7/19/23
I'm back!
Enjoy!
Dirty dirty smut ahead.
Also a long one!
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Next morning
I woke up. Blissful joy immediately struck my body. Until the spot beside me was empty and cold.
He was gone.
Of course.
Why would anything be different now?
I confessed my love to him. That's why.
Wait, He loves me?
I began reminiscing about the night before. Why do I feel like this? Was it a dream?
"This is real."
As I slowly made my way up, I wrapped my body around the sheet that covered me through the night and went into the bathroom.
There, I decided to forget it and go on about my day.
Could I?
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Kitchen
Sammy and Danny sat around the kitchen island as Josh was cooking.
"Good morning! Wow, (y/n), you are glowing!" Sammy smirks.
Oh, God.
"Good morning, (y/n)!" Danny says, joyful with a cheeky smile. "Good morning, Daniel. Good morning, Josh," I say, ignoring Sammy's comment. "Oh wow! I complimented you, and you dismissed me!" Sam tells you, completely faux-offended.
"Good morning, Samuel. Yes, thank you. I just showered," I scoffed sarcastically, making Danny and Josh chuckle.
"Well, good morning to you, mama! How did you sleep?" Josh asks genuinely. "I slept well! Thank you for asking! How did you sleep? I know Sammy might have given you a hard time," I pout. "HEY!" Sammy shouts.
"It was alright, just like old times!"
"Oh, I slept like a baby!" Danny adds. "I bet."
"What about you, Jacob?" Josh asks, pointing his chin behind me.
I froze.
"Oh... I- I slept wonderfully. I haven't obtained good sleep like that since I can recall!" Jake replies, sitting down beside me.
"Hm, looks like we're off to a promising start! Aren't we all?" Josh states. We all nod.
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After a somewhat quiet breakfast, I sat on the couch. My journal is in hand, as always. I had filled three pages with observations I cannot express out loud.
I wondered if I had done something wrong.
Why wasn't he there? Why hasn't he spoken to me?
I gasped.
Did he regret it?
"What's wrong?" Josh sat down beside me once again. "Oh. Uh- it's nothing! I need to grab another pen. This one is almost out," I say, only half lying. I did need a new pen, but that was the least of my worries. "How about we put the notes away and enjoy our time today? Come on," he takes my hand, pulling me up. "We didn't necessarily come out here to stay in, did we?" he smirks.
"Fine."
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"Well, it looks like we're waiting off the lake!" Danny states, making everyone look up at the gloomy sky.
"Nice work on making the universe agree with staying in, (y/n)!" Sammy playfully taunts. I playfully send him a smirk while blowing him a kiss.
Jake laughs.
He laughed.
He caught my eyes and merely sent me a smile with a slight nod.
Butterflies fluttered in my stomach. My face flushed.
"Any solutions? Backup plans? ANYTHING?" Josh emphasizes. "Well, I suppose we can still have a bonfire?"
"Bonfire doesn't sound bad!"
"Yeah, a bonfire!" everyone approves.
"Alright! Who's scavenging more wood for us?" Josh questions. I quickly play noes goes, placing my finger on the tip of my nose. Jake and Danny quickly follow up.
"DAMN, IT!" Sam shouts. "Come on, Josh!"
"We can make s'mores!" I propose. They sounded delicious! It's been a while since I had one or made some. "That sounds wonderful, (y/n)! I don't think we brought some," Danny pouts. "Yeah, we brought stuff we needed, not s'mores!"
"I'm going into town to buy some. I don't mind driving out there alone," I reach my hand out, asking Josh for his keys. "Jake, please go with her," he sighs, handing him the keys.
I froze. Again.
"Josh, I'm entirely capable of going," I sternly state. Jake takes the keys. "Let's go, sunshine!"
Sunshine.
"Jacob."
He smirks, heading toward the Jeep. He unlocks the door, allowing me to step into the passenger side.
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Drive
It was a 30-minute drive to the closest market. The silence was overbearing.
"Are you upset?" Jake breaks the silence. "I'm fine."
"I'm sorry."
"What for, Jacob?" I questioned sarcastically, letting my arms cross as I stare out the window. "Don't do that."
"Do what?" I say, keeping my eyes out the window. Anger suddenly erupted inside me. How dare he turn this on me? He's the one who disappeared this morning!
Unexpectedly, he quickly pulled the Jeep over on the side of the long road, shifting it to park. What is he doing?! He roughly but carelessly pulled my chin in his direction, making our eyes meet. "We're not getting your stupid s'mores until you stop being such a brat!" he spits. "Excuse me?!" my blood boils. "You heard me."
"I have nothing to say to you."
How did we get here?
"If you don't start driving, I will get out of this car," I angrily state. "You won't."
