We both got ready for the amusement park and I was sitting on the bed waiting for Alex to get off the call with his client.
"Yeah, thats fine. Ill have the paperwork sent right away" I hear Alex
I smile at how handsome he looks
"Perfect, sounds good. See ya" he cuts the call walking to me
"Hey pretty girl" he smiles
"Hi, I love you Xan" I whisper
"I love you too baby, are you okay?" He asks
"Yeah, im great" I smile at him
He leans down and kissed my lip followed by my forehead
I get up and hold his hand and as soon as I took one step, I almost trembled and fell into his arms
"Are you okay? Whats wrong?" He asks caressing my back holding me in his arms
"Im okay, sorry" I whisper
"Did I wear you out a bit too much" he asks
"This time I would say yes you have, gosh im sore" I whisper
"Im sorry peach" he whispers kissing my head
"It's okay, not something you gotta apologize for" I whisper leaning into him
He placed me on the bed and walked to the luggage, he grabbed me a pill and some orange juice.
"Eat up" he said picking me up in his arms again sitting on the bed caressing my back gently
he started massaging my lower back and my thighs a little gently making me lean on his shoulder closing my eyes
"Al, love, are you sleepy?"
"A little" I whisper
"Should we"
"Nooo, I want to go on rides" I interrupt him right away
"You did ride me an hour ago" he says cockily
"Shut it" he laughs hearing me
"You don't follow intrusions well sometimes" he says kissing my cheeks
"Ya well, would I really be your wife if I didn't"
"thats for sure" he says
"Kids lets gooo" lily bangs on our door
Alex gets up with me in his arms carrying me to the car outside, he wouldn't let me walk not until he pill starts working. It wasn't that it hurt that bad, it was tingly and the ache wasn't painful, it was sweet if that make sense
"Hey baby" I hear Alex as we began driving
I look at him smiling curling up agsint his arm that rested on my thigh
"Hmm" I hum kissing his biceps
"There wasn't much I enjoyed before you came in my life but since you, I have started living life. I am not a machine anymore, I like taking days off, I like waking up late with you. Allison baby you are so fucking perfect, sometimes I don't know if I deserve you but I know I am not letting you go because I am a selfish bastard and becasue I love you"
I smile hearing him, he doesn't express himself much but I love when he does
"I love you more Alex, I love you much more. You are perfect, we are amazingly perfect together"
"Damn right we are" he says making me smile
We got to the amusement park and I swear it was the biggest one. I love it so much.
"Peach, do not run around"
"I will try" I say smiling
Everyone was running around going on different rides and everything. We spent hours in the park, Alex and I ran got so many pictures taken. Honestly it was an amazing day.
The next month or so was perfect, we travelled to bora bora and our honeymoon was perfect, I wouldn't have it any other way. Alex is so sweet, he has been so so patient when I run around the place.
Our honeymoon was filled with memories, from swimming nude in our private pool to dinners, from scuba diving to long walks on the beach. Oh and lets not forget all the amazing, passionate sex we had almost every single day, sometimes multiple times a day.
"Baby ill see you in a bit" Alex says kissing my head as he fixes his bladder
We were in his cabin, he had a meeting while I wanted to read a book as usual in his cabin
"Sounds good, all the best and have fun" I say kissing his cheek
"Thanks peach" he kisses my lips before leaving his cabin
I got back into my book but pretty soon I realized there was no romance and so I put the book down and walked to his drawers where I keep candy for myself that Alex restocks obviously haha.
I then decide I want to snoop and see if he has more candy in one of the other drawers so I sit on the floor and start going through them reading some documents from previous clients and some books they didn't publish in the past
A file catches my eyes because it was black and not jsut any black, it was charcoal black and it looked top secret so of course I was going to see what book secrets my husband was holding in it
I grab the file and place everything back, I then take my bag of candy and sit back in my spot on the couch, yes I have a very specific spot on the couch haha. I stuff my mouth with candy and open the file
The name on the file makes me tremble a bit, this sick feeling climbs up in my throat, I push the file away running to the bathroom to throw up. I heard the door to his cabin open when I come out of the bathroom patting my face dry
"Ally are you okay?" jaxson asked, he probably heard me run
"Mhm yeah" I whisper
"You look pale"
"Let my husband know im leaving" I say grabbing my phone
"Okay where am I driving you?" He asks
"No where, you are going to stay here and not follow me"
"Allison what are you about to do?" He asks
"Jaxson, don't follow me or I will hide and not be found and you know very well I can so don't" I say grabbing my jacket as well
"Alison"
"I said im leaving, he doesn't need to know more" I say knowing he was going to ask what to tell Alexander
I walk past him and like asked he doesn't follow me. I walk along the sidewalk until I couldn't recognize my surroundings, I find this beach so I walk along the shore sitting down watching the water
My heart was bleeding, not literally but figuratively. Alex and I don't hide things from each other, well at least I wasn't hiding anything from him but clearly he is.
