March 29th, 2022
2:46 p.m.
Chanel P.O.V
Being in my home town makes me feel comfort I don't know! Hard to explain but I love it here crazy enough.
Right now Mira and I are watching Hulu and eating some fruit, I be at so much peace when it's just me and her.
"You talked to yo friends lately?" She asked
"Yeah, everybody been okay. Supposed to be doing something when we get back home." I say
"Cool. So, Paris in April?" She asks
"Paris in April" I said kissing her
She grabbed me on top of her and started rubbing my back slowly, she knew that drove me crazy
She kissed my neck and started leaving little marks while rubbing me up and down
I haven't even told my momma and daddy me and her together, now she tryna fuck me in the house
"Baby" I said but it kinda came out as a moan
"Hmmmm" she said putting her hand under my bra
"We can't" I said running my hands through her hair
"And why not, they not even here" she said slowly reaching down and pulling my shorts off
Which was true, mommy and daddy were at work. They both work at the bank and didn't get off til 5
"But" I tried to say
"Ain tryna hear det" she whispered in my ear
I jumped up and locked my door , lord I get so excited every time we fuck
"Comon mama" she said pulling her pants down
I walked over to her and stood in between her legs, just looking in her face
I have the most beautiful girlfriend fuck, let me show out
She grabbed me and I pushed her hands away, crashing my lips into hers and taking over
I get on my knees and wrapped my hair up inna ponytail, she know what time it is
She stood up and dropped dem draws, chy I'm the luckiest girl ever
I grab all 9inches and start licking it up and down, from the tip to the balls
I then start going crazy, trying to stuff my throat with every inch of her
"Fuck holon" she said pulling my hair a little
I then started sucking on the tip, rubbing my thumb up and down her thigh, making circles
"You tryna make me nut quick and get ride of me" she say pushing me off a little
She got down and pushed me down into a arch, backshots was my fave
She teased me a bit before slowly going inside of me
I moaned at the pain, it felt so good, she felt so good
She started to ram my shit, like it wasn't no tomorrow man
"Why you fucking me like this" I cry out
"You gon break up with me again?" She asked going slower but stroking me deep
I couldn't even respond because she had hit my spot
"I can't hear you" she said going faster
"Mhmh" I moaned out almost falling
"Use your words mama" she said grabbing my neck and pulling me up
Girl den bent me in a position ain even know I could get in
"No I promise" I said
She kept going and kept kissin on my neck, this shit was driving me crazy
"I can't" I said coming close
"Hold it for me baby" she said pulling out
I just held my position, tired as hell
"Come ride this dick" she said getting in the edge of the bed
I got on the bed and started riding that girl like I was getting paid for it
"I love you " she said holding me close to her while I moved my hips
"I-I love you more Mira" I said twitching
She saw I was close and started rubbing my clit and looking me in my eyes
"Fuck Miracle" I said cumming so hard my whole body started jerking and I felt like I was finna pass out
"Shit" she said cumming in me and slouching over
"You must be cheating on me?! You just fucked me too good" I say kissing her
"Just missed my pussy" she said laughing
"Mira can we stay together forever " I say laying on her chest
"I thought those were the plans already" she said rubbing my side
"Let's leave everything and everyone in the past and focus on us. Forreal this time, I wanna do it right" I said
"This time we gon do it right. I want you to start back wearing yo ring I got you" she said referring to the promise ring I had got
"Good thing it's in my jewelry bag" I said laughing
"Okay shower?" She asked, I nodded
She got up and walked to the bathroom
"Pooh" I yell , she know I can't move
"Shit, here I come" she yelled back starting the water
She came back & picked me up, we got in the hot shower & just starred at each other
"Your my angel. Purely heaven sent" I said rubbing her hands
"Stop before I cry" she said
"I'm serious, you saved me & changed me in ways I couldn't possibly have seen coming," I said
"My soulmate. Never leave again" She said
"Never" I say kissing her
We showered and got out, lotioned up & went to sleep. After noon nap's were important and necessary for us.
Sometimes I wonder if ts is too good to be true but I don't like to assume bad about anything
After thinking for so long I fell asleep under the covers and knocked out
5:00 p.m.
