Feeling movement beside me I turn a little opening my eyes to see Allison giggling, a sight I love engraining in my mind. She is such a beautiful person, inside and out, but why is she giggling like she did something bad.
"Good morning Xan" she giggles kissing my lips
"Morning baby, whats with the giggling?" I ask
"Hhehe nothing, morning" she says and immediately I know she did something
I grab onto her waist as I roll hovering over her, a gasp leaves her beautiful plum lips making me smirk
"What did you do Allison?" I ask softly
"Me? No I didn't do anything" she lies
"Allison"
"Hehe you have a moustache Alex ahaha" she laughed
"I shaved a couple days ago, there is no ways" I say
"I drew one hhee seee" she says grabbing her phone and showing me
She took pictures of me sleeping and there was a bright pink moustache drawn above my lips, I almost snort hearing seeing the picture but end up shaking my head at her antics
"May I know why you did that?" I ask
"I was bored, and it's only 11. Oh Logan called and confirmed you have a week off but you do have a few meetings that need to happen online" she explains
"Did you pick up my phone?" I ask
"Yup, wanted to make sure no bitches are calling my husband" I aloha hearing her
"When have I ever talked to another girl" I ask
"No oh no, its not you im worried about silly. it's the hoes who can't seem to notice the ring on your finger, I wonder if a tattoo on your forehead would help but I swear some bitches won't even see that and pretend it's just a joke" she blabbers but I smile hearing her
She is so possessive about me and some find it suffocating but gosh, I love it. I absolutely love how her cheeks flare up because a girl is looking at me with those eyes. Not to mention, I am the same way, I debate on if I should hurt people when they look at her
"How about a tattoo on my chest?" I ask kissing her nose
"Nooo, no one gets to take your shirt off" she says about to get angry
"No peach, I mean jsut to mark me"
"I don't need to mark you, I know you are mine. Alex im not insecure, not one bit. I know what you mean to me and what I mean to you and if you throw that all away for a shitty one night thing then thats your conscious not mine" I smile hearing her
"I wouldn't do anything to lose you" her eyes light up
"Because you love me" she asks
"Because no one makes coffee like you do" I tease
"Oh fuck you" I laugh laying down on her making her chuckle too
i move her hair form her shoulder pressing soft kisses down her neck, her hands clutch the back of my t shirt, a moan leaving her mouth
"Alex" she moans when I bit her neck
"Louder" I whisper licking the spot I bit soothing
i move the strap of her top as it falls down her arm while I prep her collar bone with soft kisses. She is so smooth, and soft. I heard the phone ring but I was going to answer it, I am way too lost in her and I don't ever wanna move
"Xan" she moans
"Yes Allison"
"Xan your phone" she says with difficulty when I move down closer to her cleavage
"Leave it" I say
"Its ahh Xan please" she pushes me a bit when I bite her shoulder
"Did it hurt?" I ask
"No" she replies right away making me smile
I lift myself up and saw her biting her bottom lip, I ran my thumb along her lip right before I place my lips on hers, I hear the phone fall from her hands as she grabbed the back of my neck deepening the kiss.
She tastes like a drug and I'm addicted and I don't plan on ever letting her go no matter what. I pull back bitting her lips making her whine a little as lay down beside her trying to calm down, I was starting to lose control and I can't, she needs to heal before we do anything
"Fuck you" she yells at me before climbing up on me sitting right on my erection making me groan a bit, a smirk plays on her lips
"What?" I ask
"Why do you do this to me every time? You kiss me and then when I want more, you pull away from me" she complains
"Allison you know"
"I know that you think im some vulnerable little thing but im not okay. Last night my meaning for this, sex, love whatever it was different but you gave it new meaning. Not just that I understood everything and that makes me want you more but you pulling away every time pisses me off, as if I am broke n and you are trying to be so sensitive and cautious with me like fuck Alex"
I feel my face soften more at her words, I want to be careful with her but I never wanna treat her like she is a vulnerable little thing because she isn't, she is so strong.
"Okay I understand"
"You don't Alex, its almost like, you know what forget it" she says getting off me but I pull her arm making her sit the way she was before, with me semi laying down and her sitting on me
"Talk to me, don't walk away like that" I say
"Why cant you just tell me you want me, because I can see it in your eyes every time you look at me and not just that Alex, I feel like I'm so in love with you and it's fucked up to think that you can't even reciprocate that. I mean sure take your time but its been two months and I just want to verbally say it. The amount of times I have almost said it on the phone, when you get me coffee, when you come back to your cabin, when you kiss my head. Alex I don't want to be treated like a small child who was raped and who was tortured because guess what? Its over and I'm done with it, I want to proceed with you and our life together but every time you pull back I feel like you don't want me because I have been ruined by someone and it hurts"
"No baby, thats not it"
"Then what is it Alex"
"Allison, I want you and I fucking need you"
"Then just"
"shh quiet, let me talk"
"See this is another thing you are bossy" she whines
"I am but not in this situation, come on love listen to me"
"fine" she says folding her arms against her chest, she looks so fucking perfect
"I feel like I love you too AL, I know I am in love with you and I'm falling just as fast" I whisper, I didn't wanna tell her this soon but fuck it, who cares, I love her and she needs to know how much
"You love me?" Her eyes fill with tears
"I do peach, I really do. I didn't want to say it, not so soon"
"You are a pain in the ass, you could have told me Alex" she cries falling on my chest as I rub her back kissing her head
"Im sorry sweet pea, don't cry"
"You are so bad, I had to tell you first and its usually the guy who says it first" I laugh at her words
i hold onto her face so I can look at her
"I love you Allison Stell Scott" I say
"I love you more Alex, I love you so much" she says making my heart beat faster
"Hey don't cry"
"You made me cry stupid" she says smacking my chest sitting up
"Well I'm sorry, I'm extremely sorry"
"Buy me a big huge ice cone and we are even" she puts her terms forward
"Done, anything else" I ask
"Yeah, you remember that author the one with the dark trigger warning book thats Isn't out yet" she asks
I think a little to remind myself and then it clicked, a couple weeks ago she found this book cover on my table and read the little blurb at the back and immediately was so interested
"Yeah I remember" I say
"Yah, I want it now" she says
"Al, that book isn't out for another 4 months" I let her know
"Oh sweetheart, don't lie to yourself and me. I know the editing is done, the cover is chosen and and now we are waiting to release it" dang it how did she know so much
"I read your email" she said grinning making me shake my head
"Peach, I"
"Mr Scott don't, if you want me to forgive you. I want that book and I mean both the duets" she says making me sigh
"Allison love"
"Shh book I want them" she said before leaning down and kissing my lips walking to the bathroom
"Shitttt" I groan out loud grabbing my phone