❝mark, wake up!❞
❝h-huh?❞ i rub my eyes and found haechan on my bed. he's over me, swaying me back and forth. ❝why? what's happening?❞
❝we will go out, right?❞
oh shit. i remember i told him the other night that i'll take him out and visit his family. is it too late to tell him i lied?
i look over him and he already has a backpack, he's already wearing his beanie and a fluffy gloves.
❝what time is it?❞
❝it's already twelve midnight, let's go! everyone is already asleep.❞
❝shoot.❞
❝you can't back out, mark. you promised me.❞ he said hesitantly.
i pull myself up and stretch for a minute. ❝i know.❞
he giggled. ❝by the way, do you really not wear anything when you sleep?❞
❝ohh shit.❞ i pull my sheets back to my body and looked at him.
his cheeks are tinted pink not in shyness but because it's too cold in here. all i could ever see in his face is silliness while he moves away to sit on the edge of my bed.
❝you have a nice room. but we should clean it. i'll help you!❞
❝whatever, could you please just... hand me the towel there?❞ i put my hand over my genitals. dang it!
i'm hard. why did it have to be now and not the other night when my girlfriend asked me for sex?
❝here.❞ haechan said and gave me the towel. ❝i envy your body. i wanna have bulky body like yours.❞
i shrug him off. ❝you look good.❞
❝yangyang told me my body doesn't look like a man's.❞
i pull clothes from my closet to bring it with me to the bathroom. i need to get rid of this. ❝well, tell him to shut up if he doesn't have anything nice to say.❞
❝okay, i'll tell him that next time.❞ he grinned. ❝be fast, okay? we need to be back before everyone wakes up.❞
❝i know, haechan. i know.❞ i shut the door to my bathroom. i hold my dick and it's looking rock hard.
❝damn it.❞ i rub him, trying to feel the pleasure of my tight hand.
i shouldn't really be doing this now when someone's behind my door but i can't stop. my limbs are shaking the moment i started jerking myself off.
how the hell did this thing got hard when haechan just looked at it? i couldn't even get up when giselle was trying so hard to make it hard.
it was just a fucking eye contact. a fucking stare at his face and i got hard. what's wrong with me?
i cum all over my hand and used the other to shut my mouth. it seriously feels good after jerking off but right now, i just feel guilty. when i came i saw haechan's face in front of me. not giselle's but his.
i showered and removed that thought off of my mind. i should be dang holy when i'm with him. i shouldn't be thinking about someone if it's a lewd thought. it's bad. i have a girlfriend.
❝yay, let's go now. it's in your closet, right?❞ he grinned happily and opened my closet.
he knows now where we should go to when we want to sneak out. i just pull my keys from the bedside table and my gun. i also just wore something simple and not a suit in case someone would think i'm a member of something and ambush us all of a sudden. i can't afford to take that risk.
i opened the car for haechan so he could sit and i could lock his seatbelt, then he threw his bag silently behind the shotgun seat.
❝you know we're not staying there for long haechan, right?❞
❝i know.❞ he nervously said and breathed unto his palms.
i lock the car and i silently start it without the lights so no one would see us. i open the gates through the remote, really intently hoping no one saw us or else i'm just so dead.
❝and what inside your bag? why does it look so full?❞ i ask him. we're finally out and the gate's locked behind us now.
❝oh i stole something from there, hehe.❞ he smiled awkwardly.
i laughed quietly. ❝what did you steal?❞
❝the bacon. then i stole some food for our trip and i packed us water too.❞ he looked proud of himself. ❝don't worry if we get caught, mark. i'll tell dad i forced you to do it.❞
❝you always save our asses from your dad, haech.❞ i speak with truth. ❝this time i'm just gonna tell him what really happened. but that's only if we get caught.❞
❝we won't.❞ he smiled. ❝how many hours do we travel?❞
❝it's an hour ride from here. you should take a nap. did you sleep earlier?❞
❝i couldn't, i'm just so excited!❞ he pinched my arms in excitement. i frown at him because of how hurt i was. ❝sorry, hehe.❞
❝just take a nap.❞
❝i can't too! i'm excited!❞ i could see him swaying his feet. ❝i'll finally see them.❞
❝it just crossed my mind. what if they aren't there?❞ i tell him while driving. ❝what if they're searching so hard for you that they just stayed at the police station for you?❞
❝s-shut up. they're home, i just know it.❞
well, i hope they are. having them home just lessens my workload because if they aren't, i will surely search for them no matter what.
❝hey mark?❞
❝hmm?❞ i replied while focusing on driving.
haechan hummed as a reply and then he uttered, ❝did you ever miss your family?❞
wow, that's an odd question. i haven't even thought about that in years. ❝i'm not so sure if i did. why?❞
❝nothing. i just feel like everyone of you are just kids that are longing for love from a family.❞ i could feel him staring at me, watching my lips quiver while he talks about facts that shakened me.
❝all of you came from a bad family. it made me realize that even though i had a hard time in the orphanage, i still feel very grateful for my adoptive family because even though we're not related in blood, they love me like a real family.❞ he smiled painfully. ❝and i'm so sorry the world failed to give you that, mark.❞
don't cry.
❝it's fine.❞ i sniffled quietly. i realized i didn't make a mistake when i promised him that i'll take him to his family.
look at this boy, making me cry while talking about how a family should be. it's heartwarming.
❝you really know so much, do you?❞ i hid my feelings with a laugh. he just giggled at me too and looked forward.
