"nick..?" i open the door
he has his head layed down on the desk with headphones on
"nickkk?!" i tap his shoulder
he jumps up
" i'm so sorry-" he'd take the headphones off and set them on the desk
"it's all good but is everything okay..?" i ask
"yeah i'm just so tired since i have been doing all this editing and all that so " nick would sigh
"how abt this, me, matt and chris will make the little sheet abt what we talk about tmr" i smile
"but i don't wanna have y'all stress abt-" i cut him off
"nope we're gonna do it. surely we can" i smile agian
"thanks so much y/n, for everything truly" he would stand up and hug me
"what do you mean by everything?" i ask as we stop hugging
"you make me and my brothers the most happiest people ever, especially chris, y'all are so cute together" he'd smile, weakly
"thanks nick" i smile at him
we walk out of the editing room and into the living room
"what's up?" chris asks
"the sky, planes, birds, ki-" chris cuts me off
"no duh but are y'all okay?" he looks at me
i stand in front of him
"everything is perfect" i smile
he pulls me down on top of him
"YOOOO GET A ROOM" matt would yell
we'd laugh and i'd sit between matt and chris
we all ate pizza and was just chilling
"we should head home.." nick says
"sleepover?" chris asks me
"sure lemme go grab a few things" i get up and head up stairs to my room
matt follows me
i walk into my room and matt follows me in and shuts the door
"uhh what are you-" he kisses me
i step back and stare at him
"matt..."i think
fuck it
i kiss him
"y/n you're with chris" he whispers in my ear
"oh really? i didn't realize." i say
"you're just confused huh?" he asks, still whispering
"very much."
"well no one has to know." he pushes me agianst the wall
"i feel bad though."
in this moment i realize who it really is...
it's not chris
it's matt.