There's something inside me
And it's slowly bubbling up
I can't tell what it is,
Only feel it rising up
It's a heart wrenching feeling
It's a tug like shame and guilt
It's a force violently knocking down
All the walls I carefully built
I can feel it coming, going
Hovering, humming, ebbing, flowing
Rumbling, drumming, slowly burning
Tipping, turning, thrumming, churning
I can tell my heart is yearning
But for what I just don't know
Because what I want, I push away
But I don't want you to go
There is so much on my mind
And yet so little at the same time
As long as I am still alive
It feels like it'll still make me rhyme
All I'm saying, all I know,
Everything I'm writing for,
Every time my heart will fall
Is a time I'll learn to stall
Oh, oh, oh, oh, all I know,
All I know is,
Loving you is a losing game
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I have absolutely no idea why I did that