"All the best for your speech, I know you make all kinds of speeches but it's the first one that I am here for so all the best" I say smiling at him
he grins, like a kid in a candy store, or me in a candy store. He was grinning so wide that it reached his ears
I tip toe and kiss his cheeks right before he gets called on stage for the speech. I stood there watching him talk in the microphone. The way his lips curve up in a smile every time he eyes me and how his eyes shine when he mentions his, our company
He is such a hard worker and though I hated him for forcing me to marry him, the honesty is he didn't force me, I did it on my own terms to help my family. Now that I think about it, I believe it's the best decision of my life.
"Thank you everyone and enjoy yourself. And if you are my wife, please please focus on me and not on the books, the rest of the party, have fun reading all the fun books around and provide feedback" he says on the microphone making me turn red as the crowd chuckle a bit
as he walks off the stage he winked at me making me smile shaking my head at his antics. He was busy talking to some co workers, and other people while I was running, well not literally but I was bouncing from tables to tables grabbing as many books I could, mostly spicy romantic ones but some cute ones too
"Isn't that enough for tonight Al" I hear Alex, I turn to him flashing him a toothy smile causing him to smile back
"Let me help" he says so I placed a few in his arms
"I think this is enough for today" I say
"Very well, should we head home?" He asks
"Yes please"
He bid bye to a couple important people and then the two of us headed home. Alex is such a sweetheart he helped me set my books up in my bookshelf and then we both showered and got ready for bed.
I was sitting on the bed massaging my feet because they hurt so bad from the heels today and watching tv while Alex was on a business call in his office that was on the second floor.
"You didn't sleep yet?" I hear his voice
"No, I was waiting for you" I reply looking at him
he sits beside me watching tv with me. He pulled on my legs so my legs laid over his.
"Sir what are you doing?" I ask
"They hurt?" He asks
"No not anymore" I lie because it literally felt like I was stepping on pins and needles
"Liar, Allison you bite your lips every time you lie, don't try it with me. Keep it for someone who doesn't know you" he says massaging my feet
"Xan, you don't have to"
"Shh, focus on the show, she gets killed next"
"ALEXXX" I yell at him for spoiling it
"Watch"he says
Even though I wanted to watch the show, I couldn't help but admire my husband as he massaged my feet, he was tired but he still sees my pain
I pull my feet back from his lap and climbed up on his lap making myself comfortable in his arms, his lap.
"Yes" he asks wrapping his arms around my back
"Thank you for being the best husband in this whole entire universe. You hide this sweet side behind this mask of anger but Xan I love this side of you" I whisper rubbing the back of his neck
"Thank you angel" my cheeks heat up hearing him
As I look in his eyes, I see my whole life in them. His hazel eyes had speckles that I hadn't noticed before, he had really long eyelashes, longer than mine and I wondered if he would let me put mascara on them to see how long they would look.
Alex reminds me of home, of comfort and love. Though neither one of us wanted anything to do with each other in the beginning, it was starting to become the best fucking decision of my life.
"Allison, I really want to kiss you" his deep voice reaches my ears as my eyes flicker in between his eyes and lips
"Please do" I whisper to him
His hand slips out from behind my back and slip behind my neck holding my face. I don't know what he was trying to say but at this point I wanted all of him adn then we can discuss what he want to say
"You are my best decision Allison Scoot and my most precious diamond" my heart stopped for a second
Lie, I lied when I said my heart stopped because I didn't, it stopped the second I felt his rough chapped lips on my soft plump ones. I took a huge breath taking this situation into my brain, the fact that his lips were on mine.
For a moment I forget how to kiss when his lips start moving, the overwhelming feeling as he kisses me gently makes my knees weak. If I was standing right now I would fro sure have fallen face first and embarrassed myself
I gasp feeling his teeth dig into my bottom lip gently, taking that as an opportunity Alex slides his tongue in my mouth making me moan. Gosh, he tastes heavenly, the minty taste of his toothpaste reminds me of mint chocolate chip ice cream.
My heart flutters a little when he pulls back from my lips for a second just to allow me a single breath, putting his lips back on mine. This time it was sloppy and lazy, his hands had rested on my hips now as he moved my hips guiding them to roll onto his making me realize I was grinding on him
I felt him smile against my lips as the warm tingling sensation started pooling in between my legs, Alex knows what he was doing and honestly I don't mind it one bit. Instead I want this, I like this, I love this.
