Ich renne bereits mein ganzes Leben.
Seit dem Tag, an dem ich meine Familie zerstört habe. Seit dem Moment, in dem alles nur noch bergab ging.
Ich renne, wenn es Probleme gibt. Weil ich es nicht kann. Ich will nicht erinnert werden. An meine Vergangenheit, an diesen Menschen und alles was in diesen Minuten passiert ist. Er war ein Monster, er hat es verdient zu sterben.
Aber die anderen nicht.
„Niemand hätte sterben müssen, Clara. Es ist deine Schuld."
Irgendwann komm die Vergangenheit und holt einen ein. Irgendwann werden Rechnungen beglichen und Schuld zugestanden. Es ist bloß eine Frage der Zeit...
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P L A Y L I S T:
THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MIND - Bad Omens
(Promises break, need to hear you say: You're gonna keep it now...)
American Jesus - Nessa Barrett
(You know all my secrets, American Jesus...)
Roses red - Jeris Johnson
(In my head a daemon, filling my life with meanin'...)
You Put A Spell On Me - Austin Giorgio
(Now you're mine. I've got a hold on you, at least for the night...)
Seduce - Russ, Tamae, Capella, Grey
(She said: keep your chains on while you choke me...)
NASTY - Russ
(We say we only friends, so how come we keep forgettin'...)
Church - Chase Atlantic
(Tell me your confessions, baby, what's the worst?...)
Home - Dutch Melrose
(Baby, just know that I try to say I mean when you're the one I call home...)
Hurts sometimes - Dutch Melrose
(Tell me was it real or only pretend?...)
Desert Rose - Lolo Zouai
(Love me like a desert rose, hold me like you can't let go, keep me safe when I come home...)
Heartbeats - Hanniou
(Ever since you said out my name I haven't heard it sound the same...)
Falling - Chase Atlantic
(Oh, we've lost it, screeching off with no names...)
You Get Me So High - The Neighbourhood
(Used to stick together, you're my best friend, I'll love you forever...)
Reflections - The Neighbourhood
(Where have you been? Do you know if you're coming back?...)
I don't forgive you - Isabel LaRosa
(I still fucking miss you, but I don't forgive you...)
Where's My Love - SYML
(If you ran away, come back home...)
Lose My Mind - Dean Lewis
(But I think its time to let you go, to let your heart find a home...)
Look After You - The Fray
(When I'm losing my control, the city spins around, you're the only one who knows, you slow it down...)
Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7LikEmODKuR0WAtOOVqGid?si=qqL2DjhwS9-_UA_k94_0Iw
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