2 days later
Lina
I haven't showered in two days I ate instant noodles and I only packed my bags to go
I watched svt videos and haven't slept since I started I know everything now
There are 13 members
Scoups - whom I met and understood
He is the best guy in the world I misunderstood him
Jeonghan :- I'm dying to meet this guy he gives me bombastic side eye vibes / cheating is his life style a real genius
I loved seeing him cheat in gose episodes
Joshua :- very holy and loves to promote water also he is hot
Also Is not normal
Jun :- china line, cat , I love him
Hoshi :- I totally promote horanghae
Wonwo :- pre debut him was something different but now he is a coldie softie gamer
Woozi :- save me he is awesome producer big boss
Seokmin :- he is so sunshine and him hoshi kwan are chaos together
Mingyu :- tall puppy , has a big mouth , cleans up everyone's mess also a good chef
Minghao :- to be honest I'm biased now he is the cutest baby the bboy and everything he is just a baby
He sometimes forgets to meditate but duh he is still cool
Seungkwan:- he just doesn't like loosing can't leave him and hoshi alone, so much babygirl , 3rd baby of seventeen
Vernon :- he is smart I love his laugh he is just so baby , englishi baby
Dino :- I need to protect him from other they keep bulling the baby
He is not safe bur also he is dramatic like who is not dramatic here
Kimbap kidding guys
I ran to the washroom and showered , I cam out and got dressed I wrote everything in my diary about them
It was cold but I wanted to look good
I owned this house because my mother passed it to me I'll just lock this house for 2 years
I love you mama this is our house and I'll never abandon it
I took my bags and settled in the cab
I arrived at my destination
I took my luggage
Driver helped it to the door
I pressed the bell
Someone asked " yes, who do you need to meet? "
"ah from your voice I feel your Vernon can you open the door for me"
"hyung I think there is a crazy stalker fan on the door!!" he shouted
Huh ahmm I smiled ohh I took a long breath
"I'm not a crazy stalker fan"
Seungcheol opened the door
I smiled at him but he just stared at me
"you are a stalker you were in the company to right " he says making a angry face
" no I'm a replacement for a care taker you can talk to pdnim about it "
I pushed him aside and pulled my suitcasw in it was freezing outside
He took my suitcase and threw it out , it rolled down few step and it flung open
My ssexy bras were cool but now they were embarrassing why did I put them in that case
Just then scoups phone rings and he picked up while talking his expression changed
I ran to my suit case and close it
Seongcheol came and coughed awkwardly he bend and was towering me but then he picked up something from my behind and then he dropped my red bra in my hand
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
"let's go inside your face is red"
He said and took my bags in
I Stood up dusting myself
Looking around awkwardly
Trying to avoid eye contact
"I'm sorry for before and now it's just I'm just going through -"
" it's really fine I understand "
We go inside and all the members just stare at me and I stare back at them
"hi guyz I'm Han lina your temporary care taker , I'll take care of you guyz, I'm 25 year old "
"that's it? " vernon asks
"I know this is really on short note but take it in "
I look around the living room and it's so messy
Everyone sits down and we talk about me then them
Small casual talks
"ahhhhhhhh I can't I want my nonnnaaaaaa bacckkkkk "
Seungkwan whined and gave me bombastic side eye
I laugh it off and he seems pretty offended by that
I nod and tell Seongcheol to settle my bags where I'll be staying I move to the kitchen and see
Mingyu standing there
I look at the kitchen and it doesn't look normal it's a chaos
"mingyu go I'll make the
breakfast "
"no you are the guest right"
"wrong I'm the care taker , now go take a shower "
I'm actually offended he makes me realize I'm short
I tie my hair and make tteok -bokki
And ramen together in a big bowl
I put everything needed I put 13 boiled eggs
Park Seo na I'll put up with their Princess attitude watch
After a few minutes it smells awesome seungkwan comes in and looks at me with side eye
"you wanna taste? " I hold up rice cake in Chopsticks
He nods and eats it he thinks and makes a Happy face
"mas-issneun"
"jeongmal mas-iss-eojyeoseo dahaeng" I said as I kept the dish down
He smiles and goes back
I hold the bowl with jeonghan and we keep it on the table
" han call everyone so you can eat, I won't eat because I'm already full"
He just nodded he isn't comfortable with me
I understand I'm just a short notice employee
I go back to kitchen and wash dishes they are so many I need to take out another dish wash bottle
They come and go in the kitchen offering me help I deny
Jeonghan comes and says I should eat
I refuse him and continue washing
Looks like they didn't wash dishes since two days
I think mingyu is tired
I finish the dishes and raise my hands and say yooray
I turn back only to find dino and Vernon staring at me
"She-" before I could here them
I turn red and go to living room
I clean it up and collect all the clothes in my way
Why are these clothes on floor
After 1 hour living room looked nice
I took off to Dino's
I knocked
And he said " come in "
Ugh not a single clean person in this house is there?
