Zari Ross 🦁 Jessie 1 [On Hold]

What Happened

I had writer's block heavily during the periods of 2018-maybe the beginning of 2020. However, I never updated more due to a lot of personal reasons. I started suffering from depression shortly after for quite some time and then eventually I experienced a burn out of sorts. On May 12, 2022, my father passed away from stage 4 cancer and covid. I was his youngest and like the female version of him. So it got dark pretty fast and I didn't know what to do anymore. So I gave myself a break from everything to start all over again. Of course there were some ups and downs but I'm now at the point where I can say I'm ok and I'm no longer depressed. I'm still grieving because unfortunately grief isn't temporary contrary to popular belief. There's no such thing as getting over a death. It waxes and wanes over time. You'll forever be missing them and you'll forever be wishing they were still here. I don't know if I'll continue any of my stories anymore and I'm sorry I don't have a clear answer and for constantly making empty promises. Thank you for all the reads, votes, comments, and follows. I do read and see every comment I just don't know if and when I'll come back. And the meantime, I'll be reading other fanfics and bingewatching Charmed 2018, so don't be afraid to drop your own thoughts and suggestions for other tv shows. Thanks again, I really appreciate every single read 💗