I’m going into that freaking house… Again…
I need to see Harlan because he’s the only one who can make me feel peaceful. 3 months ago, I cut all contact with the family because I isolated myself after I heard Ransom cheated on me and I didn’t know who to trust, plus that family is toxic. Everytime I came here, there were always arguments about Ransom, because for them, Ransom is the black sheep of the family, he’s someone who is spoiled by his parents.
There was only Ransom and Harlan who I trust in this horrible family. Harlan is a kind old man who’s always here for me when I feel bad. He’s kinda my therapist. I told him all about my childhood trauma and he was shocked that I’ve been through all of this.
He’s like my grandfather and I respect him a lot, like Ransom, but with him it’s different…
I knock at the front door and wait on the porch. I take a deep breath before I hear the door opening and turn around.
“Oh my god y/n !” Meg comes to hug me, Marta and Fran coming behind her. I hug them and pull away. “We missed you so much…” She says with a big smile.
I give them a weak smile and we enter the house that I call a mansion. A mansion because one day, I lost myself because there’s too many rooms
“How do you feel?” Fran asks me when Marta rubs my arm up and down.
“Honestly, I don’t know…” I sigh and look down. “I just wanna see Harlan and talk with him…”
“Of course. We understand…” Marta says with a weak smile.
“I’ll bring you your favorite to Harlan’s office…” Fran says with a big smile and I chuckle lightly.
“Thank you Fran…” Marta leads me to Harlan’s office. She knocks three times on the door, opens it, and lets me in.
“Ah, my dear y/n ! What a great surprise to see you !” Harlan stands up from his chair and comes hugging me.
“I wanted to come here, I feel quite alone at my little cottage…” I say and chuckle. “And I missed you…” I confessed to him.
“Ahh, I missed my chess player… But now, you’re here and we’re gonna play ! And that’s not a request !” He says and I laugh.
“Okay, but only one game.”
Like always, Harlan picks black and I take white. I really don’t know why he’s always giving me the white ones… Maybe for him, it’s a way to show how kind I am to him… I will never know…
“So what’s going on in that pretty mind of yours?” He says when he starts to put his pawn.
“I’m just feeling alone since Ransom cheated on me…” I say when it’s my turn to put my pawn.
“Did he call you?”
“He tried, but I blocked his number…” I say when we continue to play, he starts to lose his pawns.
“And you didn’t want to know his explanation?” He says when he takes my pawn.
“I’m so heartbroken Harlan, he hurt me and I needed a break from him and the family…” I sigh and continue to play. He lost his rook.
“I see… He came here after what happened, and explained that he was drugged by his friend… He showed me the evidence with the blood test.”
He says when he takes my knight.
We’re so close to the end of the game when we heard a car coming. And I recognize the sound, it’s Ransom’s beamer. I look at the window as he goes out of his car, the dogs jumping on him. I turn my head to Harlan.
“You called him?” I say, a little frustrated.
“I didn’t, probably Meg or Marta…”
I sigh and stand up. “I don’t wanna see him Harlan…”
“I know you don’t but you should talk with him.”
“I’m not ready…”
I say when I take my coat and start to go until the door opens. He was here, in front of me. The one I always loved and broke my heart. Ransom.
“y/n…” He says with a shaky voice. He wanted to kiss me but I dodge his kiss and turn to Harlan.
“It was nice to play with you Harlan…” I say with tears in my eyes. I brush past him and run to my car. I can hear him calling my name but I refuse to turn around. I kept walking to my car until I opened the door but it was quickly closed by Ransom’s hand.
“y/n, please don’t walk away again…”
“Leave me alone Ransom…” I try to open the door of my car but his hand is forcing on it.
“y/n, I swear I didn’t cheat on you ! Alex put something on my drink and I woke up with strippers. I would never do that to you ! Trust me !” He says with tears in his eyes.
“Let me go Ransom !” I start to yell because I don’t wanna talk with him.
“y/n, please…”
“LET ME GO !” I shout.
In a few seconds, he wraps his arms around me. I struggle with him to let me go, I punch him on his abs several times but he’s resisting. He still has his arms around me and tries to calm me.
“y/n, stop… stop…” He says when I keep punching him.
“I hate you! I hate you!” I keep repeating when I punch him again and again. He’s too strong for me, I sob in his arms and stop punching him. I fell on the ground, Ransom’s arms still around me.
“Shhh…” He keeps repeating. He strokes my hair, and kisses the top of my head. I grip his coat and keep crying. “I’m sorry y/n, I’m sorry…” He says when I hear him crying.
