Spent hours thinking for a chapter name 😁
Picture drawn by me and my sucky skills 😋
This is a character development chapter, so it's mainly just to get to know hunter some more, willow is basically the same as the tv series, Mabey a slight difference but nothing needed to mention :)
~♥️Hunters perspective♥️~
(3:42 pm)
I could feel a light pain in my chest, the vines were still right around me, but I doubt that they were causing the pain, I looked over at the clock and noticed the time.. ALMOST 10 HOURS? I yelled in my mind with shock, I was beginning to mildly panic, I leaned my head back onto the wall in distress, but what didn't help was that some of the witches from before were in the room, which included: the human, the owl witch, lillith, and the humans girlfriend. They looked over at me, my face clearly distressed and nervous, I could tell they were switching between looking at me and eachother. Finally the human stepped forward and spoke up
Luz: "are you.. are you okay"
I look away with a hint of hesitation and then look at her, still with the same distressed and nervous look
Hunter: "well.. no, I'm kind of being held captive by my enemies, and if I get free belos will KILL me! And I need to-"
I quickly shut up and look away before saying anything else, I had a shocked/surprised look on my face, I then rested my face to a distressed and nervous one. The human looked confused, she looked back at the other 3 and then back at me
Luz: "need to what?"
Think hunter, think! I look away not knowing what to say and then think of something
Hunter: "I need to.. uh.. go to the bathroom.."
I say shyly and awkwardly, mumbling the last part so only Luz could hear me, while looking away nervously
Luz: "Oh! Ofcourse uh.. one second"
She says with a smile before walking up to eda and whispering to her, eda whispers to lillith and I see lillith look at me, I look at my chest and she understands what I mean and looks surprised, she nods her head and whispers to the others and they seem to nod in agreement
Eda: "lillith has agreed to make sure you don't run away while your in the bathroom"
I nod my head and the vines around me loosen, I stand up and lillith walks with me to the bathroom. We enter the room and I take my shirt off, revealing a binder
Hunter: "you didn't.. tell them did you?"
Lillith: "no, I just told them you would be the most comfortable with me being supervisor since you know me the best"
Hunter: "t-thank you, lillith"
She smirked at me and then walked out of the room to give me privacy, I quickly took off my binder and put it down on the counter next to the sink and put my shirt back on, my boobs were more obvious and I hated it, I peak out of the room and see lillith leaning against the wall
Hunter: "do you have anything to help me hide.. you know?"
Lillith: "I quickly check if I have a spare jumper"
I gave her a quick smile that practically said 'thank you' and she returned with a smile of her own, she walked away and I sat on the bathroom floor with my legs crossed, playing with my thumbs, the door was left open but I didn't think anyone would come by
A few minutes went by and I perked my head up when I heard someone coming, I assumed it was lillith so I just continued playing with my thumbs
Amity: "What are you doing without supervision!?"
I perk my head up in surprise and quickly stand up, I looked over at my binder that was on the sink and my obvious chest, I quickly grabbed my binder and hid it behind my back, I tried to stand in a way that made my chest less obvious, but I don't think it worked
Amity: "you- you're.. oh!"
She says in surprise, my face is panicked and nervous and she can tell. My breathing was becoming heavier and I was soon gonna start hyperventilating
Amity: "I won't tell anyone, don't worry"
My breathing quickly slows down and she smiles at me, I'm still nervous and scared though, I didn't like people knowing I was trans, I put my binder back down so I wouldn't have to hold it. Lillith soon came back with a jumper and handed it to me
Lillith: "here ya go kid, which I'm still surprised you are"
I chuckled a little bit at her statement and put the jumper on, it was big enough to cover my tits fully and it was also very soft and comfortable
Lillith: "oh my titan! I made you laugh!"
I looked at her surprised and then smiled showing my tooth gap. Not even a second later we hear a VERY loud crash and I cover my ears, lillith and I then run outside to see a bunch of pots on the floor and everyone looking surprised
Eda: "lillith, why's the kid wearing your hoodie?"
I look away in surprise and embarrasment when the attention was drawn onto me, now that everyone was in the kitchen from the crash, I didn't like when the attention was on me, so I was slightly panicking
Lillith: "he was cold, so I gave him my jumper, the gaurd uniform isn't really the warmest"
I look over at the plant witch, SHE WAS THE WITCH THAT HELPED ME! Oh no.. oh no.. no no no no! She knows! She knows about my uncle.. she-she knows my name, did she tell everyone? Did.. did she.. I began to hyperventilate and everyone kept looking at me which didn't help, I stood there, hyperventilating and sweating, everyone probably thought I was wierd or something if I just started randomly having a panic attack, I grabbed at my hair and crouched over slightly as my panic attack worsened
Lillith hurried everyone out of the room and then moved back to me, she put on a calm look and tone
Lillith: "hunter.. look at me hunter.."
I looked at her still panicking heaps, when I noticed everyone was gone I very slightly calmed down, she still knew, she probably told everyone.. why am I so stupid.. stupid.. stupid.. Stupid!
Lillith: "breath with me.. breath in.. 1.. 2.. 3.. breath out.. 1.. 2.. 3.."
I followed her words and breathed as she counted me in, I slowly but surely calmed down and let go of the tight grip on my head
Lillith: "I'm going to talk to the others, you okay being on your own for a few minutes?"
