- What do you think you're doing Jimin? - She asked me putting down the book she was reading sitting on the bed while waiting for me to leave. Today one of the alpha sons of the neighboring pack is having his 18th birthday, and as I am part of the family I need to be present at the party, along with my alpha and of course, as well as all the members of our pack who have turned 18 and still haven't found their mates.
I knew exactly what she was talking about when she asked me what I was doing as I finished applying some tinted lip balm. I'm wearing the black skinny pants that my little brother Jungkook gave me as a gift and to say that she hates when I wear them, at least in public, is a redundancy. Maybe, just maybe, the fact that I'm wearing a see-through white shirt with a V-neck that's showing a good chunk of my chest isn't helping much either, but who cares, right? Fine, she cares, and honestly this outfit isn't exactly my style, I really prefer something more comfortable and less tight, but I'm frustrated and irritated with her, and making her spend the night "uncomfortable" is my aim, a way of expressing my dissatisfaction I guess.
It's been a month since we've been together and since then she hasn't touched me once, what's the problem with me? Did she regret accepting me as her mate? It's completely normal for mates who just met to be like rabbits, so why do we look like a couple that's been together for at least 100 years?
- I'm putting on some more lip balm, I love how it leaves a nice color on my lips. I'm ready, shall we? - I asked turning towards the bedroom door but before I could touch the doorknob she grabbed my wrist making our bodies inches apart and I had to look up so I could look her in the eye.
Her being this close to me, with that damn delicious smell she has and the heat emanating from her body so close to mine wasn't letting me think very clearly, I wanted her to kiss me, with those perfect lips of hers that fit mine like they were custom made, and the way she dominates me by holding me in her arms... Just thinking about it makes my body react in embarrassing ways, but before she can say anything our beta knocked on the door, startling me and making us both pull away.
- We are late, alpha, luna, we need to leave as soon as possible. - Namjoon, our beta and my alpha's best friend spoke, sounding hurried. I was about to turn around to open the door when she grabbed my chin and brought her face close to mine.
- We'll have a little chat when we get back from the party. - She said and after opening the door for me, she signaled for me to go ahead.I could feel her gaze burning my body, and even though I knew she was pissed at me I couldn't help but smile at the thought that she wouldn't look at anyone else but me today, or at least that's what I hope.
After we greeted my uncles and congratulated my cousin, she started talking to another alpha who, by the looks of it, is trying to form an alliance with our pack. Not wanting to listen to all that boring conversation anymore I excused myself and ran towards my friend who as soon as he saw me he hugged me and kissed the top of my head like he always did since we were kids, we hadn't seen each other for almost a year and honestly I miss him everyday.
I was so engrossed in our conversation that I nearly had a heart attack when I felt her body pressed against mine. She gripped me tightly around the waist pulling me closer to her as she snarled at my best friend like she was a rabid dog. But before the situation got out of hand I intervened and introduced her to Jin, who had been gone for exactly a month and therefore didn't get the chance to meet my mate in person.
Jin and I weren't able to say goodbye before I changed packs and became Luna, and although we always texted each other, I missed spending our weekends together watching movies and gossiping together. Of course, her attitude didn't change a bit, even though she greeted him politely, she continued to hold me tight against her as Jin continued to tell me about his training to be the future beta. We talked a little longer until he had to atend to his father, the current beta of my old pack and after an awkward hug, since my alpha didn't let go of me , he was gone, leaving me alone with her.
Contrary to what I thought, she didn't say anything to me, and after guiding me towards the table where my family was, she left for a few seconds and came back with a plate full of food. "Eat" she said, leaving no room for me to refuse, and got up again, returning a few minutes later with a plate even fuller than mine.
It's not uncommon for our race to eat a lot, our metabolism works really fast and the transformation takes a lot of energy, but I've never seen anyone eat as much as she does, and the question that remains is: Where does all that food go?
It was after 01:00 AM when we finally went home. I was tired and sleepy, after having to smile and wave at strangers and avoid answering why I still didn't have her mark on my neck and her puppies in my belly, the only thing I could think of was having a drink, a nice bath and sleep, but as soon as the bedroom door was closed, my alpha had me against the door holding the back of my neck with one of her hands while pressing me against her with the other.