I reached for the door handle, opening it. Jake reaches over and slams the door shut. My breath hitched, not expecting his act. His face hovered over me, just a few centimeters apart. I felt his breath against my lips. "Jake..."
I stare into his eyes. His eyebrows furrowed. "I'm sorry," he concedes, sitting back down.
What just happened?
"Why weren't you there?" I speak up, surprising myself. "I- I was scared. I was scared you'd wake up and regret it." I turn to him, shocked. "Jacob, I don't regret it. I'm afraid you- I'm afraid that you are regretting it," my voice cuts midway. Jake reaches over, grabbing my chin once again with his calloused fingers. His saddened eyes meet mine. "(y/n), you are everything I want."
"Yeah?"
He nods.
Suddenly, my whole demeanor changed. A smirk spiked up on my lips. "Show me, Jacob."
I'm dearly sorry for what I am about to do, Josh.
I quickly leave my seat to straddle Jake's lap. "(Y/n)," he grips my hips. I look at him for a moment, meeting his eyes blown with love and lust. I feel his erection pressing against my core. I grind my hips down, using his shoulders for support. His grip tightens around my hips. I knew his mark would be present the following day. His breath hitches with every movement.
Jake begins kissing down my neck, making me whimper as he finds a sweet spot. His lip then assembles mine. I pick up the swiftness of my hips, causing him to groan. "I need you."
"You have me."
I undid his belt, freeing him from his tight pants. I slowly began stroking his length. Jake threw his head back. He began groaning. My thumb carefully rubs against his tip. He lifts his hips, still grasping my waist.
Picking up the pace, he abruptly grabs my wrist, stopping me. "You make such pretty sounds, Jake."
"Take these off, now."
I carefully slide my shorts off my legs, leaving myself in my panties. Settling down, Jake grabs my hips once again, pulling me down against him. "Jake..." I slide my hips against his length. "Are you ready, my pretty girl?"
My pretty girl.
His fingers tease my covered core. He then pushes my panties to the side, getting better access to my folds. "Always ready for me, aren't ya?" he grins, teasing and circling my clit with his calloused thumb. I moan, hiding my face in his neck. I pressed kisses along his collarbone. He lined himself up and carefully thrust his hips into mine.
I gasped and moaned a bit louder.
"Ride me, angel," he mumbles against my ear.
I began rolling my hips. "Atta girl," he hisses, letting his eyes roll back in pleasure. He felt so good. So, so good. I picked up the speed of my hips, dragging the both of us to our high.
"Oh, JAKE..."
"I feel you squeezing me, angel..."
Jake caresses my chin, letting his thumb slip between my lips. I gradually swirled my tongue around it and sucked it, causing Jake to groan.
"Such an angel in disguise," he pulls his thumb out, reaching down to circle my clit.
"You feel so good," he clutches my hip.
He feels so good.
Good god.
I could feel the pressure building and building below my stomach. "Jacob..."
"I'm-"
"Come on, be the angel that you are, and let go," he grunts, moving his hand and hips at a snappy pace.
My ears began ringing. The euphoric sentiment took completely over my body. My hand swiped the foggy glass window. I stopped my hips and let my body fall against Jake. Pleasure clouded my vision. He was close. His thrusts were sloppy but full of pleasure.
"Where do you want me?"
"Inside."
Without reluctance, with one sharp thrust; I felt full of him. I sat there, making a mess of us in his lap, breathing heavily.
"God, I love you," he spills while bringing me closer to his body. "You're my angel."
My angel.
"Jake, I love you. I mean it. So, it frightened me when I didn't see you there this morning."
"I know. I'm so sorry. It won't be like that."
He kisses my lips.
-
I'm thankful Jake had a spare shirt in the backseat to change into. He had used the one he had on to clean up.
"Let's go get your stupid s'mores," he remarks, earning a playful slap to his chest.
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Cabin
"Where the hell did you guys go?!" Sammy yells, watching the two of you walk down to them with a few bags.
Wouldn't you like to know?
"Sorry, (y/n) got too caught up," Jake replies, sending me a snarky smirk. "Ha Ha, I wanted you guys to try the s'mores with different chocolates!" I argue, "Josh, I know you love chocolate!"
"I do love chocolate! What did you get?!" he claps his hands together.
"Wait, Jake. When did you change?" Sam asks.
My heart stopped.
Shut up, Samuel.
"What do you mean? I always wear this shirt."
"I swear you were wearing the blue button-up," Danny nods with his hand on his chin. Of course, they would notice his shirt going from blue to black.
"Guys, let's start the fire and worry about Jake's fashion later."
They all nodded, some still lingering on the fact.
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Night
Jake sat next to me with his acoustic resting on his lap.
"You gotta try the peanut butter cup one!" I tell Josh, who excitedly agrees. "That one was delicious!" Sammy shouts.
