POV: Sadie
I sit up on my bunk deep in thought.. what does Lars know.. Kirk doesn't even like me
But then I remember the way he looked at me when I talk to him
~𝘍𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬~
"𝘜𝘩 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵..?" 𝘐 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥
"𝘐 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘤 𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥.. 𝘰𝘩 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩 𝘸𝘦'𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥" 𝘒𝘪𝘳𝘬 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦
"𝘖𝘩 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘔𝘦𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘢.. 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺!"
"𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵.. 𝘩𝘰𝘸?" 𝘓𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘴
"𝘑𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘦! 𝘓𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘨𝘶𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥.. 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘞𝘖𝘙𝘓𝘋 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵!" 𝘐 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮
"𝘞𝘰𝘸.. 𝘚𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘦.. 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴.. 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘥𝘶𝘥𝘦 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦!" 𝘓𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨
"𝘖𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘶𝘥𝘦, 𝘔𝘦𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘢 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵. 𝘈𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘑𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺'𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘮 𝘴𝘰, 𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮" 𝘐 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮
"𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦, 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘦.. 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘱𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘪𝘵.." 𝘒𝘪𝘳𝘬 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦
"𝘒𝘪𝘳𝘬... 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘶𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘯𝘰 𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶." 𝘓𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮
"𝘖𝘬𝘢𝘺 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘓𝘢𝘳𝘴.."
"𝘎𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘶𝘥𝘦.. 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭.." 𝘑𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘴 𝘪𝘯
"𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴!" 𝘐 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴
~𝘌𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘍𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬~
He always smiles at me.. but I mean that could be cause he just wants to be friendly... but the other guys don't do that...
And he seems to... blush.. when he's around me too..
~𝘍𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬~
𝘚𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣 𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘳, 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯
"𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦" 𝘐 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘥, 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘧
"𝘚𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺! 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘐 𝘴𝘢𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘩𝘪" 𝘒𝘪𝘳𝘬 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦
𝘐 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧𝘧, 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘬
"𝘚𝘰.. 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘱 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳?" 𝘐 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘩𝘪𝘮
"𝘌𝘩.. 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦.. 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰.. 𝘶𝘮.. 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦?" 𝘏𝘦 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘪𝘵
~𝘌𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘍𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬~
..maybe he does like me... UGH I need to talk to him about this but more importantly I need to figure out if I like him as well.
I mean i think he's cute.. and he like horror movies and comics... and obviously metal music... but he's also really sweet and he checked up on me when I stormed out of the cafe earlier... which was really sweet...
And every time I'm around him I get this weird feeling in my stomach and it gets all twisty and when he looks into my eyes I feel like I can't breathe..
Holy shit... I think I'm in love with Kirk Hammett..
I need to find him asap..
𓆩⚝𓆪
After walking around camp for what feels like an HOUR! I mean like come on.. I get it it's a camp but how big does it really need to be!
Anyways I find Kirk talking with the guys and a girl is over by them... hmm weird...
Maybe I should wait to tell him how I feel in case that's his girlfriend or something.. wouldn't want her to attack me or anything..
I walk over to the group and I don't get very far before James spots me.
"SID! OMG IM SO GLAD I FOUND YOU! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!" He yells running over to me and locks me in a tight hug, picking me up off the ground and spinning me around
I let out a giggle and he puts me down, "hey James.." I say with a small smile
"Everything okay.." he asks me in return with a concerned look on his face
"Can I talk to you for a second..?" I ask him
He nods his head and we walk a little bit away from the group
"What's up Sid? You can talk to me if something happened! I'll kick anyone's ass just tell me a name!" He exclaims
I giggle at his slight rambling.. I take a deep breath in and out
"Okay so.. earlier before I just ran away.. Lars told me something and it kinda freaked me out..." I explain to him
"Oh gosh! I'm so sorry Lars said that shit.. honestly it was really fucking shitty and he had no right to say that at all" he says trying to make it seem like Lars just said it to make fun of me..
"Oh... so Kirk.. doesn't like me...?" I ask trying not to sound disappointed
"It's not really my place to tell.. you should definitely talk to him about it.. I'm not sure what he's feeling Sid.." he says putting a hand on my should to reassure me
"Oh okay.. thanks anyways James. OH! Also if anyone asks.. I like him too.." I say smiling at him before turning and walking away back to the group
Once I get back the girl is gone and it's just the guys
"Hey dudes!" I say using some excitement so they don't notice anything
"Hey Sadie! Where you been?" Cliff asks
"Oh I was in the cabin chillin on my bunk!"
"Oh well it's nice to see ya again, really missed you around here!" Kirk adds in smiling at me
I smile back at him before looking at Lars
"Hey Lars! Tomorrow did you wanna play football with me or something?" I ask
"Uh yeah sure!" He asks stunned that I talked to him
"Hey Sadie?" Kirk whispers hoping the others won't hear
"What's up Kirk?" I ask
"Can we talk later..? I really need to um.. tell you something.." he replies nervous
"Look if it's about what happened earlier.. there's no need to apologize.. I'm not weirded out or anything.." I explain
He smiles at me and shakes his head letting out a nervous laugh.. which was so fucking cute!
"Uh no.. i uh.. gosh this is so fucking embarrassing.. I was hoping to.. well, confess something to you.." he explains to the best of his ability
"Oh uh.. yeah you can walk me to my cabin and we can talk about it.. if you don't feel comfortable talking about it now.."
He looks over at the guys and notice that they're not paying attention.. he turns his head back over to me and leans in to talk
"Okay don't be weirded out but.. fuck! I think I'm falling in love you with Sadie.."