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cyno was someone who seemed like he was made of stone. emotions just didn't seem to be his thing.
he never really got what all the fuss was about when it came to love, and it was like he was always on the outside looking in.
he watched people around him falling in love, getting all mushy and happy, but he just couldn't relate.
it was like there was this invisible wall keeping him from understanding what it was like to feel that deep connection with someone.
but then he met her.
she was something else, completely different from anyone he'd known before. her emotions were real and raw, and it fascinated him. he couldn't help but be drawn to her like a magnet.
as they spent more time together, he started feeling things he'd never felt before. it was confusing as hell, but he couldn't deny it.
being around her made him feel vulnerable and exposed but in a strangely good way.
being with her was a rollercoaster. he went through all these crazy emotions, trying to figure them out and what they meant.
sometimes it was overwhelming, and he wasn't sure if he could handle it all.
she was patient with him, though. she didn't push him to feel things or make him fit into any mold. she just let him be himself and gave him space to figure things out.
with her support, he started breaking down those emotional walls he'd put up. it wasn't easy, and he stumbled a lot, but he kept going.
he realized that love wasn't just some abstract idea; it was a real, powerful thing that could change lives.
even though he might never feel emotions as intensely as others, he finally understood that love was about caring for someone deeply and cherishing the bond they shared.
it didn't have to be like a cheesy romance movie; it could be something unique and genuine.
the small dorm room was cozy, and the aroma of spicy ramen filled the air as kaveh, the resident chef of the group, expertly cooked up a batch on the tiny stovetop.
alhaitham sat comfortably on the couch, engrossed in a book, occasionally stealing glances at the bustling activity in the kitchen.
tighnari, always eager to help out, stood next to kaveh, chopping some vegetables to add to the ramen.
meanwhile, cyno sat on his bed, seemingly lost in his thoughts, while his gaze kept drifting towards a picture of him and (name) on his desk.
he had been wrestling with his feelings for her for a while now, and tonight, with everyone around him, those emotions were bubbling to the surface.
after stirring the ramen, tighnari turned to see cyno lost in thought, and he couldn't help but notice the distant look in his eyes.
he glanced at kaveh and alhaitham, who also seemed to sense that something was on cyno's mind.
with a friendly smile, tighnari nudged kaveh and gestured toward cyno, silently indicating that their friend might need some support.
kaveh nodded, understanding the unspoken message. he turned off the stove and walked over to cyno, sitting beside him on the bed.
"hey, man, you seem a bit preoccupied. everything okay?" kaveh asked, genuinely concerned.
cyno hesitated for a moment, feeling a mix of nerves and vulnerability. then he took a deep breath and decided to share his thoughts.
"i've been thinking a lot about (name)... i really like her, but i'm not sure how to ask her out officially."
"you know, cyno, i've seen the way you two look at each other. it's pretty obvious that you both like each other a lot." kaveh said with a wink.
cyno blushed slightly, feeling a mix of embarrassment and happiness at the acknowledgment.
"yeah, but i'm just not sure how to go about asking her to be my girlfriend." he admitted.
kaveh chuckled. "it's simpler than you think, my friend. you've got to trust your gut and just be honest with her. since you both know you like each other, it's really just a matter of putting it into words."
tighnari and alhaitham nodded in agreement, encouraging cyno to take the leap.
"just tell her how you feel," tighnari added. "say something like, 'hey, you know i really like you, right? i think you're amazing, and i'd love to make this official. will you be my girlfriend?'"
alhaitham chimed in, "and don't worry about being too fancy or making a big production out of it. just speak from the heart. that's what matters most."
cyno took a deep breath, feeling grateful for his friends' support and advice. their words of encouragement gave him the push he needed to overcome his nervousness.
"you're right," cyno answered with newfound determination. "i shouldn't overthink it. i'll find the right moment and just be honest with her."
kaveh clapped him on the back. "that's the spirit! i have no doubt she'll be thrilled to hear it."
as the night went on, cyno felt a growing sense of excitement. he knew he would take his friends' advice and ask the girl he liked to be his girlfriend soon.
the warm and supportive atmosphere of the dorm room filled him with a sense of confidence, knowing he had his friends by his side.
with his friends' advice echoing in his mind, cyno felt a mix of excitement and nerves as he stood amidst the vibrant lights and joyful laughter of the carnival.
he had finally mustered the courage to ask (name) out to a carnival, and now he carried those heartfelt advice in his heart like a precious treasure.
as cyno strolled through the vibrant carnival with (name) by his side, he couldn't shake off the jitters that came with holding back his true emotions.
he had wanted to ask her out but hadn't found the right moment yet. the lively atmosphere of the carnival seemed to both uplift his spirits and amplify his nervousness.
he stole glances at her, noticing the way her eyes gleamed with excitement as she admired the colorful lights and the cheerful faces around them.
cyno found himself mesmerized by her contagious laughter and the way her smile seemed to light up the world.
kaveh's advice echoed in his mind, encouraging him to be honest and straightforward. but despite the encouraging words of his friends, cyno was battling the fear of rejection and the possibility of making things awkward between them.
as they moved through the bustling crowd, cyno's heart raced with every passing moment. he wanted to tell her how he felt, to express the emotions that had been building up inside him, but the right words eluded him.
it felt like a rollercoaster of emotions as he went back and forth, wanting to speak up, but the fear holding him back.
in an attempt to distract himself from his inner turmoil, cyno pointed out different attractions and games at the carnival.
he hoped the joyful ambiance would alleviate his nerves, but his mind kept coming back to the one thing he wanted to say the most.
as the night wore on, they found themselves in a quieter area of the carnival, away from the bustling rides and games. a soft, glowing carousel caught their attention.
the twinkle of fairy lights seemed to match the sparkle in (name)'s eyes as she turned to cyno with a bright smile.
"this looks so enchanting, don't you think?" she said, her voice filled with wonder.
cyno took a deep breath, realizing that this could be the perfect moment. he mustered up the courage and replied, "yeah, it really does. you know, there's something i've been wanting to tell you..."
he paused, his heart pounding loudly in his chest. (name) looked at him, her expression a mix of curiosity and anticipation.
as cyno stood there, his heart racing, he took a deep breath, trying to gather his thoughts to confess his feelings to (name).
the soft glow of the carousel lights illuminated their faces as they stood in a moment that felt suspended in time.
before cyno could find the right words to continue, the carnival atmosphere seemed to conspire against him. the lively music and laughter that had once energized him now drowned out his voice.
a group of rowdy youngsters passed by, their excitement filling the air, and a nearby carousel ride whirred to life with cheers from its riders.
feeling defeated by the sudden commotion, cyno's courage wavered. he tried to speak again, but the words got caught in his throat. (name) sensed his struggle, and her brow furrowed with concern.
"hey, is everything alright?" she asked, her voice soft and caring.
cyno wanted to push through and finish what he started, but the moment was slipping away from him.
the crowd seemed to swell around them, and he felt increasingly self-conscious about sharing something so personal in the midst of all this chaos.
with a forced smile, cyno managed to say, "i'll tell you later. let's enjoy the carnival for now."
chapter written : july 31 2023