I cried myself to sleep that night and the next night at the engagement and the night after when my parents were helping me pack.
At first they asked if I really wanted to and what changed but I just made up some lie, I am full of lies, I am a god damn liar. I have been lying to them a lot and there is no getting past it anymore because one day this bubble of lies with burst, but till it doesn't I'm fine to keep lying
"You look so beautiful Stella" I heard my dad making me look to see him standing there on the door
"Thanks papa" I whisper trying to sound happy
"Sweetheart, are you sure you want this?" He asks coming forward caressing my hair
"Yes dad, I do. do you guys not like Alex" I ask
"Oh we do, your mama is already obsessed with him" he chuckles
"She still loves me more right" I tease
"Oh sweetheart you are a part of her, she will always love you more than anyone else" I smile at him
"Do you think I look okay?" I ask standing up
"You are the most beautiful girl on this planet Stella always remember that" he whispers as tears fill his eyes
I couldn't help my tears either, I am leaving my family.
"No shh Stell don't cry beautiful" dad says caressing my hair as he pulls me in a hug
"Oh my gosh don't cry my little kids" mama says coming in
"Mama" I cry louder
"Shh shh don't cry, I know Alexander will take good care of you" she said kissing my head
I cried my heart out to them and I made sure they thought it was the fact that I was leaving them and not because I was hurting, I was breaking inside, but they didn't need to know that.
"Ready my little girl?" Dad asks
"Yeah" I whisper wrapping my arm around his
"Well here we go" he said making me chuckle a bit
The doors opened and I took a huge breath in seeing everyone sitting there. I looked up a little and saw Alexander standing there looking at me, his gaze burns every time
We start walking and I am not lying when I say I wanted to cry and then shit my pants and then cry again as I am shitting my pants, eww that sounds gross but whatever
"I love you Stella" dad whispered as we reach the steps
"I love you too dad" I say trying not to cry
"Take good care of her son" he says to Alex
"I will dad" he says making me look up
Yes he had started calling mama and papa as his mom and dad as well, the night after our engagement.
my dad places my hand on his and I swear it took all of me to not cry right there, I was trying really hard but it wasn't working.
i stood up right in front of him, my hands in his as the officiator/preist starts saying some stuff that I couldn't understand.
"Do you take Allison Stell as your wedded wife?" I heard making me look up at Alexander
"I do" he said
"Do you take Alexander Scott as your wedded husband" he asks me
"I do" I whispered
"You may kiss your bride"
Before I know it, his lips land on the corner of my lips. He pulled back and there was a lot of cheering and all that happy stuff.
We minded for a little bit and by mingled I mean I was zoned out completely the whole time until the first dance was announced.
I danced with my father for a little bit while Alexander danced with my mother which was nice of him. We both danced with each other's parents and honestly his parents are very very sweet.
"May I steal my wife" I heard alexander's voice
"Of course son" his dad who I was currently dancing with said
he places my hand in alexander's.
His hands slid in my waist, while mine wrapped around his shoulder barely because of how tall he is.
"Congratulations Mrs Scott" he whispers with a smirk
"Congratulations Mr Scott" I say trying not to murder him
"I have offered your father a position in the company, he doesn't have to work much, just overlook some juniors" he says
"You did that?" I ask
"I did, a deal is a deal" he said
"Alex" I whisper
"I don't wanna hear it, remember fake marriage" he said
"A marriage is a marriage, fake or real" I whisper
"Not if I go get it on with someone else right after this"
I smirk a bit hearing him
"Great, let me know what time because I would love to go hook up with someone as well and release all this tension somehow" I say
his eyes spit fire
"Remember the deal" he asks
"Im sorry I don't" I say
I knew he is going to make my life a living hell and though I don't have the power to make him feel like shit but I will try
"We are going home" he said
"Very well, let me say bye to my parents" I say
He nodded letting go off me, I bid bye to my parents before I would start crying and walked to the car with Alexander.
he opened my door and I sat inside.
"Don't expect happiness, roses or candy, this is a living hell" he says as he starts driving
"I might kill you, so be careful" I tell him
"Bring it on baby girl" he says
"Game on asshole" I whisper back
It hurt so bad knowing this is just as bad of a situation that I was in previously.
When we reached his penthouse which might I add is huge, its bigger than my house fr sure but like maybe even 2 of my house combined together you know.
He opened my door and for a second I believed that he was a gentleman but that was a lie he was pretending I guess
"Grace this is Allison, my wife. Make sure she gets what she wants and needs" he says to a girl
"Hi grace" I whisper but she didn't look at me like she wanted to be friends, instead it looked like she wanted to kill me
"In my room in 10" he said to grace and my heart speeds up a bit
Was he actually going to fuck her?
"Of course sir" she says batting her eyelashes
he leads me upstairs to his room, our room, im not sure.
"This is your room" he said
"Mine?" I ask
"Yeah, my room is 3 doors down" he said
"Thanks" I mumble
He nodded walking out of my room, I walk to my closet and see my clothes arranged properly, eveyrhting I could ever need was there. there was a few boxes in the closet that were still boxed up, I instantly knew it were my novels
I grabbed pyjamas changing, after brushing and washing the tons of makeup the makeup artist put on me. My head floods with the thought of Alex fucking that girl
I walk down the hallway and heard noises so I followed their voices and reach the source of those voices
i open the door to see Alex standing there unbuttoning his shirt, grace stood there watching him with those eyes, the eyes you never wish another soul gave your husband but it didn't matter right becasue I didn't love him, nor did I care who he got with
"Grace leave the room" he says
"But what about"
"Grace leave now" he says
She walked outside and Alex turns around to look at me
"What?" I ask
"What do you want?" He asks
"If you fuck her, I am fucking whoever the fuck I want, keep it in mind" I announce
"You read the contract didn't you?" He asks
"add a god damn clause in it, I don't give a shit" I yell
"Listen to mr Allison, I married you because I had to, do not try to be a wife because I swear to god, I will ruin your life, I will trust me" he says
"Do it" I challenge him
"Get out of my room" he yelled
"Alex"
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM ALLISON" he screams making me flinch a little
I took a huge breath walking out of his room, I sit in my room trying to process everything that had happened. I am married to someone who I know nothing about.