He pulls back completely resting his forehead against mine holding onto my face as we both caught our breath. I felt like I had ran a marathon thats how heavy I was breathing, I was panting and Alex was no different.
"You mhm you are so fucking addicting Allison" he whispered making me blush, this man had the magic to make me blush
"Xan" I whisper
"Yes baby" my heart fluters at his deep hoarse voice and that endearment he used
"You mean the world to me" I say opening my yes looking at him
"Likewise Al, you are my most precious little human" a shine in his eyes makes me believes everything he says not that I have a reason not to believe him
Honestly at this point in life, if Alex told me it was raining cupcakes outside, I'd believe it. I know it's not sensible but I would believe it without blinking
"You have no idea how long I have waited to kiss you" he says playing with a strand of my hair
"How long?" I can't help but ask
"Since that night you were at the club, the second time I met you. I wanted to kiss you to let you know you were mine. I wanted the world to know that this beautiful woman belonged to me like I belong to her" ahh he is so perfect
"Then why didn't you?"
"Al we both know you would have punched me in the face if I tried to" I giggle a little hearing him because he wasn't wrong, I would have
"I did want to kiss you that mhm you remember that afternoon I had a nightmare in your cabin" I ask
"Ya I remember"
"Ya, I really wanted to kiss you" I confess biting my lips
"I wish you had, its honestly a drug Allison. You are a drug that I can't stay away from"
"Don't then" I say kissing his lips again
I felt him smile against my lips right before he flipped me over making me gasp at how quick he was
"Sleep Allison" he whispers looking in my eyes as the back of his fingers caress my cheek
I shift a little under him as I felt his erection on my thigh close to my core, I was already wet but knowing he was hard for me and because of me, it made me so much more into this, into him
"Im afraid I can't" I whisper
"Why not" he asks as he scans my face as if he was looking for imperfection
"I'm mhm I am thinking about this, about us, about your erection that is on my core, Alex its hard to sleep or even think remotely about sleeping when I can feel how hard you are" I blurt out
Amusement fills his eyes as a smirk came across his lips
"I can see how turned on you are, I can almost feel how wet you are for me and if it weren't for your shorts i would feel how your pussy is throbbing to feel friction but you know what Alison" his words almost make me moan
"What?" I asked gulping on nothing
"I would take you right now and I know for a fact that you won't deny it, but I need to take this slow with you"
"Why?" I whine
He chuckles as my desperation annoying me
"Slow and steady is how you win a race Allison"
"Is this some philosophical fuck that you read somewhere, this isn't a race Alex" I know how frustrated I sounded
I mean come on, the last time I felt good or had an orgasm was a while back and im desperate, I really am. I masturbated a few weeks ago thinking about Alex and it was one of the best orgasms ai have ever had. So thinking about his fingers on me, or his mouth, maybe even his cock makes me tingly and craving
"Do not get frustrated peach" he whispers
I don't say anything, instead I move a little trying to create friction but was immediately deprived when Alex groans holding my hips with one hand
"Allison don't" he warns
"Alex please, I'm giving you consent, I want you please" I whisper
"Al no" he whispered back gripping my hip
"Fine get off me" I was getting angry so I push him a bit
"Allison"
"No, don't talk to me" I was throwing a fit like a child but fuck that, I am a child okay
"Al come on, this isn't something to argue about" he says as I sit up, him beside me
"what is it? Do you not like the way I look? Am I not pretty enough? Or are you not someone else?"
"None of those Allison. Fuck, you are the most beautiful girl in this world and no im not into anyone else. No one can make me feel this way, no one has and no one can"
"Then what is it?"
"Al, baby, I don't want to hurt you. There is so much we don't know about each other and yes we are getting to know one another more but I want to wait, I want to hold you and kiss you"
"You don't wanna"
"shh I do, AL you don't understand how much I want you, but we should wait a while"
"Okay" I whisper laying back down
I feel frustrated and like I want to cry. I didn't know I felt so much, I mean whenever I felt this overwhelming feeling I would do it myself and not that I can't right now but I feel like it would be a shame in front of what Alex could do to me