"Chanel wake tf up" I hear Chloe say as she shakes me
"Whatttt?" I ask turning around
"Remember? Cooking hoe , I been waiting" she says
"Mane girl here I come" I say closing my eyes again
"Comon nie you know I'm starving" she said walking out
"Wake up mama" I kiss Mira cheek and shake her lightly
"It's time to get up? Already?" She says
"I have to cook, remember tonight's the night" I say
Tonight's the night I tell mommy and daddy that Mira and I are more than friends. My mom is suspicious of us but she just chooses to mind her business. Daddy has no clue.. but for a definite reason. The man is about the most homophobic person I know y'all. He literally told my uncle to whoop the gay outta my older cousin while whooping her his damn self. Talking about he can't believe his niece would prefer to go to hell then love a man. Honestly maybe he's changed in the past 3 years but I'm not afraid. Nor do I care. This is my life and he needs get with the program.
"Okay ima come down in like 10 minutes" she say
"Get up now! You know you'll go back to sleep fast" I say shaking her
"Alright woman I'm up damn" she said sitting up, rubbing the crust out her eyes
"Thankyou, I'm finna go start cooking. If you not down in 5 I'm going to kill you" I said getting up and walking out the door
Miracle P.O.V
This girl drives me fucking crazy but I wouldn't have it any other way
I reach for my phone and have 3 messages from Lauren... A girl I used to fuck with during me and Chanel Break
Lauren: Miracle?
Lauren: Miracle this not the time to ignore me I'm scared...
Lauren: It's positive...
I'm so fucking lost for words, how tf did I get a fucking groupie pregnant man?
She not as bad as some groupie bitches but I never wanted no kids with nobody but Chanel.
That baby gotta go, simple
Miracle: Fuck... I got the 500$. Just make the appointment.
I get up and go downstairs to see my pretty baby cooking with her sister while her mom and dad are sitting at the table
"There goes the sleepy head" Her dad says
"Nunu then had me up all night watching tv! She the problem" I say sitting down laughing
"Girl you wanted to watch those stop playing " Chanel said
"I believe you because she do me and chlo the same way! Tryna make us be night owls like her" her mom said smiling
"Whatever mom" she said laughing
Lauren: You really don't gaf huh? You never asked if I wanted to keep my baby or what I wanted?
Miracle: Ain tryna mean no harm but I just can't have no baby with you. We not even together! I don't want no baby by no groupie tf
Lauren: I wasn't no fucking groupie when you was fucking me raw! I wasn't no groupie when you nutted in me! So don't even go that road with me bitch
Miracle: Yes tf you was! You was a groupie then and a groupie now tf
Miracle: You gon make the appointment or what girl?
Lauren: Miracle I've always wanted to be a mom. I wanna keep my kid.
"Miracle" I hear my name being called
"Yes, I'm sorry" I looked up at her mom
"Your fine hun. I was asking have you.. you know met anyone yet? I remember how boy crazy you and Chanel used to be!! Especially about Justin Bieber oddly enough" she said laughing
"It's Justin Drew Bieber to You Leslie!" Chanel says which made everyone bust out laughing
"Chanel got serious problems! But not not really. I'm just chilling and focusing on my last semesters at school" I said lying thru my teeth, wanting to say that their daughter was my literal wife
"You and Chanel are really meant to be friends because she said the same" Her dad said while Chloe laughed
"Food almost ready" Chanel said trying to end the conversation
"Excuse me, I'll be right back " I say running upstairs to the bathroom
Miracle: Bro what? Why would you choose to be a single mom ? No baby gone make me cuff you
Lauren: you've always been a selfish bitch! This ain't about you or you being in a relationship with me. Why we just can't do this and figure something out?
Miracle: Because my girl will kill me! Also because your not my girl to be having a baby with. I'm sure you'll find a nice young gentleman to have a baby with but ion want you with my seed
Lauren: Your girl? What fucking girl? You told me you wasn't even with that bitch
Miracle: Watch yo fucking mouth before I shoot you innit and shit changed the fuck. Ion owe you no explanation
Lauren: I'm keeping my baby! I'm done going back and forth with you, I want to keep the baby and I'm going to. End of discussion.
