Kelicity POV
Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta pero patuloy padin ang paa ko sa pagtakbo hanggang sa mapagod ako
Pinunasan ko ang luha ko at patuloy padin sa pagtakbo hanggang sa diko namalayan na may kotseng sasalubong at sa sobrang blurred ng paningin ko ay hindi ko nakita agad kaya pinunasan ko ulit ang mata ko
Parang naestatwa ako at kahit gusto kong umiwas ay hindi ko magawa hanggang sa unti unting lumapit sakin ang kotse at ang pagbusina nito hanggang sa ginilid niya ang kotse niya para di ako mabangga at lumabas ang isang lalaki
"What the fuck are you blind or something?? Can't you see that you're in the middle of the road?! I'm in a hurry--- wait... Kelicity?"
Napatingin ako sakanya at kung minamalas kanga naman
Si Kuya Denvier pa talaga
"Why are you here-- wait are you crying?!!"
Tanong niya ng may pag aalala ng tono ng boses at nilapitan ako sabay patong ng kamay niya sa balikat ko
"I... I just got a fight with my dad but I'm fine"
Sabi ko sabay iwas ng tingin pero hinarap niya ako sakanya sabay diretsong tingin sa mga mata ko
Shit nanlalabo ang paningin ko. Namumuo ulit ang luha sa mga mata ko kata tumangad ako para di tumulo
"You can just cry if you really want to cry. Don't stop your tears from falling because i will wipe those tears away."
Napamaang ako sa sinabi niya at kinagat ang labi ko dahil pigil na pigil ako sa pag hikbi
I don't want him to look at me like this
I look pathetic
"Don't be afraid of letting others see your vulnerable side. You're also human it's natural to cry"
"Psh does that mean that you're not a human? Ni hindi nga kita nakitang umiyak"
"You can't stand it. I know you will cry if i cry since you have a soft heart and i hate seeing you cry like this but if that's what it takes to make you feel better then cry. I'm here to share some of your burden--
"Hindi ako madamot kaya kung gusto mo kunin lahat ng problema ko edi iyo na"
Sabi ko sakanya at tumawa naman siya at nabigla ako ng yakapin niya ako
"Sure, let me have it all"
Sabi niya sakin at mas lalong hinigpitan ang yakap niya
Ganito pala kasarap kapag malungkot ka at may nandiyan sayo para icomfort ka. Oo kinocomfort din naman ako nila callie pero I don't know why but it's different this time
I can feel relieved by his simple hug and comforting words.
Like it's very sincere.
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Letche nawawala yung angas ko Dito bakit dipa siya humiwalay
Nakayakap padin siya sakin kaya naman ako na kusang kumalas
"Oy kuya nagchachansing kana ah. Kanina kapa nakayakap" nanunuksong sabi ko sakanya pero ngumisi lang siya
"If that's what you think then it is. By the way, would you mind if i ask what happened to you and your dad? I'm just concerned"
May pagkachismoso din pala to. Nakita ko naman sa may gilid ng kalsada na may bato na flat kaya uupo na sana ako nang maunahan niya akong umupo doon
Seriously? Ako nauna kaya
"Ako nauna nakahanap niyang spot na yan eh--- waaah
Napatili ako nanghilain niya ako at pinaupo sa lap niya
Kandong kandong niya ako ngayon
Ano ako bata???
"Now let's start. Spill the tea"
I cleared my throat at nagsimula nang magkwento
Kinuwento ko yung about kay cleo pagkatapos ay yung dahilan kung bakit galit si avery sakin at kung papaano ako napunta sa clinic hanggang sa pag aaway namin ni dad at nanatili siyang tahimik habang nagkwekwento ako
Sobrang nakakailang kasi titig na titig talaga siya sakin habang nagsasalita ako
"So ayon hindi ko na nakaya yung sagutan namin ni dad kaya ako umalis."
"It's true that you are different from before but i think you did the right thing for your conscience but in other people's eyes, even after hearing your explanation they will not accept it. Yeah it's a good thing for them not to expect that much. It's better if they are disappointed now so that they will realize that you can make mistake and also if you did your best now then they will be proud of you than before"
"Sobra akong natatakot noon na mag fail kasi sobra sobra yung expectations nila sakin. Perfect student? Psh there's no such thing. Nagkakamali din ako. Hindi ko talaga matiis na puro maganda iniisip nila sakin pero once na nagkamali ako makakalimutan nila mga magandang nagawa ko at mas pupunahin mga kamalian ko. I just wanted them to realize na hindi ako perfect gaya ng iniisip nila. Sobra sobrang burden non sakin sobra akong naprepressure kaya naisip ko mas maganda yung wala silang ineexpect sa akin.
