Cold to the Touch

By Emerald1313

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I was emotionless, completely numb. Ever since that night, I had begun to go back to how I was, before I met... More

Character Bio.
Chapter One- The Arrival
Chapter 2- I trust no one.
Chapter 3-- Opening up
His Birthday
Ugh, Blood
Authors Note

Yeah Yeah

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By Emerald1313

(A/N: The back PJs on the left are her PJs.)
It was the day after Hannabusa's party, and all the night class students were going to go into town for the day, why the day I don't know. I think Kaname hoped to see Yuki. *wink wink* I wasn't going, I mean why would I? It's not like any of the really WANT me to go. I would rather just stay inside alone. I mean, I can practice my music!! Yeah! That is what I'll do! I get up out of bed and brush my teeth and hair. If I am going to be here all day, I'm not going to bother changing out of my comfy pajamas. (Seriously,who else is with me on that? What's the point in getting normal clothes on of you aren't going anywhere? I mean, you can just stay in your PJs!)
I was finishing up writing my song, when Ruka knocked on my door.
"Hey... Just though you should know that we're leaving now. Or to tell you on case you decided you were going to go."
I gave Ruka a small smile and thanked her.
"Thankyou, but I still think I'm going to stay here. I need to get a few things done. Thanks for the thought though." She nodded, and proceeded to leave. I heard the front door close, and then waited five minutes to make sure they were really gone, before I grabbed my guitar and my CD that had " 3600A Note: Needs Lyrics and Guitar "written on it. (3600B will be the final copy with the guitar and lyrics.) And proceeded downstairs to the small room under the staircase, and proceeded to recorded my new song.
((Play song))

Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good'
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean (so mean) when you talk (when you talk)
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices (change the voices) in your head (in your head)
Make them like you instead.

So complicated,
Look how we all make it.
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
(Oh oh)

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and we try, try, try but we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?

(Yeah! Oh!)
Oh, pretty, pretty, pretty

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
(You're perfect, you're perfect)
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel

When I finished I turned and took a drink of my waterbottle I keep attached to my guitar case. I then heard clapping. I looked up at the door to meet the eyes of Aido, his face as red as a tomato. I stepped closer to him and he stepped back. I did it again, so did he. I put my guitar up, the looked at the ground.

"Why aren't you with the others..Aido?"

"The same reason you aren't."

I looked at him. "I highly dought that." I looked him in the eyes. "Tell me the real reason. Aido looked at the ground.

" I thought you might have wanted some company, and I wasn't thrilled with going into town in the first place..." Aido wouldn't meet my eye. Every time I looked at him he would look somewhere, anywhere else. I stepped close to him, close enough that we were almost touching before I pulled him into a hug. Hannabusa tensed, but soon relaxed and returned the hug.

"Thank you." I said. All he did in reply was tighten his hold around me. And that is how we spent the rest of the day. Neither of us moving out of the embrace, both of us just enjoying the moment.

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