❝how old are you, mark?❞
❝i'm already 21, now.❞
❝when's your birthday?❞
❝last august. why?❞
❝huh? i was there already. didn't we celebrate?❞ he looked again at me, confused about it. ❝you didn't celebrate?❞
i thought about it and i replied, ❝i did. i was with giselle that night—❞
❝ohh...❞ he smirked at me. ❝did you use condom—❞
❝oh, shut up.❞ i groaned. i don't want to talk about it since it'll remind me again of what i did earlier!
❝i'll take that as a yes. congratulations for doing it already!❞
heck, i didn't. we didn't. and i don't even know why. i just know i'll let him think that because i'm sick of thinking about how he made me hard just by eye contact. it's just so odd.
❝whatever.❞ i scoff.
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i realized soon enough that we're near our place now. i got so excited amidst darkness and i could feel my heart jumping in my chest.
❝i can't wait to see them again!❞ i shriek while mark continues to drive well. ❝we didn't even consume an hour! it's just a thirty minute drive, no?❞
❝i just drove fast.❞ mark uttered.
❝okay.❞
i create a countdown in my head. i'm hoping i'll see them immediately when i get off my car. i want to see them really soon!
❝we're here.❞ mark pulled over in the same place they took me. it's so dark around but our house is lit up.
❝they're inside.❞
mark pulled me before i could even go out. ❝reminders, we will leave before dawn. you won't stay here for long. and when we come back, none of this happened.❞
❝i promise, mark.❞ i smile happily. i couldn't help it. i pull him for a hug to let him know how grateful i am for him.
❝you're welcome.❞ he ruffled my hair.
i got away soon then and ran inside the house. i got so excited that i forgot i brought something with me. good thing mark brought it with him when he came for me.
❝who's there?❞ i could hear jisung. i don't talk, i just wait until he opens the door.
and he did. i immediately run over him and hugged him so tight. ❝jisung!❞
❝haechan hyung?❞ his cute eyes widen. he pulled away to look at me and when he realized it's me, he hugged me even tighter.
❝oh my god, hyung! it's really you!❞ he said and we sway all over the floor. ❝hyung! haechan is here!❞
i saw jeno ran to where we are. he looked so happy when he saw me. he pulled me away from jisung and carried me in his arms.
❝haechan! ten hyung! it's haechan.❞
oh my gosh, oh my gosh! it's ten. i pull away from jeno and ran over ten. for the nth time, we fell on the floor as i kiss him all over his face.
❝i missed you, hyung!❞ i kiss him again and again. ten couldn't believe it, he rubbed my face and checked my body.
❝my baby...❞ he sobbed, his lips turning into a pout. ❝oh my god, my haechan. you're back.❞
i feel my tears rolling down too. i missed them so much. i missed my family whom i love the most, my entire life. i pull jeno and jisung too and we shared a warm and tight hug.
❝i missed you guys so much!❞ i cried happily. ❝i love you... i love you.❞
❝hyung why did you leave us?❞
❝that's right, we searched all over for you.❞ jeno replied to jisung.
it had me chuckling. i sit down carefully and let them relax. but ten couldn't put me down, he pulled me to his lap and gave me a warm embrace.
❝i really didn't leave. i would never leave you.❞ i explained. ❝my dad... he found me.❞
❝what dad?❞
❝haechan.❞ mark appeared and he said it sternly. i shrug him off.
❝they can be trusted, mark.❞
❝who is he?❞ ten frowned. he put me on the floor to go face mark and though he looks scary, he looks smaller when he's with mark.
❝it's mark. he took good care of me when i was staying at the mansion.❞ i spoke.
❝a mansion?❞ jisung's eyes widened even more.
i told them everything that happened for the last few months. ten sobbed when i mentioned i finally found my father, all these years. jisung got excited when he heard the mafia thing in the mansion and jeno got happy when i told them dad gave me a car.
❝that sounds so amazing.❞
❝but it's lonely. i missed you so much, guys.❞ i sigh. ❝i realized no matter how much money i got, if it's not spending that money with you then i'd rather not have it at all.❞
❝i'm glad you realized that.❞ ten hugged me again and sobbed on my shirt. ❝i love you so much my baby haechan.❞
❝i love you too, hyung.❞
❝are you a member of the mafia too?❞ jisung curiously asked mark who's just sitting there, watching us all. he nodded.
❝he's the leader!❞ i grinned. ❝you should see him do the gun thing! he looks so awesome!❞
❝and he's some sort of your bodyguard, no?❞ ten asked.
❝that's correct, sir.❞ mark answered.
❝just call me hyung.❞ ten smiled at him. ❝and why do you have such a big bag on you?❞
❝oh, it's actually mine. i almost forgot.❞ i giggled. mark gave it to me and i opened it to pull the bacon.
❝you should eat this! it tastes so amazing! i stole this from home.❞
❝he didn't. everything in the house is his.❞ mark cut me off. i just shrug him off because i don't agree with him. it's not mine, it's my dad's.
❝i should've brought you guys some more but i can't pull them from the freezer.❞ i laughed. ❝i wanna eat with you here, again.❞
❝i'm afraid that can't be.❞ mark looked at me. ❝haechan we need to go—❞
❝he's not going anywhere with you.❞ jeno warned.
ten stopped him and said, ❝no. we totally understand what needs to be done. but mark, can you promise me one thing?❞
mark looked hesitant but still he nodded, ❝can you please bring him back here soon?❞