"Alam mo nung bata ako. Sa tuwing binibigay ko sakanila yung card ko at makikitang 99 ang average score ko sasabihin nila "you can do better. Do better next time" instead of saying
"I'm proud of you i know that you did your best". I studied really hard but even if my classmate have 78% average score their parents are still proud of them but in my case?
"Don't worry... If they can't be proud of you then i will. Just remember that I'm always here for you and even if you are the dumbest person in the world i will still love you and be proud of you. If you tell me to kill every person who will insult you then I'm willing to do it--
"Hoy anong kill ang sinasabi mo diyan anlayo ng sinasabi mo walang ganyanan oy nakakatayo ng balahibo grabe"
"Psh I'm serious though. But What will you do now that you already know that avery likes cleo?"
"Siyempre lalayo ako pero at the same time ipagcloclose ko silang dalawa--
"That's good that's the best thing to do"
Sabi ni kuya Denvier at ngiting ngiti pa siya
Eh? Don't tell me ship niya na noon pa sila avery at cleo?
Kaya siguro ayaw niyang lumapit ako kay cleo kasi alam niyang may gusto si avery sakanya at ayaw niya akong guluhin yung ship niya?
"Uyy kuya diko alam na shipper ka pala. "
Panunukso ko sakanya at may pasundot sa tiyan niya
Pero nagulat ako nang iba yung masundot ko kaya siya napangisi
"If you really want to touch my abs then just tell me. You don't have to pretend that you didn't mean to touch it---
"Waaaa hindi! Promise hindi ko intensyon yon wag moko kakasuhan ng harassment"
Sabi ko sakanya sabay takip ng mukha ko sa sobrang hiya!
Bakit kopa kasi siya tinutukso baka iniisip niya nagchachansing ako
Narinig ko naman siyang tumawa at pinipilit na tanggalin ang kamay ko na nakatakip sa mukha ko
"It's ok, Back to the topic. Are you sure you're going to avoid him?"
"Yes naman mahal ko pinsan ko eh"
Sabi ko sakanya at pinisil niya ang ilong ko
Ano meron dito at ang touchy niya masyado
" You really love her huh? To the point that you're going to suffer for her to be happy"
"Yes naman lalaki lang naman yun--
"Nahh i know that you did something other than that"
Nagulat naman ako sa sinabi niya
Ano kaya ang alam nito?
"Ano naman yon?"
Curious na tanong ko
Ngumisi lang siya at nag shrug ng shoulder niya
"I know that you know exactly what I'm talking about"
Ehh? Don't tell me.....
"Let's go back now. It's already 6 pm your dad will be worried"
Sabi niya kaya tumayo nako mula sa pagkakandong ko sakanya
Wow akalain mo yun halos 1 hour niya akong kinandong
Pero ayaw ko pang umuwi. Parang ayoko pang kausapin si dad
Sobra akong nasaktan sa sampal niya. Oo wala na yung sakit physically pero yung impact nun sakin emotionally Hindi pa. Ngayon lang niya ako nasampal
Hindi konga pala nasabi kay kuya Denvier na nasampal ako ni dad
"Why? What's wrong? "
Tanong ni kuya denvier sakin nang mapansin niya na hindi ako sumunod sakanya papunta sa kotse
Umiling iling naman ako
"You don't want to go home?"
Tanong niya at napatango tango nalang ako
"Then.... Would your like to stay at my house?"
Nagulat naman ako sa tanong niya
Ehhh??? Ano daw??
"Hey don't think of anything else ok? I'm not going to do something. You can trust me and i know your dad will not be angry if he knows that you're with me. Besides you can just stay for a couple of days... Maybe weeks or months and even a year if you want there's no problem with me"
Hmm sabagay since kuya naman ang turing ko sakanya at kapatid ang turing nito sakin at ayoko din umuwi samin
"Oum ok kuya basta ikaw magpaalam sakin ah."
Ngumiti naman siya at tumango.
Lumapit ako sakanya at pinag buksan niyako ng pinto kaya Sumakay nako sa kotse niya saka siya sumakay at pinaandar
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Hi guys! I'm the cousin of the previous owner and if you have something to suggest or to ask you can message me and I'm sorry if it doesn't exceed your expectations but i will still try my best!