John's Pov:
It was 6am and I got a text from Harry:
(1:32) you can come back home please, Wilhelm is with his parents for a few weeks, needed a break from us so please come back
I sighed and flopped back onto the pillows next to Sherlock.
I think I woke him up with that, but he blinked and rolled in my direction. I took a deep breath and smelled the pleasant smell of Sherlock: pancakes.
Suddenly Sherlock reached out his arms to me and sought my hand. I giggled a little and pulled him to me.
"Good morning" I whispered kissing him, it felt so good to kiss him.
He smiled, groaned and sat up to look me in the eye.
"Morning" he said. His eyes were small from sleeping and his hair was tousled.
I laughed a bit at the sight and practically threw myself on him to hug him. Sherlock fell backwards and hugged, wrapping his hands around my back.
I pulled my head back a little from being on top of him and kissed him.
(a time cut into the school)
We just had biology and were supposed to examine a human hair under the microscope. Me and Mary were paired up, I would rather have worked with Sherlock...
"And what can you see?" she asked excitedly, I lifted my head away from the microscope and replied, "Not much, you can look."
"Eww" she cried after she looked into the microscope,"It look disgusting!"
I snorted,"Write down what you can see."
She nodden excited and start to write down some things, her handwriting was not that pretty, as from Sherlock.
"Johnnnn?" Mary asked, gently touching my arm.
I got a little nervous, "uh, yeah?"
"Do you like to meet up, after school maybe?" She asked and grinned at me.
"Ähm I-I woul-would-" The school bell rang.
Sherlock saw that I wasn't sure: "John, you okay? Come on we have math"
He stood protectively behind me.
"Ehrm I think about it okay?" I said shyly and turn around to leave.
"you really fine?" Sherlock ask a bit worried.
"Yes, Thanks for protecting me" I smiled.
(time cut ;))
Math was hard, for Sherlock it was easy, he is so smart.
I think he tried to help me, but I still can't understand, but that's fine.
When it was finally over we had Sports.
Sherlock's POV:
We changed in the changing rooms. When I take off my t-shirt, I caught John staring at me, "What's John?" I asked, quickly putting on my sports shirt.
"ehh, nothing just...looking." I raised an eyebrow, he playfully shoved me and continued to change.
We played baseball. I had no idea how to play.
After 20 minutes a ball suddenly flew into my shoulder. I fell to the floor from the force of the ball and tried not to whimper in pain.
"Are you okay Sherlock??" asked John who was right next to me.
I mumbled something other than "yes" and slowly stood up.
Our gym teacher, Mr. Barker, told me to sit on a bench and rest.
In our five minutes break, John came to me:"hey, are you fine, what does your shoulder do?"
I mumbled:"It's better, just...waiting for the end."
"okay, but here" he handed me a bottle of water, probably his bottle of water.
I smiled as a thank you.
John's Pov:
Sport was finally over and I was looking for Sherlock. He was sitting on a bench, holding my water bottle and waiting for us to go home.
Home... I have to go to Harry and Mom today, I was glad that Wilhelm wasn't there, but I was still a little scared.
(time cut into the bus)
"Sherlock?" I said after a while and looked into his eyes searching for an answer.
"I'm going back to Harry and Mom's today." I saw the shock in his eyes but he tried to stay calm.
"Are you completely sure? You know you can stay with me as long as you want!"
"yeah, yes I know, I know, I just need to check on my Mom and Harry!" Sherlock smiled warmly.
"Okay, but take care of you and you can come always to me, you now that!" I nodded
"Or you call me okay?" I snorted, "yes, thank you Sherlock"
We got off the bus shortly after and stopped in the middle of our houses.
"Take care of yourself." Sherlock said and hugged me. I pressed my face into his shoulder and smelled that sugary pancake smell one more time, "I will." Then I let go of him.
"See you tomorrow Sherlock, bye"
He waved at me and turned around and went to his house.
(i would skip the song now if anyone is listening to my playlist)
I turned around to see the house.
I swallowed and ring the doorbell, Harry opened the door first slow, but as she saw me she opened the door immediately and throw her arms around me.
"Thanks for coming cack, John"
I nodded and enter the house. "Is Mom not at home?" I asked and looked around. She shook her head. "She works, got a small job." I nodded and told her I was in my room.
I enter my room. It looked cold, I know it sounded weird, but when I'm with Sherlock everything feels so queasy and warm and colourful.
I took off my shoes and jacket, put my backpack next to my bed, closed the door and then flopped down on my bed. It was hard, Sherlock's was so soft... Speaking of Sherlock. He told me on the bus to call him when I got home.
I looked out the window and after a while, I made myself write him a message:
(4:09 p.m.) I'm at home
He and immediately:
(4:09 p.m.) That's good! everything okay??
(4:10 p.m.) yep, I'm fine, I think I'm ging to take a nap, because I'm terribly tired.
(4:10 p.m.) okay john, sleep well, see you tomorrow
I smiled and put on a pair of dark blue old jogging pants.
And then laid me on my bed. I didn't cover myself up but put my headphones in my ear and started thinking:
i was in love with sherlock holmes! And he was in love with me too, but...were we together now?
That would mean I'm gay, right...?
But to be honest, I wasn't gay, but I still liked Sherlock, very much.
But what was I then?
I immediately turned on my phone and googled I love a boy but I'm not gay
There were many replies and websites like:
• am I gay, The quiz
• dr. gay what can i do
• Suggestion box ask us your questions
But a website hit me:
• All sexualities at a glance
I knew that Sherlock was gay, but there were other important sexualities.
I click on it and saw a few flags and a text underneath, I became aware when I left the sexuality bisexual.
You are bisexual if you like men and women.
Was i bisexual Actually, it sounded exactly like what I was looking for.
After thinking for a while, I got tired and my eyes closed.
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