omniscient
katana was driving around in jah's black g wagon, it was late and she needed to clear her head so she went for a drive
she honestly had no idea where she was going or even where she was, all she knew is that she felt better. she was feeling overwhelmed by how fast everything in her life had been moving the past few months and just needed to calm herself
she drove until she saw a familiar spot, makeout hill. she drove off and parked near it before walking over to it and sitting down on the grass. she put her headphones on as she hit shuffle on her playlist and curious by pnd blasted through them
she looked up at the stars and pointed out the patterns in them to herself as she felt her edible kick in and she just laid back on the grass as she let the high overtake her. she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, as she started to feel calm
her tranquility was swiftly interrupted by siri blaring in her headphones saying she had a facetime call, she groaned as she opened her eyes and picked up her phone to see it was a incoming call from jah
she answered it and held it up above her face as she watched his blue locs appear onto her screen, she titled her head and stared at him "hello?" she asked quietly and she saw him look down at the phone
"kat, ma where you at? it's late as shit and i'm just tryna make sure you good. also when you coming back?" he asked and she shrugged "i'm good, and i'll prolly be back around like 2" she replied as she looked at the time on her phone that read 1:21 am
jah sighed "baby did i do sum? i mean you seemed fine earlier but-" he started but she shook her head "no of course not, i just needed to clear my head and relax for a bit so i went on a drive. i promise we're good, i meant when i said i'd try my best to communicate how i was feeling. so if there was a problem i woulda told you already" she reassured him and he nodded as he felt relieved knowing they were still good
"okay coo, well just come home soon. it's late as fuck and niggas be weird so just be careful" he reminded her and she nodded "i will be, love youuuu" she dragged out and he laughed "i love you too" he replied before the two hung up
she put her phone back down as her song resumed and she continued to look up at the stars just as the song she was listening to changed, it was now star shopping by lil peep
she smiled to herself, she loved this song even if it made her cry sometimes. she sung out the song quietly as she tried to make shapes out of the stars, almost like she was playing a astronomical connect the dots game
she put the song on repeat as she let herself get lost in it and get lost in the moment she had created for herself for the next 20 minutes before she sat up and took her headphones off, she paused the music as she got up and walked back to the car
she got back in and started it before putting on streets by doja cat and putting jah's address in waze and she began driving there
she felt content, she had forgotten how calming late nights were to her. she hadn't drove around like this in years, mainly because she was always to mentally and physically drained to get out of her bed to even get to her car
but recently, she's felt better in the past month than she's felt in almost her whole life. jah was honoring every promise to her he's ever made, and in turn she was doing the same. she was genuinely working on herself, she wasn't lying to him or hiding how she was doing anymore, nor was she locking herself in rooms instead of just going to one of the people who care for her and asking for help
she was actually trying to fix herself and her life, and so far she had been succeeding at it and she had no plans on reverting back to her old ways, which made her feel proud of herself for actually sticking to what she said she would do
she soon pulled up in front of jah's estate and parked his car in the driveway before grabbing her phone and headphones as she got out, she walked to the front door and unlocked it with the keypad before walking in and closing the door behind her as she locked it
she walked down the hall to their room and opened the door, as she walked in. she closed it behind her softly so she didn't wake jah, before she tossed her phone onto their bed and stripped from her clothes. she went into the bathroom and quickly brushed her teeth and did her skincare before putting her bonnet on and walking back into their room
she plugged her phone up and placed it on her nightstand as she slipped into the bed next to him, which woke him up as he felt the bed dip
he rolled over so now he was facing her back as he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her against him. she looked over her shoulder and he pecked her lips before he fell back asleep, she snuggled into him before she dozed off too
tana always got up later than jah, so normally when she woke up he wasn't beside her. she was used to it, so when she woke up and saw jah still in bed next to her she was kind of shocked
she shrugged to herself as she carefully removed his arm from his waist and got out so she could go to the bathroom. while she did that jah ended up waking up confused on why she wasn't next to him but his confusion was cut short when she walked back out of the bathroom
she walked back over to the bed and sat on it as she reached over and grabbed her phone and opened it before opening instragram which made jah roll his eyes. he had noticed that kat always checked her socials pretty much first thing in the morning which he thought was a bad habit
"baby it's too early for you to already be on instagram" he grumbled out and she shrugged "you start your day your way, and i start mine my way" she replied not looking up from her phone until it was taken out of her hand by jah
she sucked her teeth "hey! i was using that!" she called out and he shrugged as he placed it on his nightstand on top of his own phone "and now you're not, now cmere" he replied as she rolled her eyes as jah moved to lay in between her legs
"can i please get my phone back?" she pleaded and he shook his head which make her groan and he laughed "you addicted to that phone vruh" he joked and she nodded "yea and so is 99.9% of the population, so i'm not the odd one out here. that's all you" she retorted which made him snort
"doesn't mean it's still not a bad habit but i'm not doing this with you right now, it's too early to even think about arguing. let's just enjoy each other's company a little longer before we start with the bullshit?" he suggested and she shrugged "okay i guess" she replied before he kissed her lower stomach
kat reached down and played with his locs, which felt good to him. her long acrylics scratched his scalp a certain way which soothed him
only thing he hated about them was the loud ass clacking sound they made that she would always purposely amplify knowing it bothered him so she could annoy him into giving in so she'd stop and she would get her way
"i need my nails redone" she mumbled to herself and he looked at her other hand that was on the dangly part of her belly ring. "how much you need to get em done?" he asked and she tilted her head trying to remember how much the tech she found down there charges
"prolly like $150 for both nails and toes" she replied and he nodded "ight, lemme know when you finna go and i'll send you the money for it" he told her and she smiled "aww thank you papa" she said sweetly and he laughed "you welcome princess" he responded before the two just laid together in a comfortable silence
things between them had been going good ever since she moved out there which proved he was right all along, them being in each other's presence and learning about each other made them understand one another and made the communication barrier between them much smaller than it was when they were long distance
(a/n: hey upper east siders.... so karma's now at 40 chapters and imma let y'all know it's only gon be 5 more after this one before the books done. i'm not discontinuing it, i'm just finishing it because it's already longer than i planned on it ever being. it honestly originally only supposed to be 25 chapters so y'all getting/got a extra 20 because i wasn't paying attention. anyway's hope y'all won't be too mad at me about this, especially cus imma have a new story coming soon for y'all. that one won't be about x though, it's about my man my man my man mr stokeley clevon gouldbourne 😩. anyways that's all for now until the next chapter, you know you love me, xoxo - gossip girl 💋 )