“Im sorry.”
“What?”
“I said I'm sorry.”
Suddenly, Scara slammed the door shut Infront of him, making Kazuha's eyes gape. As a response, Kazuha bang on the door. “Scara! Open the door, I'm sorry!” He yelled out loudly, trying to get the door to open but it wouldn't budge.
Gosh, Scara this is going to be hard.
Kazuha immediately banged on the door over and over again, spouting multiple apologies— He just wanted to talk and apologize to scara, to just end their misunderstandings.
“Please, Scara! I'm sorry if I hurted you— Just let me talk to you!” Kazuha begged from outside the door, it was silent for a few seconds as he thought he failed but suddenly he heard the door unlock and there it was— a still crying scara.
“Be fast.” He spits out, but Kazuha could see how saddened those eyes were. Oh god, it made him feel even more guilty.
Kazuha coughed as he leads Scara inside as he sits on the couch as Scara followed.
“Scara, please..I'm sorry. I'll try to make it up to you—” Kazuha pleaded, his voice was soft unlike earlier today. “Just..let me explain my point of view, okay?” He said softly, his hands touching Scara's cheeks which Scara immediately responds to by hitting his hand.
“Dont touch me.”
Ouch.
He was used to Scara's Tsundere-like behavior but this was different.
“Okay..okay, I'm sorry.” Kazuha takes a deep breath before continuing, “I..I wasn't used to you being close to anyone besides our friendgroup, I'm sorry. I misunderstood everything..” He apologizes yet again but Scara just glared at him, not reacting.
Ah god...
“And..a-and I treated you unfairly, I really should've communicated wih you..and i—”
“Do you know how hurt i was?”
“What?”
Kazuha's confusion just made Scara scoff even more;
If he's here to apologize he should've at least knew how hurt Scara was!
“Get out.” Scara responds with a harsh tone, making Kazuha's eyes widened.
What? No—
Fuck no.
“No.”
“I said get out.”
“No.”
“If you don't get out, i will.” Scara stood up, as he walked over towards the door which Kazuha immediately stood up and grabbed his wrist.
“You are not leaving, Scara! Let me talk.” Kazuha said, he was already furious and mad.
Scara refused to look at him and instead looked at the wooden door. “You never understood me, our relationship will never work eitherway, lets just break up.” Scara scoffs, meanwhile — Kazuha felt sometjing inside of him snapped yet again.
“Scara, your fucking joking. I'm not letting you go!” Kazuha yelled while Scara just lets out a laugh.
“We're breaking up, I'm not fit for you, right?” Scara finally had the bravery to look at Kazuha in the eye, his eyes were piercing Kazuha's crimson ones.
“No! Scara, we're made for eachother— There's no goddamn way I'm letting you get out of my grasp!”
Scara lets out a a laugh in response.
“Im sick of you. Why should I stay with you?”
Kazuha's grip became tighter on Scara's wrist; He felt anger, sadness and disappointment. Maybe even betrayed.
“Scara...What did I do wrong?”
“Everything.” He responds coldly, making Kazuha's eyes water slightly.
He felt betrayed, it hurts. Was he really that bad of a boyfriend for Scara?
Kazuha released his grip on Scara, he then immediately hugged Scara, his face on Scara's shoulder.
“Tell me, everything..please.” Kazuha whimpers softly, all he felt was sadness and regret for the things he had done. He wishes to go back in time and never been the asshole he was— He was deemed as a saint by others but he's not even a good boyfriend.
He hated it, he hated how he hurted Scara. He regretted every mistake he did, his heart was aching with both regret and sadness— He just wanted Scara by his side, was that so wrong?
“You never understood nor trust me.” Scara was uncomfortable with the way Kazuha was hugging him— His old self might have loved it but now, all he felt was disgust.
The way Kazuha has acted— it couldn't be easy forgiven. Even though Scara wants to, he couldn't. It was too painful to remember, he felt like he was treated unfairly. That's...just how their relationship worked, they were like Cats and dogs;
Kazuha was the bright and popular dog whom everyone loved, meanwhile Scara was just the black cat that was just...There.
All he felt throughout the relationship was Insecurities; He didn't feel good enough.
He tried to talk to kazuha about how he felt uncomfortable about Kazuha hanging with his friends but it felt all too selfish— He just kept it to himself.
Ah, right..They lacked Communication.
Never once was there a time where they both apologized properly; All they did was have make-up sex.
Scara didn't mind, but it became too much after a while.
Kazuha got drunk one night and just let his Girl-friends touch him— Imagine how Scara felt.
He was at their door, alone. Waiting for Kazuha to go home, he never liked to party and all he could do is just wait for him to come back.
Even when he was invited to be with Kazuha, all the people saw was just a Kazuha's temperory partner— Nothing else. Or rather, they all judged him for dating the nice guy while he himself was the troublemaker. He has long left his past attitudes, he became a slightly better person and why couldn't they just see it? All they saw was his past mistakes. Never his best efforts to change.
He...also felt unloved— Kazuha says “I love you a lot” and they had sex often but Scara craved more, not just sex and I love yous. Kazuha never got jealous, and it made him feel like he was unwanted or cared.
He tried...a lot.
He went to the extremes just to get Kazuha jealous but...He never budge.
It hurted his pride, he felt unloved, ugly, everything.
Unwanted.
Not cared for.
All those things, he have felt but never brave enough to reveal his emotions.
He bottled up those feelings and emotions until the bottle finally shattered; All his anger and disappointment were released.
He was angry— Angry at Kazuha for being such an asshole.
But now, when Kazuha was apologizing Infront of him, hugging him— All he could do is just stare, not scream, not yell, not get angry.
