Recruited yet Unrecruited

Priority

I know you'll always choose her over me ,
There's no questioning to that ,

And as the time passed with you,
I gradually accepted the fact that regardless of anything she'll always be your priority,

But this question never leaves my mind,  Did I fail to love you more than her ?
I'll not ask you this question because I already know the  answer
beforehand......

       ~Midnight Rain