This is a sad one so beware.....
Often times I wonder if this is the right path in life. Is he really worth all of my hard work and love? All he does is play with my brain and I chase it in circles. Now I know he doesn't like me that way , he has a gf. But is he into her? That is a question I will never get an answer to. He acts different around me, he is a kinder person. Normally he has a heart of steel, but it melts in his hands. It feels like our selves become someone else when we are together. As much as I would like to move on,he has taken my heart captive and will not let it go. He breaks it, mends it, and then he breaks it again. It is a constant battle between the two of us. I have to struggle to remain hopeful. I am hopeful of today, of tomorrow, and of the days that come next.