*he gave her creepy smirk and titled his head*
Jungkook : don't worry about it, love.... You will obey me from now on by yourself
*she flinched badly when he broke the light bulb with a bat.... He started breaking all furniture and her breathing stopped when his eyes landed on her, he came closer to her and put tip of bat on her chest*
Jungkook : should I break you like this
*she couldn't even breathe properly, he tilted his head and looked at her sharply*
Jungkook : I've already given the gift to your love ones
*she looked at him with frightened eyes as what she was feared about, he had done*
Yn : what do you m-mean
*he chuckled and poked bat on her chest making her hiss in pain, he clenched his jaws looking deeply at her*
Jungkook : do you have any idea how worried i was when i found your missing.... And you..... You were escaping
*she gulped hard cuz he wasn't looking less than devil... Sweat was dripping down from his hairs, he threw bat away and placed gun on her forehead and she became sure that it was her last day*
Yn : kill me if you want but please don't hurt who are innocent
*she said while crying but he just smirked and put hand beside her head and rubbed his nose on her cheek and rubbed gun on her other side of cheek*
Jungkook : did i say, I'm gonna kill you, love
*she shivered when he spoke in his hoarse voice on her skin, he faced her and placed the gun under her chin to made to her look at him, when his eyes met with her teary eyes, he felt utter satisfaction*
Jungkook : how can I kill my own wife without tasting her
*she had no guts to push him as she was so scared for many lives,he put gun aside and pinned her hands above her head with his one hand*
Jungkook : you've done biggest mistake by betraying me, jeon yn
*after completing his sentence he attacked on her lips and started kissing her roughly.....looked like he was showing his anger through kiss, he held her jaws when he felt her movements*
Jungkook : you can't escape from me
*he spoke in kiss and tightened his grip on her jaws even tho she had stopped moving*
Yn pov : he lost his control
*he pressed her more against the wall and attached himself completely with her, she opened her eyes when she became breathless and saw he was already looking at her..... She pleaded with her eyes and he detached himself before giving her long suck on her bottom lip but still didn't leave her jaws and spoke on her lips*
Jungkook : I had promised not to touch you without your consent......but you forced me to break my promise
Jungkook : I genuinely wanted to prove my love.....but you broke my trust and now I've already broken my promise so there's no meaning in staying away from you..
Yn : p-please j-jungkook
*he wiped her tears with his thumb and pecked her lips*
Jungkook : do you remember my *please*
*he pressed himself more on her as now his belt was poking on her stomach which was causing her to feel pain but she decided not to speak anything, she knew she would provoke him by saying anything as he was not in his right sense and mind and saying anything to him was equal to inviting death.... But her blood became cold when she listened him*
Jungkook : tonight I will touch you in every way
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