Evelynn.
I woke up in the middle of the night, with sweat all over me.
I slowly removed Saints arms from me and went to his study, I turned on my flash and snooped around.
It was mainly a couple of books and just useless stuff.
I accidentally touched one book and the whole shelf began moving, a secret shelf.
I took out a bag and I opened it, it was filled with CDs of some sort, not being sure what it was I took them to the guest bedroom and played them.
It was Saint committing murders, live
Just him slowly cutting someone to death, another of him slaughtering a girls neck and another of him having brutal rough sex with a girl significantly smaller than him, physically, the poor girl was black and blue but she seemed to participating but still brutal, and another of him burying someone.
Too scared to move an inch at that point, I picked up the phone and called Conan.
"Eve ?"he answered "jeez it's 2 in the morning."
"I just found some tapes that could get Saint locked away for a long time."I mumbled lowly.
"What are you talking about, bring them to me right away."he said as I nodded.
"Baby come back to bed."Saint said behind me, making me freeze.
I dropped my phone to the ground and he picked it up.
He looked at the tv and smirked seeing that I had seen the tapes "let's go to bed."he wrapped his arm around me as my body shook.
I said nothing and I just followed him.
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The next morning
"Good morning sleeping beauty."Marvin smiled at me.
"Fuck off dickhead."I flipped him off as he followed me to the dining room.
"Hey I know this place is big, don't get lost now."he directed me "your breakfast is ready."he pointed at the table filled with different kinds of breakfast.
"Thanks."I sat down pouring myself apple juice.
He sat next to me "are you okay? Last night was pretty intense."
"I'm aight."I shrugged "it wasn't a big deal."
Deep down I knew it was.
"So how does it feel Eve? You bout to now live the good life with the nigga that every girl around here wants so bad."
I heard someone clear their throat, Marvin got up and fixed his shirt.
"Good morning Saint."he said.
"Yeah."Saint nodded and just sat down, pulling a face.
Marvin left the room leaving just us.
"You're doing too much it's 7 in the fucking morning you can't be in a bad mood."I shrugged.
"Shut the fuck up."he flicked me off.
"I'm going home."I stood up "what you not about to do is have an attitude with me after what you made me do last night."
"So what huh? You want me to comfort you or something?"he asked "you a cop ain't that what you do? Take innocent lives."
"No."I shook my head "fuck you." I headed for the door.
"Listen to me Evelynn, you don't just get to walk out on me "he grabbed me by my arm.
"How the hell did I get myself in this bullshit."
"The minute you stepped into the lions den."
"I'm not afraid of you Saint Santana, you know you won't harm me..if you could you would've did that a while ago."
"Push me to the edge and I'll show you."he said as his grip tightened.
"Fuck you nigga"
"Oh so it's fuck me now? Shut the fuck up bitch."
I don't why but I did it...I slapped the shit out of him.
in a blink of an eye he grabbed my neck and pinned me against the wall.
The look he had in his eyes was one I had never seen before.
Even though it was painful it turned me on.
I smiled and slipped my hands into his wife beater feeling on his abs.
"This is what I want, tough love."
"Who said I love you?"he asked.
"We don't gotta be inlove...I just wanna be your girl, love is in the mind, it's not real."I shrugged as he removed his hands from my neck.
I hugged around his waist and buried my head in his chest.
"You crazy."he mumbled.
"I know, you turned me crazy."
He lifted my chin and kissed me if only he knew he can get anything out of me.
I let go of his body.
"I can not get the image out of my head."I mumbled.
He pulled me back towards him and kissed me again"you want me to put you in therapy or sum?"
This nigga play too much.
"No."I shook my head.
"What's that?"he asked looking at my tiny waist...he stared at the exposed skin that showed below my tank top.
"What's what?"
"It's purple."
"You think you gentle in bed?"I asked "Saint be serious, all that choking and neck sucking you be doing should be illegal."
He chuckled and left soft kisses on my neck "my bad, I'll be gentler."
"I'm going for dinner with a friend, don't have your guys follow me and removed the tracker on my car."
"You going to your cop boyfriend ain't it?"
"I need to talk to him regardless, I need them to believe that I'm still on this case."
He nodded "hurry up and get back, I'm horny."
"Shut up."I laughed heading to the door.
I got into my car and drove to the police department.
I walked in and headed into Dmitris office.
I went inside without knocking.
"Saint told me to kill a man in order to prove my loyalty to him."
"And you did it?"Dmitri asked.
"I had no choice, it's either I killed him or I would never have access to Saint Santana."
Dmitri sighed "fuck Evelynn, they were considering dropping your cases for all the effort you have put into the Santana case and now you have killed somebody?"
"They don't need to know that."I shook my head.
"Saint is fucking crazy man fuck." Dmitri shook his head "and you decided to do it?"
"Dmitri I never had a fucking choice."
"There's always a choice."he mumbled "okay look, I'm working hard to get charges dropped against you, if I work hard enough, I can do it."
"And the murder?"
"The murder never happened"he said walking towards me"you didn't kill anyone, it never happened"
"What if?"
"No if buts and maybes, you are guilty of no such thing, now leave and go to Saint before he starts wondering where you went..and remember Evelynn, don't fumble this shit, I'm way too close to getting them to have mercy on you."
"He knows where I am."I sat on the table.
"That's a first."
"How's your wife."I asked out of sheer curiously.
"She's good, she's excited-"
Just then there was a knock on the door.
"I'm sorry let me get that."he mumbled getting up and heading to open.
A girl with long brown curly hair with eyes of emerald green stood there with a lunch box that seemed like it contained home made food.
"Hey baby."she kissed Dmitri.
She walked inside and looked at me sitting on his desk, I could tell she took it the wrong way.
"Evelyn meet my wife, my wife meet Evelyn."
She gave me a fake smile "nice to see you."
"Yeah you too."I said sarcastically.
"And the tapes?"Conan asked.
"I'll find a way to get them"