YEJI'S POV
I woke up with the worst headache of all time. I drank too much yesterday. I try to get out of bed and splash water on my face. I looked at myself and my hair was messy, drool at the corner of my mouth and obviously, I reek of alcohol.
I held my head and groaned, I don't know what happened yesterday. The alcohol really does wonders, how you get motivated with just one shot of it, how you feel nothing after an entire bottle. I fought with Jake, and then he found out that I like someone else, and I couldn't explain why I like someone while being in a relationship with him.
I brush my teeth and hair and brushed the thoughts aside for now. I should eat something, my stomach is empty and the ghrelin is making it worse. I don't know what I'm doing with my life, I should be at work right now but here I am, in a state where I hardly seem myself.
I take my phone with me to the kitchen, I decide to eat cereals because I'm not in a mood to cook nor can I. Pouring the milk into the cereals made me sick, looking at it soaking the cereals and making it sloughy. It made me not want to eat anymore but I have to. My stomach is aching for it.
I tie my hair into a bun and started to munch on it without any other thought. I smell good even after having an adventurous night. I have so much work to do and here I am, eating the most tasteless food ever or is it just alcohol? I still can't feel my surroundings.
"What are you doing Yeji?" I groan at my state. "You are doing just fine"
"Fuck-" What is she doing here. "I'm sorry I scared you" She smiles. "Why are you in my house?" she walks close to where I'm sitting. Her slightly wet and timid hair makes her look so much sexier. Her t-shirt is a perfect fit, her curves are visible.
"You might have passed out yesterday at the club" She takes a bite from my food and sits diagonal to where I am. "So. What does it have to do with you?" She leans closer and I swear I fell more in love with her by just smelling my shampoo in her hair. "Can I kiss you?"
Can she what? "What?" I need to clean my ears, or am I having hearing problems now? Oh right, I'm just delusional. "Can I kiss you? Don't make me repeat it"
I'm looking at her in awe, are you fucking serious? or is my mind just forming situations that are not happening? I look at the clock and see it's just 8 in the morning. I blink several times to make sure Ryujin is right in front of me or is it just any image my brain is forming from my fake scenarios?
"Wait a minute, I'm sorry I guess I need some air" I'll go crazy someday thinking about what just happened. I'm laughing at how delusional I am. "So you are refusing my kiss?"
I need air, I need air. That's all I need right now. I'm pulled back by my arm when I try to walk upstairs to the balcony. And the next thing I know is that I'm looking into her eyes, and she is looking into mine. Her caramel brown eyes, which I fell in love with. Her honey-like voice my ears wished to hear every day. Her presence is so overwhelming. I need some air right now.
She leans in and captures my lips between hers. Her hands slide to my waist, one hand traveling to my back, and lower and lower, and...... it stops right before where I wish she placed it.
Her tongue is resting against my lips, asking me to open my mouth slightly so that her tongue gets involved in this kiss. I still can't believe she's right in front of me, holding me.
I move my lips too, kissing her with more intensity. She slides her hands on my ass and I moan into the kiss. Fuck it, just take me. I'm suddenly lifted from the ground and I tighten my grip around her neck. She puts me on the table rather harshly, she knows how I like it. That was so hot Shin.
I never thought I could get air this way too, sucking it out from her lungs. I pull away when I think I should. "You have a girlfriend" "And you have a boyfriend"
"Who said I have a boyfriend?" I breathe heavily while she plays with the end of my nightgown. "Girlfriend then?" She asks. "I'm not in a relationship, but you are" I pull away from her grip but she holds me still. "We broke up"
"But you are my sister," I say, it hurts, to tell the truth. "But I love you, a lot" She goes back to kissing me and I needed time to process all of this. Her hands travel to my thigh and she starts to roam her fingers on my inner thigh. Fuck, I love this feeling.
And wait what? Does she love me? I break away from her grip and take a deep breath. "You love me?" I've been dying to hear that, I've been so madly in love with her. And I was sure she was never gonna be mine. "I love you, you love me. I've waited for this for so long" She pulls my nightgown a little so that she could see my tattoo. It was a little flower on my outer thigh, whose petals were falling off.