"Jake, would you like one?" I ask as everyone turns to Jake. "I can't," he lifts his guitar a bit. "Bummer," Sam says.
I, on the other hand, took it upon myself to make him one. I went with the basic choice of chocolate.
The guys were having drinks and talking amongst themselves. I walked up to Jake, whose attention I already had, showing him his treat. "I made you one!" I smile, making him chuckle, and perk up a smile. "Thank you, angel."
"Here, let me help you!" I held it up to his mouth, letting him take a bite. He took a bite, humming with his eyes closed.
Stay calm. Stay calm.
"Wow, that's delicious!" He says, "Although, I know something that tastes even better."
I fold.
He tilts his head for another bite not once letting go of his guitar. "Mm."
I grabbed his face, quickly licking his lips, "you had a bit of chocolate on your lips."
Good thing the rest were oblivious to what was going on.
"Bad girl," he states, running his tongue across his lip.
"I'm gonna go ahead, and take a shower, probably call it a night," I announce. "Aw, really?!" Sam says as Danny raises his bottle to salute me. Jake smirked.
"Good night!"
-
I quickly got to my room and slipped out of my clothes. I turned on the shower, letting the water warm up before stepping in.
God, I was so wet and bothered.
My body then pressed up against the cold tile as my fingers rubbed my clit. My eyes squeezed shut, desperately trying to reach that high.
"Such a bad girl."
I froze, opening my eyes. Jake stood before me, naked and smirking. His hand carefully wrapped around his shaft, slowly stroking it. "I didn't say stop."
"Go on."
I continued my movement as I watched him. His tip looked painfully red and swollen. A small moan left my lips. "Tell me. Tell me how good you feel," he demands, getting closer. "I feel so good."
"Would you like some help?" I quickly nod, almost begging.
Jake moves my hand away, replacing it with his own. My breath hitched. His fingers slide into my entrance. "So beautiful."
I felt his naked hard-on pressed up against my leg as he worked his fingers. I gripped his shoulder, quietly moaning into his neck. My high was coming so fast. "Right there, Jake!"
"I know, angel."
He's so perfect.
He picked up speed. "Come on, baby."
Baby.
I arched my back as the wave of pleasure hit my body. "That's it," he whispers, thrusting his fingers through my climax. "Can I try something?" I ask, he smiles and nods.
I pushed him again the glass shower door, getting on my knees. "Oh."
My hand runs up his shaft, slowly stroking it. Jake begins breathing laboriously. I roll my tongue against his tip then wrap my lips around him.
"OH!" he moans, holding his hips still. I bob my head up and down, letting my nose touch his pelvic bone. He gathers my wet hair into a fist, slowing me down. "I'm not gonna last if you keep that up, angel."
That was my point. I had never done this, but I wanted to pleasure him. He groans more as I take him down my throat and gag. "Fucken, Christ..." he says, under his breath.
He stills himself down my throat, causing me to gag more. "Good. Fucken. Girl."
He thrusts his hips into my mouth. I once again felt hot and bothered.
I felt him twitch against my tongue. Warmth shot to the back of my throat.
He lets out a loud grunt, falling against the wall. The pride I held in that moment. Jake reached out and helped me off my knees.
"I didn't overdo it, did I?" he worries.
"Never."
We showered each other and fell asleep in each other's warmth.
This is the happiest I have ever been. So safe and loved.
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Morning after
I woke up to small kisses being placed on my head. "G'morning sleepy head," his raspy voice rings.
"Now, that's how I like waking up," I grin as I opened my eyes. "Good morning, Jakey," I kiss his lips.
After minutes of cuddling, we made our way to the kitchen where Sammy and Danny sat. "Might want to hide."
Jake and I look at each other confused. "Why?"
"Well, after last night. We had some suspicions about the two of you. We were right! After putting two and two together, Josh may have found out what you guys did in his Jeep..." Samuel says as Danny nods.
Oh, God.
"He'll get over it," Jake brushes it off. "I AM NOT OVER IT," Josh shouts from the door.
"I'm sorry."
Danny and Sam laugh.
"I'm blaming this on, Jacob," Josh scoffs.
"Takes two to have sex," Sam states, deserving a not-so-playful smack on his chest. He's not wrong, but his statement wasn't needed.
"Look, I'm pleased the both of you reached your senses and ultimately conducted what you did, but in my vehicle?!" Josh exclaims. "Then or never, big brother. Then or never." Jake pats his shoulder.
"Lie. I heard you the night before!"
Therefore, Sam gains another smack.
-
Thereupon, Josh accepted what happened, knowing he'd never let Jake live it down along with other facts.
Everyone gratefully accepted both of you.
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A/n
Never written a long one before but it's deserving! Hope you guys enjoyed it. Let me know what you think!
(Was supposed to drop it yesterday but I had to go to the starcatcher listening party!)
-Mickie