- Did you forget about our conversation Jimin?- She asked me, for the first time since we met using my name. Usually she calls me by pet names or just "mate", and I know I should be freaked out by the tone she spoke to me, but the effect was totally opposite. My body responded so fast that I didn't have time to feel embarrassed by how wet I got, literally making the fabric of my underwear feel uncomfortable against my skin and by the way her eyes were changing color, I'm sure she was aware of my current situation.
- I need to talk to my father, it's something that needs my immediate attention, but I'll be back as soon as possible so we can talk. Take a shower and relax, I won't be long - She said giving a long kiss on my forehead and leaving right after. It didn't take long for her to return, and as soon as she entered the room I came out of the bathroom in nothing but a robe.
After she sat down on the bed I sat on her lap. I felt her hole body tense and the posture she had before, looking more relaxed, completely changed as soon as I did it.
- So... what's the problem? - She asked me, moving me off her lap and making me sit on the bed.
- What? You said you wanted to have a "little talk" and now you're asking me what's the matter? Do you really want to know what the problem is? You, you are the problem, you took me out of my home, introduced me as the luna of your pack, but what kind of luna am I without a mark on my neck, and why did you take me from your lap?Every time I approach you pull away, you regret accepting me, is that it? - I asked, getting up from the bed extremely irritated with her self-control. She looked so calm, how dare she? I was about to explode and she was completely unaffected.
- Listen mochi is not like that...- She started talking, making me even angrier. Mochi? Now I'm "mochi" ? I'm not going to fall for that.
- You listen, don't "mochi me" right now, I'm serious here okay. You don't want me, is that it? Say it already! You actually like girls, is that the problem? Are you not attracted to me? Because if you aren't, before this gets worse I can pack my things and... - Before I could finish talking, she pulled me towards the bed and got on top of me in a movement so fast that it made me lose my breath and left me disoriented for a few seconds, and as soon as I understood what had happened, she was holding me tight by the neck, and just like before I couldn't help but get aroused. I'm sure she noticed how much I enjoy being dominated by her this way and from the position we were in, the scent of arousal and the bulge in my nether region was impossible to miss. But to my surprise, instead of pulling away like she always does, she moved even closer, pressing our bodies together making me feel how hard she was.
- Oh goddess. - I gasped feeling her lips on my shoulder, while she gave a few kisses closer to where I hoped would soon have her mark, while her hand that was on my neck squeezed a little harder making me moan. I wouldn't complain if she ripped this robe off and fucked me until I lost consciousness.
- You have no idea how I wanted to do this right now. - She answered me between snarls making me realize that I had vocalized my thoughts. Of course I had to embarrass myself right then and there, and when she pulled away from me I'm sure I blushed even more. When I finally worked up the courage to look at her again, she she was sitting, looking completely composed again, and if it weren't for the huge tent in her shorts I would have sworn that everything that happened seconds ago was just a dream.
- Can you listen to me now, mochi? - She asked me as I sat on the bed, trying to get comfortable and trying to avoid looking at the bulge in her shorts, not quite confident in my mouth that gave away my thoughts just minutes ago I just nodded, loving that even after all the bullshit I said she was still calling me by a pet name.
- As you can see for yourself, there's nothing I want more than to fuck you until you lose consciousness, make you round with my puppies, and all that jazz. But I didn't want to force anything on you, and I want our first time to be special, memorable. I know it's been almost a month since we've been together, and the moon goddess knows how hard it's been for me to keep my distance, but I was scared. - She spoke making me look directly into her eyes, I could feel all the sincerity of what she was saying, and all the feeling she carried in her eyes.
- Scared of what ?- I asked not understanding exactly why she is afraid.
- Of hurting you mate, and as much as we're meant for each other I've never done this before and I don't want it to be a bad experience for you, for us. We never talked about what you wanted or how you feel about it, I thought maybe you weren't ready yet.- She kept talking, looking a little embarrassed, and making me feel embarrassed for reacting the way I did. She just wanted to make sure I was ready and didn't want to force me into anything and I was being a jerk and unfair to her while she was being so sweet to me. Oh goddess I don't deserve an alpha as perfect as her, as if it wasn't enough she's hot as hell. She's as beautiful on the inside as she is on the outside.
