After a awful night and a lot of pain
Nikita finally wakes up.
He slowly tries to sit up,
but lets himself fall back again.
A sigh leaves his lips and his beautiful blue
eyes look at the ceiling of his room.
It was a awful night last night,the pain was so bad Nikita couldn't sleep well.
What is making him feel moody but sad,
He was supposed to fly to the UK
but doesn't feel like it.
Not when his body hurts like hell and he
doesn't want to explain how that happend.
But he has to right? Or should he call Guenther.
It isn't wrong to lie when it's for your own
good right?,
the still exhausted Haas driver
looks to his
phone before grabbing it.
He opens his instagram and looks through
the hate comments again,
but when he clicks on the comments
there's a big surprise.
❤️ 💬 🏷️
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@Hater1:spoiled Brat🙄
@Hater2:Disrespectful Rat🙄
@Hater3:MAZESPIN😒
@Hater4:Arrogant brat🤢
@Hater5:Stupid🤢🙄
@Hater6:Mean little brat🤢
@Hater7:Useless driver🤷🏼♀️
@weloveMick:Nobody wants you😂
Mazespinsucks:Everybody hates you😘
Mazespin_getlost:Get lost😂
<Yukitsunoda0511:You get lost🙄
Maxistheone:Disappear forever😊
<Estebanocon:we feel the same about
you haters
Weloveschumi:The other drivers
hate you😉
<Lando Norris:Says who?
GetRidofMazespin:You're the most hated
person on the grid😀
<Charles_leclerc:He is not we hate the
FIA the most
Pierregasly:God those comments are
not it,i feel sick🤢
<Mickschumacher:me too🤢
Maxverstappen1:Not those haters
again🙄
Jurivips:Don't listen to the haters Kita
<Liamlawson30:Kita?😏
<Jurivips:Shut up Liam🙄
<Marcusarmstrong:you gotta tell
us something mate?
<Jurivips:SHUT UP
Danielricciardo:Haters will hate
<LandoNorris:they don't have a life
<Maxverstappen1:they sure don't
Jurivips:looking good
<Nikita_mazepin:❤️
Charles_leclerc:Maze🖤
<Nikita_Mazepin:🖤
A smile appears on Nikita his face when he's
reading the comments.
They are defending him instead of being mean,like they always do
in the groupchat.
Even Max defended him who would have thought that?.
Slowly Nikita gets up and stands op,
He walks over to the mirror in his
bathroom.
He takes a deep breath before taking of his shirt,revealing multiple bruises all over
his back and stomach.
"Shit"the Broken boy mutters before
taking of his jeans,
his legs are not much better.
The bruises are all over his body.
His body feels sore and it hurts when he has
to breath.
Thats definitely not good,not if you have to race.
"What the hell am i going to do"
Nikita asks his self.
His eyes look into the mirror,
his hands are starting to shake.
"It isn't bad if i call Guenther now and lie about what happened right?"
He asks his self without actually asking.
The young Russian boy lets a sigh and
walks back to his room,when his phone rings.
Anxiously he looks at the name appearing
on his screen.
Guenther Steiner😡
Accept|Decline
Nikita chooses to decline the call and
looks around his room.
Would it hurt if he would take a shower now?,
Or would it make the pain go away?.
"It's better to take a shower anyway"
Nikita tells himself and decided
to take a shower.
He lets the hot water fall down over his body,before zoning out and letting his
thoughts take over.
What would Mick be doing right now?
Would he be worried about Nikita?
Nikita doesn't know,Mick doesn't
talk to him at all.
Only when something is wrong or when he
feels like Nikita isn't okay.
But god what would he love for
Mick to talk to him everyday.
He wants him to make him laugh
Make him smile.
All people off the team are intimidated or
afraid because of the young Russian,
even Mick feels like that sometimes.
Because of him Mick can't show his real side,
the side he showed a lot back when he was a prema driver.
God what does he love that side of Mick.
But now?
Now it's all his fault that his teammate
doesn't talk to him.
A deep sigh leaves his mouth,
when he hears a familiar sound wakes him up out of his thoughts.
The sound of his phone that rings
again,again and again.
He turns the shower of and dries himself
before getting dressed.
Slowly he walks back into his bedroom
and looks for his phone.
20 missed calls
Guenther Steiner😡
Guenther Steiner😡
Guenther Steiner😡
Guenther Steiner😡
Guenther Steiner😡
Mick❤️
Mick❤️
Mick❤️
Mick❤️
Mick❤️
Mick❤️
Mick❤️
Mick❤️
Mick❤️
Mick❤️
Seb💚
Seb💚
Seb💚
Seb💚
Seb💚
His eyes scan the names
Fuck...
"Guenther will be Mad"he tells him self
before going to his text messages.
Mick❤️:Nikita?
Mick❤️:Nikita?
Mick❤️:Nikita are you there?
Mick❤️:Kita please answer me
Mick❤️:Where are you?
Mick❤️:Kita
Mick❤️:I miss you🥺
Mick❤️:Kita pick up the phone please
Mick❤️:Guenther wants to know where you are
Mick❤️:Nikita please pick up
Mick❤️:why aren't you here?
Mick❤️:Why aren't you answering me?
Mick❤️:are you dead?
Nikita looks at the last message and laughs,before replaying.
Nikita:Hey Micky
Mick❤️:KITA
Nikita:Hey Micky
Mick❤️: I WAS WORRIED
Nikita:Why?
Mick❤️:you were supposed to be here
Mick❤️:You didn't pick up your phone
Mick❤️:Guenther is livid!
Nikita:I know i already expected that
Mick❤️:Where are you?
Nikita:Home
Mick❤️:why?
Nikita:I fell down the stairs and can barely walk
Mick❤️:Oh my
Mick❤️:You okay?
Nikita:Yes i am
Mick❤️: i miss you!
Nikita:miss you to Micky
Mick❤️:i will tell Guenther what happend
Nikita:thats okay!
Mick:i hope you will be okay and here
for the race🥺
Nikita❤️:i can't promise you Mick,
but will do my best!
Nikita looks at the messages and tears start
to fill his eyes,god he wants to be with Mick so badly but the pain is to much.
He lays down on his bed,
tears are rolling down his cheeks.
He wants to see Mick so badly
But is afraid he will find out he lied.
Nikita starts to cry and looks at the ceiling,
as he hears his dad footsteps on the stairs.
quickly he wipes his tears away.
Warning⚠️Abuse
His dad comes in to the room looking
at his "useless" son.
"Why aren't you on your way to Silverstone?"
he asks,making Nikita shiver.
"Because i am in pain and the pain is everywhere"Nikita says.
"Bullshit GET UP"his dad says but Nikita
doesn't listen.
His dad walks towards the bed and drags him onto the ground,making his son scream in pain.
"DONT BE SUCH A ATTENTION SEEKER"
his dad screams,making Nikita cry.
"DON'T CRY"he screams at his son
as he punches his son in his face.
"S-stop"he says crying.
"Please stop"Nikita begs.
"I do what i want now GET UP AND LEAVE"
his dad screams before leaving the room.
End abuse⚠️
Nikita stands up and grabs his phone
before gathering his stuff together.
He looks around his room for the last time and leaves the house on his way to the airport.