She kneels in front of it and kisses it, it was so hot. I'm so wet right now. "You don't know what you are doing to me Yeji" She breathes near the tattoo and it sends shivers to my cord. She goes back to kissing me. I love her lips. Everything seems so unreal like a dream come true.
"I fucking love you so much that I can't deny anymore. I love everything you do, and I know you love me too. I don't know what we are waiting for" she expressed. I breathe in and push her away a little because everything is happening too quickly. "Ryujin, Let me think. How do you know?" I ask. I am so confused right now. I don't want our family to hate her, they have hated me my whole life and I'm used to it. But her, she's been her parent's pride. Perfect, the child everyone wish they had.
Ryujin puts her hand on my waist again, and pulls out her phone. "You were never gonna send me these?" She asked. I derive my eyes to her phone screen and it's the messages I typed to her, not really. Those were drafts. "You read them?" I asked rather calmly. Stressing out now makes no sense. "Yesterday some random person called me from your phone and asked me to come and get you. I never intended to invade your privacy, but I was really curious as to why I'm the first one in your contacts."
She puts her phone on the table next to me. "And you changed my clothes? Also put my phone on charge?" I noticed my clothes when she was kissing my tattoo. She nodded. "And stayed the night" she said. I breathe calmly and try to process everything.
"Ryujin, I love you, a lot. It's been almost 3 years now. I-I don't know why I liked you in the first place but you are just someone I always wanted to had to myself. "
"I've liked you since high school, you were just so out of my league. Perfect grades, perfect scholarships, you were literally so focused on what you wanted. And even now, you are so passionate about the things you desire. And when I finally thought I had you, when I read those messages in your phone. I thought it's my chance now. And it is Yeji. I love you"
"I'm not even close to perfect Ryujin, you have the wrong imagine in your head. You are always so welcoming to everyone. All our relatives talks about you. And if you are gonna be with me, you'll spoil everything you built."
"Yeji, you really think I care about them? To hell with them" she's looking so closely at me. "You can't give up on everything for me. You have a life where I'm not involved. I'm really so madly in love with you that it hurts to see you with someone. But you cannot push everything for me"
"I can. I can Yeji. I don't really have to deal with anyone. If I had to deal with your parents, well, that's a different thing. It's about us. No one is going to do anything for us, so their words are not suppose to bother what we want."
"You make no sense Ryu" I'm so scared. She'll have to go through so many things just to be with me and I cannot do that to her. "I'll rather hurt myself, but I cannot hurt you by putting you into this"
"You are also hurting me by not wanting to be with me" she's sad. Her eyes are watering. And her voice is breaking. "Do you want me?" She asks. I land on my feet as I get down from the table. I really want her. I want to wake up to her everyday. I want to announce to everyone that I'm the happies person to ever exist just because she's by my side.
"I do" I say. She holds my hands and there's silence for a while. "Then we don't have to care about anyone Ji"
"It's harder than you think" I say. She cups my cheek and leans in. We kiss for a good few minutes and her hands travel to the strap of the night gown and she slides it down with ease.
She trails her lips lower and engulfed my breast in her mouth. I throw my head back, having Ryujin doing this to be feels like heaven. But I have to remember, with lots of love, comes lots of pain. I don't want to hurt her in the process. I've lost myself trying to please people but she's really precious, and I cannot put her through such things. All my thoughts fly out of the window when her hand cups me down there.
"Ryujin-" I gasp and she continues what she's doing. She pushes her knee and I start grinding on her. I always wanted her. But can I have her?
"You are so fucking sexy" she groans as she cups my cheeks again to kiss me. She lifts me up and mark my neck, "Ryuji- Ryujin, bedroom. Now"
It's so fucking frustrating that she's being so carefull, I wish she ripped off my dress but she's looking up at me to see if I'm okay with it. She walks upstairs to my bedroom while making our with me. I'm panting so hard but I don't want her to stop kissing me. I want more .
