I never felt at home, maybe that was the warning bells I ignored, cause after all the warning signs can feel like butterflies when you're blinded by all their lies.
The fairytales and stories the dreams, the forevers spoken about between him and me. I ignored all the signs, closed off my eyes and covered my ears. Forced my smiles and wiped my tears.
Painted my face and did my hair, dressed real pretty just to keep you near.
It was never enough and I always felt crushed, but in reality you just didn't fucking care.