I am my own exit.
"I get it, it's a lot to process; if you trust me I can lead you to justice. I'll give you time to think about it." Beomgyu has the AUDACITY to say this after taking part in this mess and continuously going along with it whilst comforting me in this hell. If he promises justice, he will get harmed as he was also included, although I hate him from now on, I strangely don't want any damage done to him. Maybe Aera though.
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When Soobin stormed into his room, the mere frown on his lower face struck Beomgyu in the heart. He always smiled around him but now swore to never see him again. Beomgyu couldn't hide this forever but he should've said it earlier before tightening the bond between them. Soobin was in a state of frustration & betrayal, if you asked him how we felt the list could go on; to contrast these feelings he went onto instagram to stalk Beomgyu's insta even though all pictures from there had been downloaded and stored into a special photo album, named 'beomie bestie!' Soobin had clicked off as he needed to cry, but how? All of this truth just shocked him to the point crying was hard, but it was near and he felt it. Videos. Videos of them all laughing together, yes it includes Aera but pre-abuse, he knew that if he delved deep into the past he very well cherished and missed, he would indeed break right there.
Chuckles and nostalgic jokes, volume low enough to make it sound like it came from an old phone. "I hate you so goddamn much." The tears finally began to trickle from his drowing eyes and all it took was..Beomgyu. Yes, it also included Aera but she was the minority reason.
All of a sudden, the door to the house opens, Soobin sensed it was Aera. He hoped and just hoped Beomgyu didn't tell her about today; he did.
"Aera! Aera stop there."
"Beomgyu, is Soobin asleep? What's with the Aera.."
"He knows."
"How did he find out?"
"..."
"Beomgyu. How. Did. He. Find. Out."
"..."
"If you don't tell me now, I will call Auntie. I'll tell her you are still alive, maybe she'll come here and drag you all the way back to Daegu. Beat the shit out of you, like in the past."
"I TOLD HIM."
"Do you like him or something? Quite bold of you to risk your wellbeing for that pathetic no one."
"I'm sick to death of you using him for your career. I could care less about me anymore, I only focus on him."
"I'll let you think about what you're doing before you take some stupid impulsive action."
"Fuck you, you narcissistic cheating pyschopath!"
"Whatever. Go shove pills down Soobin's throat."
Everything she said only piled on to his rage, especially the last line. She was so calm, so collected not taking responsibility for her harsh words. Not to mention the rocky teen past. All the words said stuck into Soobins head. He knew about Beomgyu's trauma, but it really sickened him how Aera used sensitive information to extort Beomgyu into his actions. This all felt so wrong; Soobin had realised Beomgyu wasn't the problem but Aera was.
He had to use Beomgyu as an exit.