Y/N'S POV
"I want"
"You want?" she smirks
"I want" i affirm smiling, pulling her close to me
"And i'm sorry for hurting you, i was broken, i always been broken. I'm really sorry, i dragged you through this with me and-"
"Please shut up and kiss me silly" she cuts me off wrapping her arms around my neck and pressing her lips on mine.
My mouth opens allowing her tongue to explore me passionately.
I grab her legs and pick her up, she wraps them around my waist.
I spin her around without taking away from the kiss and she bursts out laughing.
"Honey you're going to make me dizzy like that" she grins against my lips, so i sit her on the kitchen counter.
She spreads her legs so that my body can leads its way closer to her.
She grabs my face in her hands and blows me another kiss.
"I love you okay? I love you" she kisses one time
"I love you" she whisper a second time on my lips
"I looove you" she jokes making me laugh and gives me another kiss
"And i'm sorry too for left you, but it was necessary and now that i see you standing here, in front of me, i know that it was a right choice" she says looking down
"Hey i'm not mad at you baby" i say lifting her chin
"Mmm but you was" she makes me notice
"Well yeah but not anymore. Listen i know you tried so hard and i'm really grateful for that but in that moment my misery was againist everyone, even you.
But now i understand why you did it, i can't depend on you anymore.
I love you more than everything but you can't be the sole thing that keep me alive.
I understand that I can't love you completely if i not start to love myself a little bit too" i explain and she smiles at me tenderly cupping my cheek.
She just doesn't say nothing and comes close to me gives me a sweet kiss.
"I'm proud of you and I missed you, you know?" she blows on my lips.
"I missed you too babe" i bite her lips and she jumps excited from the kitchen counter.
"Mmm you woke up something down there honey" she teases me
"I guess something was so bored without my mouth and my hands, didn't it ?" i smirk at her and she does the same
"Oh I guess so, why don't we try to find out?" she proposes in a seductive manner, whispering those words in my ear, while her hands slowly moving up my hips.
"You're so horny Olsen huh?" i say in a little grin
"It's not my fault if my pussy need you" she pass her tongue on her lips seductively, a playful twinkle crosses in her eyes.
"Now my love-" she wrap her hands around my neck pushing me closer to her
"I need you to make me yours" she begs, but with a hint of playfulness and confidence in her voice as she leans in to me and her breath blowing hot on me.
And so my hand begins to crave her skin, slipping under her skirt and slowly climbing up her thigh, caressing her, while my mouth urges to taste her and pounces on her neck, biting her.
My hand explores her as my teeth sink into her collarbone, her chin then her jaw returning back to her lips again and spreading a chasm of passion.
She pulls away slowly, her breath heavy
"You're okay?" i ask and she just nods, smiling at me dearly, cupping my face in her hands.
A flash of worry and sadness crosses her gaze but stupidly i pay little attention to it at the moment.
"Y-yeah i just wanted to look at you. You're so beautiful" she murmurs so i smile to her.
"Does that work for you right?" i ask
"Yeah it's definitely work for me honey, so don't stop please" she closes her eyes and i back to kiss her deeper.
I press my body tightly againist hers, exploring her inner thigh.
"Mmm shit yeah" she moans, her voice filling with desire.
She pulls her head back leaving me room to inspect her neck down to her chest.
"How much more do you want to feel darling?" i ask teasingly
"I-i want to feel you completely h-honey" she whimpers
I smirk smugly, my fingers search the fabric of her underwear, grabbing it and rubbing it on her intimacy.
"Holy shit y/n-keep going" she groans
The fabric starts to get wet and i already feel her pussy pulsing for me.
"Please don't tease me" she begs but i can't help but be amused by her need to have me.
I let go of her panties and i approach the beginning of the elastic wheting it.
When i'm ready to get in Lizzie stops me
"Wait...uhm could you take me to the bed?" she asks, her cheeks are pinkish which makes her even prettier.
I smile at her softly
"Of course little bear" i kiss her head then take her in my arms, she wraps her legs around me and kisses me.
Without breaking away, i carry her onto the bed, let her lie down under me and then return to my work.
"Can you turn off the light?" she asks with pleading eyes and i stop to look at her
"Why? You never liked-"
"Just do it, please" she pleads softly and something shifts in my chest, a nuisance i try to keep at bay.
"Hey are you sure you want to do this?" i question and she nods
"Yes, yes of course, i missed your touch so much" she says caressing my arms, so i decide to calm down even if something still bothers me.
I reach out to the switch to turn off the light and then return to kiss her.
I hate not to watch her while we having sex.
I love seeing her green eyes, the way she bites her lower lip, how her jaw contracts as she tries to contain the pleasure she feels while we make love and not being able to do it now kind of upsets me.
but i don't want to force her, i just want to share this intimate moment between me and her.
She spreads her legs so as to make room for me, i pounce on her chest, i lower the straps of her dress so as to bare her chest and my mouth trails up to her hardened nipples.
"Shit shit shit" she moans
I tease them as my hand returns to the fabric of her panties, applying pressure to her slit.
"Ready?" i ask
"Y-yes honey" she says panting
I take her legs and lift them up onto my shoulders, then mercilessly slip my hand into her panties and stick two fingers into her wetness.
"Oh God" she wails
My fingers push in and out finding the perfect pace.
My tongue savors her chest, her heart beats very fast and her moans literally drive me crazy
"Shit yeah-yeah keep going honey" she begs me
Without warning i insert a third finger pushing even further.
