"and i keep fallin in this darkness"
𝐙𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐉𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 || 11:11am
📍home *+
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We have been home from Miami for a while and Mostly my content has been dancing and me and my friends just doing things. Me and DD have been ok along with the others. The reason i say ok is because after the trip in miami, DD has been acting distant. We haven't called in a week, and everybody else has came to see me. Notti says dd just been tired. Today i was gonna figure this out. I texted notti and told him i'm on the way. If my bf was going through something then i needed to be there. Notti calls me.
"AY MH, im not home i'm with liyah and ddot and bri so just let us know if you find out sum and we onnat" notti says
"alr thank youu" I say arriving at the door
I pull out my spare keys and come in. I walk in and i hear music coming from upstairs. I can tell it was dd because it was just lil durk back to back.
I breathe in and out to not spazz out and i go upstairs.
"DAVIDDD" i yell while walking up the stairs
no response
I make an assumption he is asleep but i would just go lay with him. I call out one more time
"BABYYY" still no responce
I get to the door and i open it to see dd asleep. It smelt like weed. I don't know how he was asleep while Expedite this letter was playing so loud but i sat next to him and looked at him. His phone went off at first i just ignored it bc just a notif. Then it kept blowing up so i look at the phone.
222kiyarrah: bro jus come over 1 more time
222kiyarrah: we een gotta do nun bra
222kiyarrah: jus come see me, i miss you
222kiyarrah: dd wen even gotta fuck if that's ya prollem
222kiyarrah: don't ghost me like you ain jus seen me wendesday we not gon get caught
i was so pissed. DD has been avoiding me over some smooch. I was gonna stay here at the house until he wakes up and imma hide in another room like nottis. I call brielle to let them know wassup
"yo sissy yall good?"
"no bro i'm finna break down and cry" i respond honest
"yo what" ddot says sitting up
"yo get everybody in the room ion wan say this to many times"
"LIYAH, NOTTI"
"alr they here go ahead" bri tells me to speak"
"ight so i get here and i yell out dd name and i get to the room he sleep i'm like okay i'll tt him when he up and figure out wassup but for now i'll cuddle and shi" i could barley even get that out before tears started to fall
"he get a notif on his phone and i was like i'll mind my buisness but then it keep ringing back to back so i'm like damn, i go to look all i see is this girl texting him on some, come see me again, i miss you, she not gon know shi we don't even gotta fuck again"
"last time they seen each other was Wednesday"
Everything just starts pouring out and everybody looking at me.
"yo what.." notti says
"he told me he was going somewhere with somebody on Wednesday he ain't tell me abt no girl" notti says
"yeah but i'm hiding in notti room too see when he wake up will he be weird, or if he leaves to go see her."
"good idea, just chill until you hear him get up and act like you just getting there then you just let him know yk" ddot shrugs
"alr i'll let y'all know love you bri bri" i say
It's been almost 2 hours and dd hasn't woken up yet and i started to get worried. I call notti
"yo he hasn't woken up yet i'm lowkey scared can y'all come to ya crib"
"yeah ofc we on the way" notti says and hangs up
TIME SKIPP⏭️
notti, liyah, ddot and bri get here and i'm kinda overwhelmed. We come up with a plan that notti is gonna wake him up and talk and figure out what is going on while bri ddot and i stay in notti room. So i go into the room and just lay my head on brielle shoulder while ddot rubs my back.
"you gon be good ight ZaZa" ddot says
"thanks lil bro" i mess with his hair and hug my sister.
Ethan Reyes|| 3pm
📍my home *+
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"yo dd get up" i shake dd and he sits up slowly
oh hey bruva wassup"
"you was smacked asl bro that's wassup, what's been up wit ya you been in this room all week" i say to him.
"idk bro i been chillin"
"nah ya girl worried about you heavy"
"nahh she good" dd says
"no bro she not she been worried"
"man in the one who can't even do ha right bro, i cant protect ha, barely even dann stay loyal" dd admits
"yo fytb" i reply
"man i fucked another girl to numb my pain of feeling like a ass bf, i been on pills and lean and shit high as hell, not feeling no better" dd says
"yo bro why ain you go talk to her instead of fuckin another girl"
"nah idk, prolly the pills or the lean or the weed or alcohol" dd says
"this ain't healthy" i grab my brother
"yo i'm good just let me go back to sleep ight" dd turns over and i just leave the room.
I explain everything to Zahara and nem and they are in disbelief. Zahara starts to cry not only did he cheat but he is on all typa shit that could kill him. Everybody gets worried.
"Za, i think you should go in there" ddot says
"should i really.." she sniffles and looks at him
"honest yeah y'all need to talk this can go really bad if he do all this drug shit for another day" liyah backs up ddot
"alr im going, imma just make it look like i don't know nothing." zahara states
"alr and we gon back you up if you need us to-" i was cut off by a thud near dd room.
DD osama || 3:13pm
📍home *+
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After getting everything off my chest with notti i felt all the more pain. I wanted to feel numb so i popped another pill and took a sip of lean. Mid sip i felt light headed and soon i was on the ground.
"YO BRO" notti runs into my room
"DD GET UP" notti shakes me
"MH PLEASE" notti continues to shake me
i hear more feet and i see ddot
"MH GET UP BRO" ddot yells and shakes me too
"OH MY GOD IS HE BREATHING" i hear liyah scream
i feel someone's fingers on my neck then wrist.
"it's short.." brielle says
"DAVID GET THE FUCK UP" i feel somebody hugging me and from the hug i knew it was zahara.
"DD PLEASE I LOVE YOU GET UP" i feel tears fall onto my face.
i can't say anything all i can do is slightly hear and faintly see. Sooner or later i couldn't see a thing.. until i saw white appear.
A/N: aw let's shed some tears, i make get backlash but ITS FINE, what y'all deserve sense y'all don't vote nor comment so 🖕🏾 . NEW NOTTI BOOK OUT NOW GO READY THAT SHI