" well hi dino "
"oh hello ..."
"you can call me lina no problem "
" oh no no nonna is okay"
"okay then " I smiled
"did you need anything? "
He aksed making a puppy face
" yes, you are the youngest and you know I'm going to live here for a year atleast so I need some answer and I can only trust you? "
He looked so proud
Got him he just needs appreciation
" nae noona you can trust me"
" then my first question who was seona unnie to y'all? "
His body stiffened
"amm-emm"
" is it uncomfortable let's talk later the-"
" we all were in a poly
relationship " he replied
I blinked and processed
She left these guyz for space without breaking up with them
Bitch
" was your last talk with
her okay? "
" yes, why would you ask that? "
"I'm just curious about how she was you like her? "
" no "
"hmm? "
" I actually love her I haven't told her yet but when she comes back I'll tell her"
"comes back? "
" didn't pdnim tell you her mother is ill so she is on a long term vacation "
"dino don't tell anyone that you told me this "
He noded
My heart clenched poor little baby
I rubbed my palms and sweat covered my forhead
"noona it's not hot why are you sweating? "
" it's nothing "
I leave quickly and do the other work
After 3 hours of work I was exhausted but the house looked very clean now
I made dinner and ate a diet bar
I called the boys out and served the dinner on table
"noona you should eat with us"
Dino suggests
My heart drops
" it's okay it's okay I'm not hungry "
" you Suree?" scoups asked
"yes I'm sure ,now enjoy I'm gonna be in room if anyone needs anything"
I open the door and see a feminine room must be seona unnie's room
I see all the perfumes and everything are on place
I shower and wear my night dress
I take everything and pack it up and put it over the cupboard
I settle my things and lay on the bed
I have insomnia and obesophobia
Yes I can't eat I just can't help after everything my dad and mom did
I can't be the same
They were just toxic but my mother Still loved me
My father just disappeared then one day we found out mom has
Alzheimer she died a painful death she stopped recognizing me but I was grateful
I wish I never have encounter with my father because I'm scared
He is the reason my life is like this
I hate him
I'm so scared if someone tells me I'll have to go back to my father I'll rather die
I wanted to be model and my dad used to constantly beat me saying I'm just a fat whore and I should be thin
He constantly tried assaulting me
My mother never helped me she joined him saying I'm useless and she let him assault me
My mother liked me when she didn't knew I was her daughter she called me pretty I cried like a baby but after that day she died
Ughhhhh sob storyy offff mineeeeee
It's actually not that bad some people get killed I'm lucky I'm alive
"knock knock!! "
I look at the time
2:30
Dam it's late right now
"come in"
Minghao walks in with a full plate of snacks
Shit
"heyyy we haven't talked yet did we? " I said to finish the awkward silence
" yes are you sleepy? " he asks
"not at all "
" good we can snack and talk "
"you should eat them I had food Before "
" oh did you, what did you eat? "
" the kimchi in the fridge "
" kimchi finshed yesterday " he said with a straight face
What's up with him why is he investigating me
" I'll leave the snacks here incase you need them? "
"no please take them I don't like them much you can have them"
" see you in morning " he said without listening to me
The plate of food looked so good
But I can't
I get up and move to the living room
Just to see all the boys together playing and Chattering
"nonna play with us? " vernon says
They all are talking to me
" sure what are you playing? "
" Truth and dare " Joshua says excitedly
I laugh at his babyish nature
" okay spin thw bottle "
The bottle spins and points at woozi
" truth " he says without hesitation
"ugh you no fun woozi " joshua says scoffing
" I'll ask, woozi do aegyo or give scoups a kiss " mingyu said
" wooahae " he does aegyo and cringes then sits back down
Next the bottle stops at dk
"dare "
" I'll give him dare " seungkwan says excitedly
" go kiss joshua hyung for 2 minutes "
" it's too easy for them they'd just make out in front of Everyone " mingyu says
" last time scoups got a slap from hannie for biting to hard " joshua said laughing
I get call I look at caller ID and my heartt starts to beat rapidly
" park jimin "
I gulped sweat came down my forehead
Everyone suddenly went silent realizing I was still there
" you guyz keep playing I need to attend a call"
I pick the call up
"baby where are you, why is there a lock at your house, look it was a small fight you can't breakup like this let's talk it out "
" jimin stop being delusional you hit me and tried to starve me, you didn't even care about me when I told you my mother passed away and stop why do you keep visiting my house it's scary stop "
"noona are you coming " vernon said from back
"are you with a man, lina I swear just tell me where are you look I'll not hit you anymore okay just tell me where are You ?"
" I'll hang up please don't call me again if you so I'll file a complain "
"ba-"
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