Despite how much we need eachother, I feel as though this is something I have to do. I don't want to hurt him, but maybe this way it'll hurt him less when the big bomb drops.
I'm planning to break up with him in a few days.
I feel bad, but based on my other plan, I have to. I love him with my whole life and I only want what's best for him. I know most of you think what's best for him would be for me and him to stay together, but trust me, this will make everything for him easier in the long run, and that's all I care.