noah left to try speak to yn but by the time noah got there you had gone, he didnt know where or when. he tried texting and calling but you didnt answer.
*3 weeks later*
it had now been 3 weeks since i ran away, i was now in texas and didnt know how to get home because i sold my car for more money because i ran out and had no other way to live.
sadies pov:
it had been 3 weeks since yn left, i cant lie i miss him. i regret saying all that stuff about him. we had to go to texas to film tomorrow. i couldnt stop thinking about him and where he could be. just worry after worry, he had blocked us all on all social media so we couldnt get a hold of him.
yns pov:
the next day i woke up to people screaming by the homeless shelter, where i was staying. my friend, maxine was next to me awake just sat reading a book
"morning yn" she said getting up
"what the fuck are they doing outside there so loud." i said rubbing my eyes awake
"no clue theyve been arguing for ages now" she explained, now sat up
"im gonna go out for the day." i said getting my phone and getting up from my bed
"okay bye yn, be safe" maxie stated as you left
sadies pov:
we all had gotten on the plane ready to go to texas. everyone chatting and happy. you on the other hand, quiet and upset, knowing yn could be anywhere and you cant look for him in 10 months. he could be dead or kidnapped or anything, you just hoped he would be alive and nothing happened to him.
*a week later*
it had been a week since you were on the plane, worrying about yn, you had no clue where he could be. i decided to go out and about today, since i didnt have to film for the day, neither did noah so he came with me.
"where are we going" noah asked
"to get coffee, im bored" i responded back
"okay sure i love coffee" noah said jumping in the air
yns pov:
i was walking through the town passing all sorts of shops, i had some money and wanted to buy something to eat, a donut from a coffee shop sounded nice to you right now. as you walked past the coffee shop window you saw two familiar faces. one red head and one brunette. your old best friend and your ex girlfriend. shit. while you were stood there they caught eyes on you.
"YN!!!" noah and sadie screamed running outside to get you
you were stood in shock, they found you. shit.
"oh my god yn. where have you been." sadie said hugging you
"oh erm. everywhere." you responded, slightly hugging her back.
"oh yn we missed you, so much" noah said before also hugging you
"yea i.. uhm i missed you all too." you said hugging him back
"yn im sorry for what i said. i know it waz wrong and i realised that straight after i said it. it hurt you and it hurt me knowing you ran away because of it. i have hated myself ever since the day you left, i thought you couldve gotten hurt or even worse, died." sadie said tearing up
"sadie, you cant just come find me and apologise thinking its going to make everything all better." you say also starting to tear up
"i know, but its the least i could do." said the ginger hairded girl, hugging you yet again
"okay can i go now? or-" you said as noah interrupted
"what? no you need to go back home." noah said with a little angry look on his face
"no im not going home for gods sake. i hate it there." you said trying to turn away but sadie holds you back
"look yn, you need to go home, even if you dont want to." she said hoping it would make you go home
"for fucks sake sadie im not going home, this is my home now. im happy here." you said turning around and walking away
"please yn, go home its not safe to be on your own" noah said as him and sadie followed you
"no do you not get it! i dont want to go back there, where you all live!" you shouted running into the homeless shelter
"what the fuck do you mean by that??!" saidie exclaimed
"i dont want to see you again, you really fucking hurt me." you said walking to your bed
"can you atleast stay with us then? i dont really want you here, its not safe at all" noah said following you
"will it make you shut the fuck up?" you said sitting down on your bed
"yes" noah responded
"fine whatever." you said grabbing your shit "bye maxine, im leaving il see you around"
"oh leaving so soon? bye yn, have a good time" maxine said while getting up to hug you.
you three left going to a fancy hotel, you didnt fit in here. you hadn't showered in over 2 weeks or changed clothes in a week
"i dont fit here." you muttered out
"what do you mean?" sadie said
"look at me. im dirty." you said wanting to run of
"yn, il buy you some new clothes and you can shower here. i promise you youll be safe." she said making sure you believe her
"okay, thanks sades." you said giving her a light grin
you all walk to sadies room, you place your stuff down and sit on a chair
"so yn, where have you been this whole time" sadie said sitting on the bed
"uhm.. ive been everywhere really. ive been herr for awhile though." you said fiddling witb your hands
"how about we go get you some new clothes, and probably shoes aswell. you need some" sadie said getting up holding her hand out for you.
"are you sure?" you got up grabbing her hand
"yes, you cant walk around with stuff youve been wearing for god knows how long." sadie said as you all left the room
once we were on the steets, you all pash a few shops then she took you into this one cool looking shop, you didnt get the name because you wearnt expecting to come in here
"go, pick what you want." sadie said with a big grin on her face
"..okay" you said walking around, trying to find something nice
you looked around for awhike before finding a nice shirt, plain black with 'rebel' written on it with a weird looking skull
"suits you." sadie said letting a laugh out
"clearly" noah agreed with her
"shut it you two" you said also letting out a laugh
now you were looking for a pair of pants. after about 2 minutes you came across these purple and black cargo type, your favourite colour is purple so you knew you wanted these
"those are cool yn" noah said looking at you enjoying your life for the first time since you left
"youll look good" sadie whispered in your ear
"do you want a jacket? its abit cold" sadie said covering what she said down your ear
"oh, yea sure" you said before going to look again
after looking around sadie looked at this jacket and immediately thought of you
"what about this yn?" she said pointing at a skull jacket
"oh my god yes thats amazing." you said hugging her "thank you for this sadie, i appreciate it."
"no problem y/n/n, anything for you" she said hugging you back
"shoes, yn." sadie said pointing as the shoe section
"i just want plain white air forces please" you said in a gentle tone
"okay, lets go then" sadie said grabbing your hand
you all walk over to the counter, sadie pay for your stuff '$103.47' jesus that was over the top.
"thats alot." you said worrying
"its fine yn, you know how it goes for you" she said with a huge grin on your face
you all walked back to the hotel and went to sadies room
"im gonna shower if thats okay." you said
"thats fine, yn. enjoy" sadie said smiling at you
"okay yn, bye" noah said
you walked into the bathroom, took your clothes of and got into the shower.