My moist fingers tease her clit, until they find her sweet spot
"Shit y/n-" she gasps and her body shivers
"Faster" she orders me and so i do what she asked me.
I push hard until i feel her pussy throbbing, i know she's reached her limit.
"I'm-i'm coming y/n" she warns me, her voice is weak and breathy
"I know babe, come on, cum for me" i tell her and shortly after i sink into her liquid.
Her body releases all the tension, i come out from her, savoring her taste and then throw my body exhausted on the bed next to her.
"You did great little bear" i whisper softly, but she doesn't say anything, just a big sigh.
I hear her sniffling like she's crying.
I turn on the light and roll onto my side towards her and see tears running down her face.
Oh this is unexpected
"Hey what's up baby?" i ask worried, bringing my hand to her face, wiping away her tears.
"I-i'm sorry-" she sobs
"Hey no you don't have to apologise, what's wrong? didn't you like it?" i ask her and the terror of having done something wrong assails me.
She shakes her head, then turns towards me and her eyes look at me like a lost child.
"Oh no quite the opposite, it was beautiful, it was just perfect" she whispers
"Is that- i missed you so much" she adds and i let out a giggle as i caress gently her cheek
"I didn't know you were so dramatic Olsen" i tease and she scrunched her nose and smiled at me
"Yeah, maybe it's my hormones" she jokes
She takes my hand with which i'm caressing her between hers, closes her eyes and relaxes to my touch for a while and i simply enjoy that silence full of love.
"Can you hug me?" shortly after she asks me with those big green eyes of her that i could never say no to.
"You don't even have to ask little bear" i kiss the tip of her nose and then i hug her tightly in my arms, she snuggles down sinking her head into my chest and surrounding me like a baby koala.
She looks up and tilts her head a little to look at me, a small smirk appears on her face.
"What?" i ask her curiously
"Nothing, i just like looking at you. I love you y/n, you make me so alive" she whispers, approaching my face and touching our noses.
"When i'm with you, nothing seems to scare me anymore. I don't know but-you'd make me laugh even on days when i couldn't remember how to smile. You're my safety" a glimpse of light crosses her eyes, but at the same time i feel insecurity in her gaze.
"Are you sure you're okay?" i ask her, she nuzzles her nose against mine and leaves a small kiss on my lips.
"Yes, yes i am now, i'm finally in your arms" and having said that, she snuggles into my embrace.
I let out a sigh and try to fall asleep trying not to think about the thousands of paranoids my head is getting at this moment.
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She's so beautiful, i think while i watch her sleep peacefully in my arms.
I admire every inch of her, her long hair frame her sunlit face.
Her lips quiver at little snores, while her breathing is long and quiet.
"God i want to spend the rest of my life with you" i whisper tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
Her lips curl into a smile, a dimple marks her face.
Shit she's awake.
"Mmm me too" she mutters still sleepy, her eyes widen and her green sockets lock into mine.
"Hey it's not worth it, my thoughts were private-"
i try to say but she pounces on my lips.
"Sorry honey but you was so sweet, do you often tell me these things while i sleep?" she teases me
"Fuck you Olsen" i answer and she chuckles
"Uh rude, morning to you too" she says patting my shoulder.
She breaks away from the hug and gets up from the bed, but i grab her arm, stopping her
"What are you doing?" i ask her
"Shower, I really need it" she says and i smirk
"A real shower alone, you little horny" she points out, reading my mind
"Uff...boring" i say rolling my eyes, she leans towards me
"If you're good, maybe later i'll reward you" she whispers seductively biting my nose
"Ouch- fine professor, i'll be good" i say making her giggle
"That's my good girl" she asserts
"How about if i go buy breakfast in the meantime?" I propose as she chooses her clothes
"Oh yes please honey, a black coffee and a chocolate chip muffin would be perfect" she pounts to soften me
"Okay, i'll get dressed and go" i tell her, she runs to me and leaves a quick kiss on my lips
"I love you, you're the best" she says running then to the bathroom
I shake my head and smile like an idiot.
I get out of bed and decide to get dressed, but just then my phone rings.
I grab it and see Cassie's name light up the screen so I decide to answer.
"Hey Cas, what's going on?" i ask, i hear her sigh on the other side
"Are you with Lizzie?" she questions, her voice is weird
"Well yeah, i was going out to-"
"There's something you should see" she interrupts me
"Cas you're worrying me"
"I'm sorry boo, but i think it's only right you know" she adds shortly after she sends me a photo, i open the chat and my legs give way to the sight of that picture.
A sense of vomit floods my stomach like a tide.
My heart starts beating irregularly.
"Maybe you should talk to her" i hear from the other end of the phone
"I'll call you back after Cas" i say as i hang up.
I look around and the first thing i see is her phone on the bedside table.
I reach out to grab it but at that moment i hear a knock on the door and my heart leaps.
"Honey? Is that you?" Lizzie says softly coming out of the bathroom, but when her head goes out the door her expression changes to see me
"W-what's going on?" she requests approaching me, but i jump up away from her.
I look at her in disgust and tears make their way down my face
"It's not you who should be ask that" i say throwing the phone on the bed, at the sight of that photo her eyes widen and then she looks at me, not knowing what to say.
"Y/n wait-" we hear an insistent knock again, she begs me with her eyes to remain calm, but i hasten to open the door.
She chases me trying to stop but to no avail
"Please y/n-" she begs me.
I don't listen to her and open the door, finding what i thought was just a bad dream in front of me.
I turn to her and see only displeasure on her face
"I'm sorry" she mimes with her mouth.
The picture:
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A/N:
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