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─────────────────── ╮ 𓂃 . sometimes i hate being nathan prescott's girlfriend. i know i shouldnt be saying this, dont get me wrong i do love him very much. but barerly anyone knows me, for me. most of the people he knows dont even know my name, just know me as his girlfriend
somebody walks past me, their first words to gossip with their friends are "isnt that nathan prescott's girlfriend?"
most people mistake my kindness for meanness. because they see him as mean, but they dont know him like i do. i love that nathan has a soft side for me. and victoria, thats what makes me feel all weird inside. since their exes.
i know trust is key. but i dont know with victoria, i dont know if they have something going on behind my back.
which i hate to think about, he tells me he loves me, but he doesnt take me on dates. or do special things for me, the majority of our relationship is sex.
and sometimes, i cant help but wonder is that why he stays with me? im an unstable mess. surerly he doesnt like me for me, i dont know.
i soon realised, i was getting lost in my thoughts before i bumped into max caulfield. "shit—im so sorry." i said with an awkward smile. "i didnt hurt you right?" max shook her head and walked away, making me feel stupid.
i didnt know max came back to blackwell, i thought she had left for good. i turned back to see max catching up with kate. and then i heard the words i didnt wanna hear.
"who was that?" max had spoke, pretty loudly to the point where i could hear it. "nathan prescott's girlfriend."
of course, neither of them knew my name, i shook my head. turning the combination key on my locker before checking my timetable.
photography first, woohoo. im pretty sure nathan was in photograph first too. so was victoria. i sighed pretty loudly.
i really needed to take a breather, and i had 15 minutes before english started, i made my way to the toilets. my reflection in the mirror was unsettling. i looked like a mess, i turned the tap on. running the stone cold water under my eye bags. so that i could look somewhat productive before class.
i stood with my hands each side of the sink, just taking a breath from reality, i draped my bag back over my shoulder before making my way to photography.
of course, my glance was met by nathan. who was teasing max caulfield with victoria, by sitting on her desk.
i wish i had the courage to stand up for her, but i knew it would lead me and nathan to have an argument of some sort. i turned my head, meeting the face of mr jefferson. he flashed me with a nice but honestly really creepy smile.
i smiled back, making my way over to nathan and victoria, who had soon let max sit at her desk. i pulled out a chair, sitting a fair distance away from the two. who were sitting close together.
i rolled my eyes. "whats up with you?" victoria spoke, in a stern tone that just made me wanna snap. "nothing, tired."
tired of her bullshit more like, but i kept a smile, so she wouldnt get the wrong idea and start a fight with me.
photography class was long and most of all boring, dont get me wrong. i love photography. but not when im distracted by the bickers and snickers off my own boyfriend and his ex.
the bell finally rang, a sigh of relief left my body as i stood up, nathan grasping a hand on my shoulder. "are we going back to your dorm or mine?" he spoke.
i really wanted to be alone, but maybe his company would cheer me up. i knew i was just having a bad day and over exaggerating but it just made me want to take a step back from reality and forget about everything.
"we can go to yours." i replied, shortly after he asked. he didnt say okay or anything just nodded with that stupidly attractive smirk.
making it to nathan's dorm was quicker than i expected, sometimes i hate hanging out there. his room is unsettling, creepy photos. of dead animals, or just generally unsettling things. but i tend to ignore it.
as soon as we got inside nathan shut the door, pushing me back up against it, that was gonna bruise. i tried my hardest not to wince. my legs were met with nathan's knee, pushing me up against the wall. i let out a low moan.
"n—nathan." i spoke quietly as he shushed me, i felt his hand trail down my thigh as he lightly kissed my neck, i automatically knew this was gonna lead to sex. i really wasnt in the mood.
maybe sex would relieve me. i dont know, his kisses got rougher, i knew i was gonna get a few couple hickeys.
my hand trailed up to his head, entangling my fingers in his messy brown hair as i did so.
about a minute or so later, he removed his lips from my neck, feeling his hands trail down to unbutton my jeans. following it with my panties. he pulled me off of his knee for a second, to fully take my bottoms off. slowly pushing me back up afterwards.
i gripped his hair tighter as i felt his fingers pinch my clit slightly. "dirty fucking slut, i bet you thought about me fucking your tight pretty pusdy all day huh?" nathan spoke aggressively.
