Felix POV:
I woke up at 8:00 am felling good, although I didn't sleep much during the night I still benefit off of with what I get.
I have 2 hours till I get to work, so in the mean time I'll figure out my schedule. I found my phone and looked to see if my boss uploaded a new work assignment. This time I can't be lacking.
I seen nothing, I just thought we're gonna have a easy day. I continue on my phone looking at my last web cam stream. Still wondering about the /man/.
I click on his account but see nothing but a new profile screen. I felt very disappointed but eager to know more.
I shut my phone off and took a long steamy shower. I could feel my muscles loosing up form yesterday night.
I'm getting out the shower after 30 mins and I see the mirror staring at me. I feel so ashamed and want to change so bad as I lift up the invisible meat that's supposed to be there.
Why can't I be like anyone else, but no I have to look like this. A fucking fatass. I should just do it, it's for the better. As I look at myself.
I exit the bathroom trying to shake off the bad feeling. So I get start to get ready I have 1 hour till I leave and have a 30 min walk.
I try to look my best everyday even tho I have nothing to present, so I put on a tighter suit that hugs my curves. And tie my hair back in a bun trying to look presentable.
I put on so makeup to cover my freckles because it makes me look even more hideous. And leave out of my room with 30 mins left.
I decide to skip breakfast because I'm already gaining more then losing so I just stop.
I head out the door locking it and walking till I get to the company.
As I enter I'm greeted by the receptionist and I just bow back as I head towards my office .
I sit in the chair, I have nothing to and start to nod off.
Felix...
Felix...
FELIX....
I jolt awake looking at who called me, it's Jisung he is always trying to socialize with me but I don't wanna.
I don't wanna socialize with these people there just acquaintances.
"Um yes"
" You were sleeping on the work hours Felix. Are you ok"
I try to respond back
But suddenly feel light headed.
I stop looking at him realizing my vision is weakening.
I then stand up and try to go, but as I'm pushing Jisung to move I walk and suddenly fell to the ground.
/Thud.../
as the noises around me drowns out and everything went black.
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.....yes sorry for taking long on the update been busy with other things!!!🎀🎀
But I hope you had a good week🎀.
Hope y'all liked the new chapter. Yes. Bye till next time!😈