Hiii guys dont worry zinda hun mai . Ha pata hai gayab ho gaie hun par kya karun yeh exams mera picha nahi chod rahe hai last 5 months se ek din ka break nahi mila.
Okay let me tell u what I m doing I was preparing for neet exam for the last two years and this year was my first drop but still I could only get 535 Mark's which are not enough to get any medical college . And also my parents won't allow for another drop .
Consecutively it's my second year of failing to achieve what I wanted and I now I have got the feeling like I m not made for it and bmfeeking like a burden . These thoughts and studies have litterly drained me badly and cherry on the top I lost my 5 years old pet recently I dont know sometimes I get blank and confused of what I m doing with my life.
But now I m thinking to change my path a little and try something else thus giving different exams for other courses and tomorrow is my last exam . Pray for me guys kam se kam yeh exam toh acha jay. Nahi toh aab asa lag raha hai ki syd hi mai apne parents ki koi expectation puri kar paongi.
All this thoughts and overthinking have overpowered my mind and I was not able to write anything but after tomorrow I dont have any exam and the only thing which distract me from the lows and overthinking is writing . So from monday I will try my best to write.
Bhoot lamba break ho gay hai pura plot aur form hil gya hai phir bhi I will try to write something . And I personally I want to thank my readers jin logo ne itna patient wait kar rahe hai and the sweet message I am not apply to reply all for that very sorry and thank u for the messages
Okay enough of my illogical rants kuch bhi likh rahi hun pata nahi bore ho rahe honge tum log if u want to ignore u guys can ignore this part it's just I want to put my thoughts out somewhere dimag mai bhoot bhar gya hai . Koi na bass kal ka exam acha jay pray karna yrr sab mere lia
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