It hurts to think that he had a file with my dad's, my biological dad's information on it and didn't tell me he had that. Yes, john is my step dad but he treats me better than my biological dad did so on my 18th birthday I asked him to adopt me and he did
I haven't thought about my biological dad in forever and I don't want to either but now that I find a fucking file with his name and information on him in my husband's drawer who I didn't even think knew about my biological father, its fucking bullshit
I wonder how long he has known, I wonder if he married me because my parents told him what I went through and the reason they were in debt, did he do all this because he wanted to help my parents and he thought of me as little vulnerable girl because I am anything but that.
My phone rings in my hand and I didn't even need to look to see who was calling, I knew it was Alexander so I turned my phone off putting it in the inner pocket of my jacket
He couldn't trust me enough to ask me, instead he had to go behind my back and do this. I close my eyes trying not to think anymore becasue my head had started hurting
"At last, I find the girl alone" I hear a voice I have dreaded
i immediately get up stepping away, a smirk comes across his lips and now I was regretting pushing Jaxson away and forcing him not to follow me
"Took a while didn't it" he says
Fear rose in my chest as I look around and didn't find a single soul around us
"What do you want?" I ask stepping further away
"Well you see I wanted to have a chat and that fucking bitch of man made it impossible and then your slutty mother puts me in jail so well here I am"
"Don't ever say anything about my mother and father"
He laughs stepping forward, his hands in his pocket. I knew he wasn't in his senses, he was a little tipsy and that's never good. All the little fragments I had pushed away comes back up as my heart rate increases
"Oh you mean the man your mother fucked"
"Fuck you, honestly he is a father to me and you are nothing. All you did was fuck up my life so go back to that shitty ass jail" I say
"Oh sweetheart, lets recap. I was a great father but your mother had a banging time letting that asshole bang her"
"no, not a single fucking word about my mother. You know what your problem is you are a piece of shit but you act you are the best fucking person in this world but you are not. You are a coward" I spit in his face
"You bitch" he screams grabbing my throat pulling me forward
"Let go" I yell
"What I am is a man and what you are is a bitch just like that little bitch mother of yours. Let that little dick buddy of hers know I will not stay in jail" he says squeezing my neck
"Let me go" I say punching him but nothing
"You ruined my life and that he marries you off to some rich dude like that will keep you safe well guess what? It won't, because you are still my daughter and if I want I could fight for custody and I will get it"
"You fucking won't, you never will" I spit in his face
"I will but I won't because you and that bitch ruined my life. Here is your warning, tell your parents to back the fuck off or I will kill you. You know I won't have to try hard. I can kill you right fucking now" he says in my face
My throats stars closing up a bit at how hard he is squeezing. It hurts so bad.
"Let me go" I whimper a little holding his hand trying to pull his hand down from my neck
"Oh and that husband of yours, give him blessing for dealing with your pathetic ass" he says pushing me
"Ahh shit" I mumble when I land on my hand
"You know what actually, lets spend some time with daddy ya" he says getting a hold on my leg pulling me across the shoreline
Somehow he is strong even though he is tipsy, I take a second and seeing a rock I pick it up as he drags me with him.
"lets see how things are going to when we live together" he says smiling like a maniac
I don't make a single sound, I let him drag me until he stops for a second to grip my ankle turning his face to me and thats when I threw the rock at him and threw some sand in his eyes
"ahh you bitch" he screams
I got up and ran as fast as I could, I kept running until I find the end of the beach, I recognized it because it was a little far from my parents' house so I kept running until I notice the cars in the driveway of my house
"Mama" I scream as I run even though he wasn't behind me I was scared
"Papa" I scream louder
Of course they don't hear me but I reach the door and start banging on the door so loud
"Mama, papa, Xan" I scream banging on the door
the door opens and my mom stands there shocked, I throw myself in her arms after I close the door locking it
"Mama, I ma, papa, I" I was crying so loud