- Two nights from now is the blue moon event, and I wanted to surprise you, since it's the day of the official ceremony where I'll take over as alpha and you as pack luna, I thought I'd take you to a special place, I even rented a house so we could have the weekend to ourselves. - She said making me feel even more stupid, besides acting like an asshole and yelling at her, I ruined a surprise she was making for me, how can I be so stupid?.
- Hey, sorry bae, don't cry please don't cry. - She spoke approaching me while cleaning my face, I didn't realize I was crying before, but as soon as she hugged me I started crying like a baby, while I repeated "I'm sorry" over and over again.
I woke up feeling her arms around my body with the light from the window we forgot to close blinding me. I have no idea when I fell asleep, but I felt my eyes still puffy and after my eyes adjusted to the light, I noticed that my alpha was leaning back against the headboard as she held me in her lap. Looking at her, so serene and beautiful, I felt an uncontrollable urge to kiss her. I needed to feel the softness of her lips on mine, and even though we had kissed several times before, the butterflies in my stomach and my desire for her seems to increase every day. My lips were millimeters from hers when she opened her eyes, and with the fright I took, I pulled away from her so hard that I fell to the ground.
- For the love of goddess mochi, what are you doing, did you have a nightmare? - She asked me as she helped me up off the floor holding me in her lap again. - I'm fine, I just...it's just, I wasn't expecting you to be, never mind.- I replied thanking the goddess we don't have our link yet, I'm turning into a pervert.
- Are you feeling better? You cried so much and suddenly fell asleep, we couldn't finish our conversation.- She spoke while stroking my hair. - I'm fine, I was just pissed at myself for reacting that way. Instead of asking you I just assumed things, I was rude and yelled at you and now I'm so ashamed, I'm sorry alpha. - I said feeling like I was about to cry again.
- It's okay my beautiful omega, I'm not mad at you, I should have also talked to you about what I was feeling, I love you so much already, please don't cry, you have no idea how much it breaks my heart to see you to crying. - She said, hugging me tighter and making me feel safe and loved. - I love you too alpha. - I said and snuggled a little closer into her lap, taking in her heady scent. I couldn't think of being anywhere else, until my stomach decided to scream for the entire pack to hear how hungry I was, making my alpha laugh.
- I would love to stay like this a little longer but I think your stomach disagrees. - She said helping me to stand beside her and after giving me a kiss on the forehead she grabbed my hand leading me towards the door.
A few days later...
I was feeling my hand sweat, I've never been as nervous as I am today, the day has finally come when we're officially inducted as alpha and luna of the pack, and even though everyone has already accepted me as such I can't help but feel anxious. . I was about to freak out when I felt her hand in mine, and as soon as she intertwined our fingers I felt my whole body relax, and after that everything flowed perfectly.
It wasn't long before our run was over, and after developing our bond with the pack a little more in our wolf form, we said goodbye to our parents and headed to where my alpha had planned to take me.
We were in the middle of nowhere when she stopped and asked me to wear a blindfold. Whatever the surprise is, other than the cabin in the middle of the woods, I don't want to spoil it so I used the blindfold she helped me put on and once she was sure I wasn't seeing,she carried me and walked a few more meters.
I heard the door open and felt the warmth of the environment along with a delicious aroma that reminded me of my alpha, it smells of Jasmine and citrus fruits with a woody touch in the background that reminds me of the leaves that my mother uses to smoke some meats. But there was something else that I couldn't identify exactly what, maybe some other flower? Something sweet.. some food maybe?
- Wait here just a moment. - She said, putting me on my feet and holding me for a few seconds until I was stable on my feet. I heard some noises and in less than a minute she told me to remove the blindfold.
As soon as I opened my eyes I saw all the work she had put into making everything look like a fairytale, a huge bed, candles on top of the fireplace and on top of the table, where there was a feast, flowers all over the room. . I could feel her behind me and I was about to turn around when she came out from behind me and sat on the bed, wearing only a completely sheer white lace nightgown, making me completely out of breath.
- Come here beautiful omega. - She said extending her hand to me, and as soon as I touched it it was as if my body went into combustion.
We made love all night, and each touch, each kiss felt like I was transcending, the minutes turned into hours and we continued to love each other until we were exhausted. And after a long soak in the tub, we watch the sun rise along with our future, which at the moment looks even brighter. At some point we fell asleep, and when I woke up my mark was completely healed, and as I watched my alpha sleep so peacefully with my mark on her neck, I was sure it was worth the wait.