"m—mhm! i did." i moaned as he rubbed my clit, slowly but rough enough for me to get wet already.
my walls were still pretty swollen from the night before, if i havent made it clear enough. me and nathan are pretty much sex addicts.
nathan lifted my top off, following it with unclipping my bra, removing his hand from my clit, as i let out a sigh from the loss of pleasure.
he let me down, pushing me onto the bed roughly as he kissed down from my neck, to my boobs, my waist, thighs then he reached my enterance.
nathan slowly ran his tongue across my slit. i whined as i bucked my hips. his hands roughly pulling them back down.
"be good and quiet for me, okay?" i nodded as i bit my lower lip, i couldnt help but let out a loud moan as he sucked my clit. i really fucking wished the walls in the dormitories were soundproof. which they werent.
"mhm. let everyone hear your moans huh? dirty fucking slut." i could tell he was getting angry when he said that, following it with a slap across my cheek. "i—im sorry."
i croaked out as he removed his mouth from my clit. running a finger down my slit making me buck my hips again.
"all wet and worked up for me already?" he smirked, unbuttoning his pants, i sat up attempting to remove his shirt. he raised his arms making it easier for me to do so.
he dropped his pants off, slowly stroking his cock as i bit my lip.
"suck it." he demanded, i let out a deep breath. "im.. not good at that." it was true, i overthinked even in sex. "i dont care, do it." i knew he wasnt forcing me, since we had a safe word for if i did feel scared, or didnt wanna do so.
i slowly lowered down to his cock, he grabbed my hair, putting it in a ponytail as i swirled my tongue across his tip.
"fuck. i knew you could do it, such a good girl." he whimpered and gripped my hair tighter, as i slowly sucked his cock. making him impatient as he grabbed my hair roughly pushing me down, i tried not to gag at his length. "there we go.. good girl." nathan knew i loved praise. along with degrading. so this just made me bob my head faster, tasting his precum.
i stopped going fast, started going slowly. i knew he was close to cumming. "mhm. keep—going." his groans were so hot, they really were.
i bobbed my head a few more times, before he roughly pulled me back up, grabbing my head and pushing me down onto my back as he towered over me, kissing me roughly, as he slipped his tongue in. i bucked my hips, grinding against him.
"so so needy." i whined as he said so. i really just wanted him to fuck me right now. "please.." i pleaded, i couldnt wait any longer. "please what? i need words baby." i took a deep breath, our lips brushing against eachothers, he knew what i wanted. but he loved to make me say it and beg for it.
"please.. fuck me." he smirked, running his hands down my waist, then to my thighs. "you're on birth control right." he muttered and i eagerly nodded. i felt him pump himself a few times, then without warning he slammed into me rougly. making me die a little inside.
i gripped his shoulders, bucking my hips in rhythm with his. my legs trembled as i tried not to scream.
he shoved his hand around my mouth, making him unable to hear my messy moans. but you could still hear the muffled moans against his palm as he fucked me stupid.
"i—im close." i muffled. trying to hold it in. "i know." he replied speeding up abit. my muffled moans growing louder as a tear came from my eye.
he thrusted in and out a few times, before he reached his high too, he released inside of me, making me let out a low scream. soon after he pulled out i cummed too.
our sex was always so good, but what happend next is something i wouldnt expect from him.
𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐒 !
leaving you guys on a cliffhanger<3
but i really hope you enjoyed the first chapter !! please do let me know :)
also this is lowkey the kinda start of their relationship, well theyve been together for 2 months. but they were fuck buddies before, so hes still his bitchy narcissistic self but yk i still love his stupid ass.