He...still loved Kazuha. He wanted to be by his side no matter the amount of people who talked about them, he was okay with their comments..as long Kazuha reassured him he was loved.
But, Kazuha never did.
“Im tired of you not loving me.” Scara suddenly says, which Kazuha looked up at him in surprise.
“Thats not true..” He denies, his voice was barely above a whisper though. Kauzha's eyes were glassy.
Scara didn't know what to feel— Hurt? Guilty? All these emotions which Scara couldn't even comprehend, scara felt.
He knew he was wrong, all this started because Scara has never been honest to him.
It was too late to go back, there's no way Kazuha would accept him now.
“Just let us go our both ways kazuha..”
“I don't want to, I only want you.” Kazuha whimpers, his tears finally falling down as he hugged Scara's waist tighter, his tears wetting Scara's front chest.
“I just want you, only you. No one else..matters. Please..” He whimpers yet again, his voice cracking.
The sight Infront of Scara made Scara's heart ache, he now felt regret for his actions and words.
“Let me treat you better....give me another chance..I'll be better, for you..” Kazuha's tone sounds so sincere and genuine. “I promise..just, just don't leave me.” He continues.
“How can I trust you? You didn't even trust me.”
“...I..Please, Scara, let me have another chance..just this once. Let em redeem myself for you, I only love you...no one else.”
“And why should I?” Kazuha's eyes often at that, he leans into Scara's face as he kissed Scaras softly; Scara's lips was soft, the kiss was sweet, not too rough or anything — it just felt so sweet.
Kazuha pulled back as he caressed Scara's cheek, his eyes were now looking oh so softly at Scara's widened ones.
Kazuha's eyes looked at Scara like it would be the last time he would ever meet Scara.
Scara felt his heart beating loudly, his cheeks were flushed from the sudden kiss.
W-wait..N-no! This was supposed to be the time he's going to break up with Kazuha..S-so why..?
“Just this once, forgive me..I'll be the best you ever have, Scara. I'll love you like no other..I promise you.” His breath could be felt by scara, there were no distance between them. “I was an asshole..I wasn't a good boyfriend, I hurted you..I..I did all those things..” Kazuha breathed loudly
“And I'm sorry. For everything.”
Scara blushed even further as his lips trembled— He didn't know what to do.
...can he bring hismelf to forgive Kazuha? All the things he did...
He..he doesn't know..
Scara's body trembled slightly as Kazuha hugged him tighter as he breathed into Scara's scent.
I..
“Im sorry..Kazuha..” Scara tears up, his eyes were glassy as he hugged Kazuha back.
Fuck, he wasn't losing Kazuha anymore.
“Please..I'm sorry..I should've explained everything but I..I just felt you treated me unfairly” Scara started hiccuping slightly, his voice was unsteady. “I was selfish..Im sorry..please forgive me”
“I forgive you, love..” Kazuha's voice was back to being his old one, so soft and sweet— It made Scara melt.
He saw how Scara continued crying as he held Scara's head preciously— Afraid to hurt him as he put Scara's face on Kazuha's chest.
“Let us start over again..Promise to talk to me when you feel hurt okay?” He says which Scara nodded in response. “O-okay..”
They both smiled as they both closed their eyes and spent their time hugging and taking a break from all the things that has happened.
They're back again, after all those misunderstandings, those fights...they finally could communicate and fix things out.
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“Anhh~! K-kazuha...! N-noo...p-please..he'll hear nghh—!”
Right now, Kazuha was balls deep inside of Scara, they were fucking in the Campus' Bathroom.
If they were heard, both of their reputations would be in ruins but Kazuha couldn't help but thrust into Scara's tight rim.
“nn-nyahh~! k-kazuha...n-noo...!” Scara moans loudly, not even trying to hide his slutty moans. His tears and precum was dripping, making the stall so wet.
It felt too good— The way Kazuha was fucking his cock onto his wet hole made his eyes roll back from such pleasure as he couldn't help but let out the sluttiest whines as Kazuha fucks him deeply, hitting his prostates multiple times— Making Scara cum for nth time.
Kazuha cups Scara's tear stained cheeks as he kisses Scara roughly, all Scara could do was moan and accept it. Though, Kazuha couldn't stop fucking into Scara's prostate, making Scara cum yet again, the floor was wet mixed with their bodily fluids. The wet squelching was ringing inside Scara's ears, he couldn't keep his noises down as he was moaning so loudly.
“Ny-nya-anhh—! Nghh~ shoo...g-gooood...~!” Scara cries out as even more tears escaped his eyes.
And finally, with the final thrust, Kazuha came inside of Scara and pulls out, making Scara's red puffy hole leaking with his cum as Scara couldn't help but moan when Kazuha pulls out— He felt so full of cum as he couldn't help but him in delight at the feeling.
Kazuha went over and kissed Scara's cheek “You did good, my love..”
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As they both walked out of the bathroom, Scara's friend was waiting for him.
“Ah, what took you so long?” He said with a curious look while he noticed both of their messy clothes in more curiousity.
Scara just blushed furiously as he coughed “I..we—”
“Its none of your business, let's go now.” Kazuha cuts Scara off as he looked at the man with an unfazed look which the man just nodded.
Scara was the one who walked Infront of them while they both walked behind him. Suddenly, Kazuha leans into the man and whispers.
“I know your intentions, he's mine.”
He leans back as he smiled politely at the man, he then walked towards Scara and embraced scara while looking back at the man with a smuggish smirk.
The man seemed to finally understand what they both were doing as he blushed furiously at the thought.