ALEXANDERS POV
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W- SEXUAL ASSAULT
DATE- December 1st
ALOT has happened since ash's birthday lets do an update!
Rue got drugged by mouse, the tattoo freak. We dont like mouse.
Cassie is being wierd again. Like mad wierd.
Me and maddy are still close but i finally got my own room. So everytime ash wants to come over he just climbs through my window.
Me and ash are the closest u can get. Still not offical but i dont mind because we act like we are dating anyways.
I have been clean from oxys and shi for a long ass time.
Fez and lexi, yes my lexi howard, they have been talking alot and i think lexi likes fez. Its really exciting. I havent seen fez that happy with somebody. I havent seen him in love ever so its quite exciting.
And nate made fez and ash get raided. Fucking ass.
NOW BACK TO THE PRESENT.
i was with rue since it was the new years eve party. I was ready but rue said fez and ash were coming to pick us up. So we had to wait for them.
My auntie and uncle was out on a vacation for abit so it was me and rue since maddy was going abit earlier to go get kat and BB.
I heard a beep and i grabbed rue from my bed and dragged her down the stairs. Me and her got really close since ash's birthday. Like i would call her more like a sister than a friend. She was really nice and shi. We got into the car and ash sent me a smirk which i giggled at.
Fez said we had to make a stop first, ash looked abit worried. I didnt tell him i knew but i just let it go while rue started in hit em up by tupac.
Rue- "first off,fuck yo bitch in the click you claim. Westside when we ride come equipped the game. You claim to be a player but i fucked yo wif-"
Ash- "Yo can you tell her to shut the fuck up?"
Fez- "yeah for real rue, you gotta chill back there these guys dont play around"
Rue- "yeah yeah i can do that, just chill in the back with your girl ash"
Ash rolls his eyes at rues comment and i just zone out. I kinda needed weed right now but i guess it aint the time.
We were at the place and it was a complex thing. I saw a girl with bearly any clothes on with her hands on er arms since she was cold. And a dude with a broken nose. AHA. Sorry i found it kinda funny.
Fez- "who the fuck is this chick?"
Fez got out of the car to talk to the broken nose guy. The guy told the girl to get in the car and she did.
Fez- "we will be 10-20 minutes tops. Ash get out the car"
Ash gets out the car, but he kissed my cheek through window and then leaves. There shadows leave too.
???- hey im faye
NEW CHARACTER UNLOCKED
Rue- yo, im rue and thats alex
Rue went to give faye a fistbump.
Rue- "so how is ur new years going?"
Faye- "its fucking new years?"
Alex- "yeah"
Faye- "i swear my boyfriend tells me nothing"
Rue- "damn"
I nod and just listen to thier conversation.
Faye started trying to put something into her thigh and rue was trying to tell her not too.
Faye- "i know what u are, u prolly fuck that ginger head for oxys or whatever the fuck your into"
My eyes widen when she says this, what the fuck is going on?
I felt an arm around my neck and i tried to fight back but they were fucking strong.
The arm got taken off me and ash lookd at me with worry but i worded to him that im fine.
Mouse- "mitch if they move dont fucking hesitate"
They were talking amongst themselves and i zoned out abit. My neck started to hurt but what could i do? I could get killed for real.
???- "u come here with two 12 year old, one who looks like a fucking slut and one fake ass bitch from da hood, 2 junky whores and a mothafucka ion know are u out of ur fucking mind!?"
I heard him say i looked like a slut and my blood started to boil. I was gonna punch this cunt in the face.
Alex- "I am not a slut u fucking cunt"
Ash looked at me and the guy turned around and dropped custer to come to me. He grinned and i just looked at him. I wasng scared anymore.
???- "your so tough huh?"
He started to whisper shit in my ear and it was very fucking disgusting.
???- "here u slut, i will shove my dick up ur fucking ass if u dont shut up huh princess?"
My stomach churned and i was angry. I spat in his face and i got a gun put to my head. I admit, i was scared but thankful.
???- "take her to the closet man, check her for any shit"
I got grabbed very hard by the arm and neck and i heard fez shouting that im a kid. They checked me for things but they touched my fucking boobs and pussy and shi. Then i got thrown into the closet. I tried not to cry because i felt fucking sick. I got sexually assaulted. Ion know if i could go to this party now. I cant. FUCK. I started crying but quickly wiped my tears.
After they chucked me in here i heard them talk about getting naked and i actually hope ash doesnt get naked. Because i aint letting nobody see anything on that boy.
I heard the closet door open and i got somebody pushed into me and it fucking hurt. I felt somebody hug me and i realised it was ash.
Ash- "hey, are u okay?"
Alex- "yeah, what the fuck why are u in here?"
Ash- "cause they didnt wanna see my shi thank god. Did they touch you?"
I couldnt tell him what that guy did. He would fucking kill them. Idk.
Alex- "im fine ash"
Ash- "they fucking touched you didnt they?"
Alex- "ash, its fine okay?"
Ash- "the fuck it aint, ma cmon did they?"
I just burst into tears and ash hugged me. He held me in his embrace while i couldn't hold it in anymore. I tugged on his shirt and he just let me cry. I know this is probably the worst time to cry but i couldnt hold it in anymore.
After i stopped crying and the man came back and dragged us back into the room everyone else was in and the deal actually started.
After the deal i whent in the car and i sat in the back quiet and rue started going on about how the deal was amazing and it pissed me the fuck off. I decided i wasnt going to the party and whent home. I locked myself in the bathroom and i was being sick and sobbing my eyes out. I hated myself. He touched places that i fucking cant deal with. He made me feel disgusting. How the fuck am i ever gonna be the same again...
DARK ASS FUCK