7am
Yn pov
I walk out of the dressing room in my third outfit today and go over to my seat for my third shoot
"Like this" my manager demonstrates what I need to do
Once that shoot was done I walk over to grab a water bottle and drink some of that. The first thing I've had to eat all day
7:59am
"Next outfit yn!" My manager says and I go into my dressing room and change once again
The cycle repeats for eight more hours
4pm
I walk into my changing room and change into another outfit then come back to my spot
"This shoot is gonna be a while yn so be ready" my manager says and I nod
The camera shutter clicks in multiples and I do the poses I'm instructed to do
That shoot lasted atleast two hours
I change a few more times and soon enough I was done for the day
11pm
I trudge my way to my car and drive back to my house
Once I arrive home I walk up to my room because I'm ready for bed
I'm just gonna sleep in because I don't have work for a few days
I change into a cropped tank top and shorts then get in my bed and fall asleep
...
11am
I wake up to my phone ringing
I grab it off the charger and answer it
"Hey" I say scratching my head
"Hey you never messaged me" Chris's voice says through the phone
"Sorry I was really tired" I say getting out of bed
"It's alright. How was work" he asks
"Good. Long" I say
"Yeah it usually is, glad it was good though, can I come over?" He asks
"Yeah sure, I'll see you then" I say and hang up
A few minutes later I heard the door open so I walked out of my room
"Hey" he says
"Hi" I answer yawning
"You just wake up?" He asks and I nod
We go into my room and hangout for a while, we watch a movie or two then he goes back home
I grab my keys and go out to my car
I pull out of the driveway and drive to the grocery store
Once I get there I try to get in and get only things that we need for my houe Ike snacks for drinks etc and drive back home
I carry the stuff inside and put it all away where it belongs
I grab a Pepsi and sit at the island
I go on my phone and post a few pics from my shoots from this week and scroll through socials
I put my phone down and think about how stressed I've been with filming, modeling, my relationship, friendships and more
I think about stuff for a while and drink my Pepsi and call Chris to come over
I hold my head in my hands and wait for him to get here
I hear the door creak open behind me so I turn an Chris shuts it behind him and coms to sit
"What did you wanna talk about?" He asks
I sigh and rub my eye not noting how to start the conversation
"Um.." I stutter
His hand meets mine on the table and I look at him
"I think..uh I need some time to just be on my own" I say feeling awkward
"What..?" Chris says
"It's not you, it's just that everything is too much." I say with a lump in my throat
"What..do you mean?" He looks away
"Modeling, filming, you.." It's all too much for me to handle" I say
"Um" he sniffs
"I'm sorry Chris" I look at my hands
"I..I understand" he says standing
I stand up in front of him
I grab one of his hands
He looks down at me and reaches his arms out for a hug
I fall into him and my arms go around him
I feel tears stream down my cheeks and he pulls away
"I'm sorry" I try to say but I end up just mouthing it
He nods and kisses my forehead then leaves
I go up to my room and get into the shower
I shampoo my hair and sit on the shower floor an cry
I wish I could handle all of it because I still love him
After maybe an hour sitting in the shower I get up and dry off
I get dressed I one of my fresh love hoodies and some pajama pants
I go onto all socials to post something small
TheRealYn0 posted: I'm taking a break I just need some time..goodbye
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User: what happened
User: I heard she dumped Chris
>she wouldn't dump him.
>she clearly said she just needs some time
>she loves him sm idk what u mean
Christophersturniolo0: I'll always be here for you
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I put my phone on the charger and climb in my bed
I turn on my fan and get comfy then go to sleep