I nod and take another deep breath before walking over to the corner of the room and sitting with my knees tucked into my chest
~♥️Willows perspective♥️~
I was really worried about hunter, he looked at me before having a panic attack, did I do something wrong? Oh! He must have just remembered who I was, and everything he told me.. so it was my fault, I feel so bad for making him feel that way. I quickly looked up when I heard lillith come back
Willow: "is he okay? What happened?"
Lillith: "he uh.. how do I say this.."
Lillith sighs and thinks for a moment
Lillith: "he has major PTSD, and something triggered him, he also.. has autism, so you all staring at him doesn't help"
Gus: "PTSD makes sense, but autism as well?"
Luz: "dang okay.. this kid has gone through so much.. how old is he? I know he's probably younger than us, but how old exactly?"
Lillith: "he turned 13 about a month ago, he told me earlier"
I couldn't help but feel this was my fault, I probably triggered him, it was my fault, it's probably because he told me about his uncle because I pressured him to tell us when we were helping him.. ugh! I just feel so bad.. I want comfort him.. but I'll probably just trigger him again..
Gus: "I'm going to the bathroom, this is a lot to take in"
And just like that Gus walks off, through the kitchen, passing hunter, and going to the bathroom
~♥️Hunters perspective♥️~
I saw the guy.. illusionist? I couldn't remember his name.. doesn't matter, he passed through the room I was in and glared at me, I felt a little panicked but he waved and smiled, which helped a little. I think he was going to the bathroom, bathroom..
bathroom...
B a t h r o o m...
SHIT! I left my binder in the bathroom! Ugh! I'm such an idiot! I'm so stupid! He's gonna see it! I began to hyperventilate again and I grabbed my head, much harder this time, ripping out a few strands of hair as I didz I saw lillith rush back in and immediately run to me
Lillith: "what's wrong hunter what's triggering you now?"
Hunter: "binder.. bathroom.. guy.. binder.."
I couldn't get too many words out but I kept hyperventilating, I saw Lillith's shocked face and then I heard and confused voice
Gus: "Uh!? Does anyone here have a.. missing.. I'm not sure what it is!"
The illusionist walks out holding my binder and sees me hyperventilating again, I saw the binder in his hand and my breathing worsened and I gripped my head even harder.. no.. no no no no no no no no no no no no no no... UGH! IM SUCH AN IDIOT! NOW EVERYONE KNOWS!
I see the others walk in to see what Gus was talking about, they all saw me hyperventilating again and I saw willow run to me for comfort, the sight of her made me calm down by the slightest bit, she just had a calming vibe which helped a little, but the fact that my secret was out now scared me to the bone
Luz: "Gus I'm pretty sure that's uh.. binder.."
Gus: "who here wears a binder?"
Everybody denies that they wear one and I just hyperventilate even harder, I was gripping at my hair really hard now, I felt everyone's eyes on me. Lillith looked me in the eyes and whispered to me, and I nodded to her, I was slowly calming down.. and eventually I was just doing some light panting, she then stood up and turned to everyone with a deep sigh, she put her hand out to help me stand up, I walk over to Gus and snatch the binder out of his hands and then hide myself behind lillith, everyone stared at me wide eyed
Lillith: "well, hunter is.."
She looked back at me for one final confirmation and I nodded to her, I walk out from behind lillith a little to reveal myself a little more, still holding the binder
Lillith: "hunter, is trans"
Luz: "woah! Cool!"
I felt my panic begin to fade, I was more sad then panicked in the first place, I hated being reminded that I wasn't born right, that I wasn't born as a boy, that I had tits, that I wasn't who I wanted to be. I walked out further from behind lillith, and she whispered to me again 'they know your autistic, want me to tell them the rules?' I nodded to her with a smile
Lillith: "also, since you all know he has autism, you need some rules"
Willow: "yeah ofcourse anything!"
Lillith: "no yelling, no touching, no ignoring no being mean, also, if he doesn't understand something try and explain in more detail, don't get mad at him, and keep in mind that he will show a lot of traits of autism, like easier to have panic attacks, stimming, and meltdowns"
I smile at lillith, happy that she was explaining it to them for me, and that someone was there to help me, who knew who I was, I feel bad for not telling her my real age, but she knows now.
Gus: "you got it"
I frown a little, I had to return to uncle, he would find me again, he would find them, he would hurt everyone.. I had to go back, I had to make sure he wouldn't hurt them. They know who I am, they know almost everything about me, and they're fine with it. They understand me, like a friend would. I couldn't let belos hurt them. And I had a plan for my escape.
~♥️Authors note♥️~
2114 words!
Sorry if this chapter isn't too exciting, but context is needed because I want to show rep in this fanfiction, because so far, other than lumity, there is no LGBT+ rep because willow and Hunter, even though they have different sexualities, it's not a subject that's talked about in this fanfiction or the tv show!
I hope your are enjoying this fanfiction, let me know about any ideas of things I could add, chapter ideas are also welcome, you can also come up with new story ideas!
I only write about toh though, I can do different ship stories and different types of X readers, I will also do headcanon au's! Any type of toh story, feel free to tell me, but I will refuse to do proships, comships, bullyxvictim, and ships that eliminates a characters sexuality
Next chapter should focus more on hunters backstory, which will hopefully include:
-his deadname
-coming out to belos and some others
-How he got his scar and lost the chunk in his ear
-why he gets so worked up when people know about how belos treats him
-belos emotionally manipulating hunter