She puts me down on my bed and hovers on top of me, making me lie down. "I want you to be my girlfriend, I don't just want to have sex with you. And maybe more than that, I've waited my whole life for this, I want to have a future with you. As in marry you"
I think about what she said, she's looking at me with her caramel eyes filled with hope and impatience. "I have the same intentions Ryu" I caress her cheek. Love is nothing without pain. It hurts you really bad when you cannot be with the person you love. It hurts you worse when you don't know what else to do to get them. But here, I have her. But I'm still hurting. Love makes no sense.
"Loving you was the best decision" she smiled and we kissed again. I can't get enough of her lips, enough of her. I let her roam her hands freely on my body. She pulls back and pulled her top over her head. She wasn't a masc, but not even feminine. "Don't look at me like that" she blushed. It's so cute to see her shy in front of me. "Take me baby, I'm yours"
She smiled the widest and pulled down my panties. I orgasmed once, then twice and after the 3rd time I lost count. She definitely know how I like it. "Ryu- fuck baby." I throw my head back while she fingers me. Hiting the right spots. Her tongue is so good. It feels so good on my clit, inside me, she teased me a little before letting me cum. My chest rises and falls rapidly. I think it's enough for tonight but my body is aching for her touch the moment she pulled away.
She holds my thigs in place, licking me clean. I'm sure I'm suffocating her between my legs as I cannot spread them while she is pleasuring me so good. "I'm cumming" I moaned. "Hm' she hums and it sends vibration to my pussy. I cry out while orgasming, pulling onto her hair.
"You are so pretty Ji" I'm still breathing heavily while she hovers me again and kiss my forehead. "Marry me"
"I will" I said between my pants. "You'll have to give me orgasms like these everyday"
"Deal" she smiled and lie down next to me. I roll to her side and rest my head on her chest.
"You and Karina had sex?" I know it's a really dumb question. But it's only natural for them, they were in a relationship after all. "We were about to" she said. I look at her for her to continue. "Yesterday, before the call. And when I read those texts from you, I told Karina everything, she cried. A lot. It's really bad I know, but I've wanted you for years. I couldn't let you go Yeji"
I smiled but I know how it feels to be dumped. "Wha about that guy?" She asked not facing me. It's clear that she don't want to talk about him but she really wants to know if I slept with him. "We dated for a while, and then I wasn't feeling it and we broke up. He was stressing me out. And he also read those texts......" Yes he did. And that's also the reason why he showed up to the party yesterday.
"How many relationships you've been in?" I asked. "Two"
"And you did not you know, do stuff?"
"I'm and adult Yeji, it's obvious." She said. Yeah, it is. I don't really know why I'm having this conversation with her but I want to know every bit of her. "But I was always the one giving. You know what I mean right?" She asked. "You never got laid?" I was surprised to be honest.
I smiled at her, "Rest" I kissed her and I guess it's time she gets laid. I never tried this before with a girl but I'll do it now. I want to spend my life with her after all. I tug on her panties. "You are not" she looked at me with surprise written all over her face. "Let me" I kissed her thigh.
"Pretty" I kissed her near her core and I can feel her getting impatient. I kiss her clitoris and she moans. Gosh- I live for this now. I lick her clit and her sounds increased. I'm so excited to know that she's enjoying it. "I need your fingers" I push in finger in and she's already dripping. "Fuck-" she groaned. I held on her thighs because I'm enjoying pleasuring her.
I never thought it would be this fun, and hot. I lick her while pushing my finger inside her. I'm trying to find her g-spot and I add another finger. She arched her hips and pushed me closer to her core. Her moans are also getting loader. All of a sudden she gasp, and I understand that I've found her spot. "More" she's panting, almost whining. I fasten my pace knowing she is close.
Am I gonna give her an orgasm? My first time with a girl and I'm already between her legs. It's all so exciting for me. "Cum for me baby" I suck onto her clit with nire passion. She tastes good too. It's so intoxicating. "Yeji-" she screamed and cummed. Her thighs shivered. Fuck, that is the hottest thing I have ever seen. Her back arched, her head thrown back. I rub her clit with my thumb and later luck her juice.
I lie down next to her and put my hand on her waist, "you are a twink?"
"I never knew, never had an orgasm like this one" I smiled proudly.
"Stay with me" she said
"Forever"
"Forever is not a thing baby."
"Then, as long as I can? Now shut up, I'm so tired"