After a few seconds, I finally knew he wasn’t lying. He was telling the truth. I wrap my arms around him and put my head on his chest.
I could feel him relaxed and I closed my eyes for a few minutes until we heard the thunder. We look at the sky and he looks at me. He cups my cheeks with his hands and kisses me. The rain starts to fall on us but we don’t care. I missed that moment with Ransom, his kisses, his hugs, his love for me. I missed all of that.
“Y/N! RANSOM! COME BACK HOME OR YOU’RE GONNA BE SICK !!” Harlan is yelling through his window. We break the kiss and laugh together. He takes my hand and we run to the house. We enter the house and Ransom closes the door.
“Oh my god, you’re wet! Come on, go in front of the fireplace, I’ll bring you some towels and something to drink to avoid a cold.”
Fran takes our coats and me and Ransom are heading to the living room. He takes the blanket from the couch, I take the pillows and we put them on the floor, in front of the fireplace. Ransom sits and taps his thighs, I lie down and put my head on his thighs. He strokes my hair and pecks my lips.
“Ransom…” I whisper.
“Yes babe?”
“Do you think we can stay together? I mean I left you before you explained about what happened… I’m a horrible girlfriend…” I look at my feet.
“You’re not a horrible girlfriend, you were just angry because of me, I know I should’ve come to your apartment but I didn’t know if you would see me… You’re an amazing girlfriend, when we are together we’re always doing good things and you’re such a kind person. You’re my sunshine y/n” I look at him with tears in my eyes. I sit up, cup his cheek with my hand and caress his cheek.
“I love you y/n, and I will always love you…” He whispers, leans on me and kisses me passionately. I wrap my arms around his neck. I escape a moan from my mouth which makes him groan.
“I need you Ransom…” I whisper. He picks me up, we’re heading upstairs to his old bedroom. He closes the door with his foot. puts me slowly on his bed. He kisses me and starts to kiss my neck, leaving a mark to make sure I belong to him. I grip his hair and moan slightly. I hear him groan and start to unbuckle his belt. He takes off his pants and I could feel his bulge on my wet panties.
“God, you’re so wet for me…” He whispers in my ear. He kisses the back of my neck, and starts to take off my pants and my panties. He takes off his boxer and I take off his sweater and my t-shirt.
I can feel his dick on my lower stomach, he strokes the tip of his dick between my folds and I close my eyes and moan.
“I want you inside of me Ransom…” I say in a shaky voice.
“If I hurt you, tell me…”
“I promise”
When he looks at me to have a confirmation. I nod and he goes inside me. God I forgot that slight pain but quickly, it turns into pleasure. He lets me a few seconds to make me feel comfortable before he thrusts slowly. I put my legs around his legs. His movements are slow and gentle. I missed that a lot.
I close my eyes and moan.
“God, you’re so pretty when you moan, kitten…”
He starts to thrust harder and I scratch his back, leaving marks. I moan louder and I start to clench around him.
“Ransom, I’m gonna…” I say with a moan.
“Come for me kitten…” He whispers in my ears.
I grab his back and put my forehead on his shoulder. He thrusts harder and slams into me before I moan loudly, clench around him, I could feel him filling me up and moaning together. He leans on me and puts his head on my shoulder. We both come down from our orgasm and adrenaline. I stroke his hair when we catch our breath, I can hear his heartbeat coming back to normal. He pulls out of me and lies on his back. I put the sheets on me, put my head on his chest and my hand on his stomach.
“You okay?” He asks me when he strokes my hair.
“Yeah, I’m feeling good with you… I missed that a lot…” I mumble. He chuckles and kisses the top of my head.
“I love you y/n…”
“I love you too Ransom…” I lean on my elbows, kiss him and lay again on his chest. I stroke his chest with my fingers.
“I wanna have a mini you…” I confess in a whisper.
“Really ?” He says with excitement. I nod but don’t look at him because I feel ashamed. He strokes my back.
“Hey look at me sweetheart…” I look at him and he kisses me. “I want a baby with you too…” He smiles and he kisses me passionately. “A mini you would be much cuter than a mini me…” He says and we both chuckle.
“Because of your character?” I chuckle and go on top of him. He raises his eyebrows and laughs.
“You’re in trouble Mrs.Drysdale…” He said as I laughed.
“Mrs.Drysdale, huh?” I say when I pat his chest. “I like it” I say with a little yawn.
“Alright Mrs. Drysdale. Time to sleep” He says when I put my head on his chest and intertwine my hand in his.
“Goodnight Ranny…” I said before I dozed off.
“Goodnight my love…” He chuckles, puts a kiss on the top of my head and falls asleep.