(Months later)
I pull into my forth shoot since I've been back in Boston and I park right by the door
I walk in the back and my manager spots me and comes over
"Perfect timing. Get your hair and makeup done then get dressed we've got a long day" he says
I nod and go over to makeup
My stylist goes at my hair and another starts my makeup
"Blink..blink..blink" she says doing my mascara
"All done, outfit next" they say and I get up
I walk to my dressing room and lock the door
I see a skimpy dress on a hanger and I quickly change into it
I fix my hair and walk out
I walk over to the backdrop that's got lights and cameras facing it
"Great. First pose like this in a few variations" my manager says
8am
I follow his instructions just as I do everyday and look to the targeted spots
The camera clicks atlesdr eight times each pose I strike
"Great go change your next outfit is in there ready for you" he says and I go change
Now I'm wearing a romper type one piece
I pull my hair over my shoulders and go back to my spot
"Perfect, now like this" he demonstrates what I need to do
I look at the camera and the flash flicks in my eyes
I've learned to get used to the flashing because how much it happens every photo that's taken
I changed outfits atleast eight more times and had my makeup redone and hair restyled each time
"That's a day" my manager says
I change into my outfit from earlier today and walk out to my car
9pm
I pull into my driveway and walk inside
I yawn and close the front door behind me
I stomp my way up to my room
I drop my stuff on the floor and lay in my bed
...
1am
I wake up and feel soaked in sweat
I sit up in bed and breath heavily
I decide to shower and get out of my bed
I walk into my bathroom and start the shower. I look in the mirror and my makeup is smeared on my face
Once the water is hot enough I take off my dirty clothes dropping them on the floor an get into the shower
I let the water rush over my face and roll down the rest of my body and down the drain
I squeeze some shampoo into my hand and scrub it into my scalp
I rinse, condition, rinse, wash my body, rinse again, then turn on the water
I get off and dry my body with my towel
Once I'm dry I go into my closet and grab a hoodie of Chris's and some short shorts that I usually just wear to fall asleep
I scrunch my hair with the towel to get some extra water out and grab my blanket and pillow then bring it down to the couch
I drop them down and lay on the couch
I lay on my back and close my eyes to sleep and I end up just sitting there in the dark silence
4am
I wake up from I think the lightest sleep I've ever had and get off the couch
I decide to just stay up because I'm not gonna get any sleep
I go and sit at the island and scroll on my phone for hours
6am
I get up and plug my phone nto a charger and walk outside to my car
I hop in the driver's seat and pull it of the driveway
I drive to a mcdonalds and pull into the drive through
Once I get my food I park in the lot
I eat my breakfast and take my time driving home
I walk inside my house feeling a little better after eating and sit on the couch unplugging my phone
New message from Chris - received at 7:49am
I'm on my way over babe
Ok
8am
I hear the door open so I get up and walk over
"Gmorning" Chris smiles and gives me a hug
"Hi" I smile a little
"You alright b?" He asks looking down at me
"I'm alright" I say quietly and smile at him
He smiles back and we sit down on the couch
"Why's your pillow down here?" He asks
I shrug my shoulders
"I dunno" I say and yawn
"You look like a ghost b"
"Did you get any sleep last night" he touches my hand
"Yeah I'm just a little tired from my shoots yesterday" I say and rub my eye
"You have more today right? He asks and I nod
"When?" He asks
"Maybe an hour" I respond
"You gonna be okay to go?" He asks sounding worried
"I have to, yea" I answer
"Can I come with you?" He asks
"If you want" I look at him and he nods
"We should get going it's a 30 minute drive" I say
"I'll drive you" he says grabbing my keys from the counter
I bring my phone and hop into the passenger seat
Chris backs out of the driveway and starts driving to my building
Once we get there we walk in and my manager comes over
"Your early, oh I see you brought Mr. Sturniolo" he says
"Yeah is that alright?" I ask walking in
"Of course. Since your early you can have some coffee and watch other shoots " he answers
Me a Chris go to the lounge area and sit
Shoot is at 8:30am
Current time 8:20am
"I'm gonna start getting ready" I stand up
He nods and watches me walk away
I sit in my usual chair to get my hair and makeup done and they start getting it done right away
Five minutes later they shoo me off to Mt dressing room
I put on a dress that has a corset on the outside then walk out to my shoot
My manager shows me what to do and I do exactly that.
5pm
"Last outfit then your done for the week babes" my manager says and sends me into the dressing room
(Manager is gay so yall friends)
I put on a sundress and my hair is done in a blowout
I walk out of the dressing room and stumble a little causing Chris to stand
I quick look at him then back towards my shoot
"I'm ok" I say and go back to my backdrop
I do my last few poses and finally. I'm done
I change back to my hoodie and shorts and have my stylist take my makeup off
"Thanks" I say and me and Chris walk out
I trip a little and Chris's arms go around under my arms
"Hey what's wrong" he helps me get to the car
"Just tired I'm ok" I say swallowing my saliva
He opens my door and lifts me in
I duck my head and pull the door shut
He goes around the car and hops in the driver's seat
"B what's wrong" he puts the back of his hand to my forehead
"Chris I'm fine stop" I say getting crabby
"Your not ok and we both know it" he says
I look out my window and stay silent
He sighs and starts driving back to my place
I finally fall asleep the rest of the drive
Chris pov
I park in yn's driveway and notice she's asleep
I get out of the car and walk over to her side
I open her door and lift her up bridal style and use my leg to shut her door
I carry her up to her room and lay her in her bed
I grab one of her other pillows and lift her head to lay it on the pillow
I pull her comforter over her and climb into bed with her.
I lay with her for an hour to make sure she stays asleep then I go to bed