Miracle: Mane bitch you fucking tweakin. I'll make the appointment my damn self! Ain letting you have no baby of mines. bye fuck.
I just sat on Chanel's bed stressing. Scared as hell, let me text nessa man fuck.
Miracle: I den fucked up so bad
Ness: mane fuck you do nie
Miracle: remember Lauren? Brown skin, fatass, with the glasses?
Ness: of course, that's a bitch that's hard to forget
Miracle: Well get you a shirt that say unctee because the bitch tammat she got a baby otw
Ness: WHO? SHE GOT A WHO?
Miracle: she won't get rid of it bro, I'm tryin everything! Can't even manipulate the hoe. I'm sitting onna bed stressing
Ness: Bru just go enjoy you and nu time rn, let's think abt ts later shit. Also... you need to tell nu ASAP.
Miracle: Alright fuckboy
I go downstairs to the smell of some good ass fish, boy my baby know how to cook
"Miracle come get yo food girl" Chloe says walking upstairs with her food
"Here I come big head" I said
Mr and Mrs. Mills sat at the table , talking amongst themselves
"Mommy, I need to tell you and Daddy something" she said as we sat down
I sat down and side eyes her ass
Like right here... right now though? We can't eat and have a few laughs first?
"Yes sweetheart, what is it?" Her dad said
"So for a long time I've been keep something from you. Mainly my love life because one I try to be private and for two I feel like I can't be honest with you guys sometimes. Y'all be very judgmental. But now I feel like I need to tell you the truth because of how serious things are getting. I'm , well yeah like um... Im gay" she said eating her food really fast looking down after that speech
Her mom looked like she wasn't phased and already knew. Her dad on the other hand looked like he as finna have a heart attack and his eyes popped out his head.
"You what girl? You just confused! Don't tell nobody else that. No d - " her dad was saying until her mom cut him off
"Don't talk to my daughter like that Richard. She is good and grown and knows how she feel." She said
"She said she is Gay! An abomination in my opinion. She too young to know what she looks Leslie. You want our kid to go to hell?" He asked
I could see the tears fall from her eyes and her face started getting red as she pulled her knees to her chest. I rubbed her back and tried to calm her.
"Richard if anyone is going to hell it's you! Your judging your daughter based on who and what she loves! You always talking about gay people going to hell and how they are sinners like judging isn't a sin? Your own daughter at that!" She said yelling
"Mommy it's okay please" Chanel said
"Well if you want a gay daughter then that's you! But she's none of mine. She can erase my last name off all her shit. She's none of my damn daughter anymore." He said
"GET THE FUCK OUT RICHARD" her mom yelled loud as her voice could go
"You putting me out instead of the faggot?" He said shocked
"Get the fuck out Richard. Before I do something I regret." She said getting up opening the door for him
He walked out with his keys and slammed the door
"Hey hey hey, mommy still loves you" she ran to Chanel, as tears came from both of their eyes
"Mommy how could he say those things?" Chanel asked breaking down
"Because he's a selfish man. A dumb ass man who doesn't realize that god will love you regardless. Our lord made you the exact way he wanted you to be with no mistakes. I'll forever love you pooh baby" she said using the name she used to call Chanel when she was little
"Well I guess it'll make perfect sense for me to inform you that Mira is my girlfriend. Not just my friend." She said
"Baby I feel the literal love and spark between yall. It's too intense not to. I'm sorry daddy doesn't understand but i support you guys 100%. Your my literal heart beat and anything that makes you happy makes me happy Chanel. Fuck yo daddy, remember Mommy loves and always got you. Now ima leave y'all alone and when you need me, just knock" she said kissin her head
"Comon" I said as I picked chanel up to carry her to her room
I put her in the bed and was about to go clean downstairs up before she said my name lowly
"Mira, I really need you. Please come back" she said, I could hear the shakiness in her voice
"Here I come " I said
She laid on my chest, tryin to calm herself down
I now understand that I can never leave or harm this girl. It was no turning back now.