"You're thinking again,"
Hyunji's eyes glance up from the ice cream bowl in front of her piled up with sprinkles and m&m's, frozen for a moment as Jungkook stares at her from where he sat across from her, eating from a bowl of his own.
She tilts her head.
"And?"
"And I want to know what you're thinking about," he answers the corner of his lip curling before he took another spoonful of his dessert that happened to be more chaotic than hers.
Who even adds jelly beans to their ice cream? Especially on top of all the other candies and chocolates he had as toppings, almost as if he hadn't gotten sick a few hours ago.
She would never understand.
"You don't ever see me asking you what you're thinking about," Hyunji retorts, scooping more ice cream before bringing it to her mouth.
"That's because I tell you everything on my mind already, you don't even have to ask."
He wasn't wrong there. He truly saved her the chore of doing so.
"C'mon," he continues, waving his spoon in the air at her, "tell me."
And with a sudden burst of courage fueled by his nagging to know what had crossed her mind as they previously sat in silence, she finally gives him the answer he had been wanting to hear.
"We haven't had sex yet."
The words fall from her lips and it takes a moment for him to process. She looks down at her ice cream and takes another scoop as he stares at her from across the table with raised brows. He wasn't exactly expecting her to bring it up.
"Do you want to have sex?"
Not knowing how to reply, especially with the crowd of random strangers walking by the eventful fair, Hyunji results to just shrugging and focusing on her dessert.
"Hyunji," Jungkook says her name, attempting to grab her attention. At that point he had momentarily forgotten the mountain of melting ice cream in front of him.
"I don't know," she mutters.
"It's a yes or no question."
"Do you want to have sex?"
"Don't turn the question onto me."
Hyunji sighs this time as she takes a moment to lean back a little and looks around at the lights decorating the area as screams sounded every few minutes from the rides. Ever since Thursday night she couldn't help but think about how she expected them to finally have sex, and was surprised with how much the disappointment affected her. She didn't want to show him that side to not upset him, but up till that point he had been handling the communication very well.
Maybe the truth was the best way.
"The other day," she begins, avoiding eye contact and instead staring at the cracks in the wood of the picnic table they sat at, "I thought we were finally gonna do it."
"So you wanted to?"
This time she slowly nods and glances up at him, a flicker of confusion still written along his features as he attempts to puzzle together her feelings. But the next moment she notices his face soften with a small frown edged at his lips.
"You weren't satisfied, were you?"
She swallows the lump in her throat and looks away once more.
"I was the first half."
"But you weren't the second half," he sighs, "Fuck,"
"Jungkook, it's okay, really-"
"I don't want you thinking that I'm doing it for myself," he answers honestly, catching her eyes, "We should both be satisfied when we do it."
"I understand, but that's not realistic. You're doing most of the work anyway." Hyunji argues and he shakes his head in disagreement.
"It can be realistic if you just tell me, Hyunji." he replies, looking at her, "I don't know what's going through your head unless you talk to me about it. I genuinely thought you weren't ready so I didn't lead it to that."
"I didn't want to hurt your feelings-"
"It won't, okay? It hurts more when you tell me later. I just want you to be honest with me and I'll be honest with you, that's how it should work. I can't always tell when you are in the mood, or if you're not either. Just be open with me."
They look at each other for a moment before Hyunji breaks her eyes away and slowly nods.
"Okay," she mutters.
"Is there anything else you want to tell me then?"
"No, that was it. It was just the one time, I promise."
Satisfied with her response, Jungkook feels the urge to break away the tension. He would've never imagined that they would be talking out their sex life problems at the fair filled with random strangers, and especially little kids wandering around, but he was glad they were finally able to talk things out. He glances at Hyunji who now sat silently in front of him, going back to eating the ice cream in front of her, and for the sake of lightening the mood he reaches over and steals a big scoop from her bowl, listening to her protest as he's grinning and bringing it to his mouth.
- - -
Once they finally got home, Hyunji had the urge to discard her outside clothes and finally slip into her comfortable pjs, ready to sprawl herself onto the bed or couch after their long evening of rides and pile of candy.
She hears Jungkook announce that he's going to shower before they find a movie to watch and she ends up occupying herself on her phone until he comes out. Barely fifteen minutes pass and the bathroom door unlocks, revealing him walking out with a clean pair of sweats and a shirt, his hair ruffled from his attempt at drying his hair but still wet. She glances at him and slips off the bed, heading towards the bathroom to freshen up.
"Any movie you want to watch?" She hears him ask over his shoulder as he strides towards the couch.
"Nope. Anything is fine." she replies and shuts the door.
As Hyunji busies herself in the bathroom, she can't help but think back at their events of the day and their long talk.
Did that mean they were going to have sex soon?
The thought had been lingering on her mind for a few hours now and she couldn't help the twist of nerves that she felt in her gut. Yes they had tried quite a few things together, but she couldn't help the curiosity that she felt towards sex. Their foreplay alone was amazing: the way he slipped into the space between her thighs and kissed his way down, making sure to tease her in the best yet worst way possible, whether it be his tongue or fingers, even his breath. It seemed like he already pieced together the easiest way to set her body on fire with his touch alone, so what would it feel like to try to do the most intimate act together?
Maybe we'll have sex tonight.
Her bottom lip catches between her teeth as the thought suddenly crosses her mind and suddenly she was flooded with images of his built body hovering over her as his hips moved into her deep and passionately, similar to the other day. Except, this time actually inside of her as they share the same air and make sounds they've only ever made together.
She finds herself swallowing and snapping out of her daze as she catches herself staring into the mirror she stood in front of for too long.
Imaging scenarios like this had become something she excelled at, but her experience with Jungkook was only making it better.
"You coming?" Jungkook's distant voice calls out from where he sat in the living room, reminding her that she couldn't just hang around in their bathroom forever and daydream. She puts her skincare away and washes her hands, eventually finding her way to him on the couch. He sees her walking over and starts the movie, not giving her much attention.
The attention she so suddenly wanted and undeniably craved.
How could she sit there and act like everything is normal when she had straight up told him she wants to have sex? But it didn't seem to bother him with the way he was focused on the movie, unless of course he had other plans such as leading her to the bed right after, or kissing her somewhere in between.
She didn't care how it happened, just for it to happen.
But the movie goes by in silence, Jungkook doing a very good job at keeping his hands to himself, leaving her to wait impatiently for something to just happen.
But as she attempts to wait it out and glance his way every few minutes, her hope was fading. Maybe nothing was going to happen, and she couldn't help but feel disappointed.
If they were doing homework, she'd bet she would be half naked by this time. And it does nothing but frustrate her, especially when she could feel the growing desire in the pit of her stomach.
Maybe her expectations were too high or she was growing too attached, but intimate moments with him was something she found herself craving sometimes, to feel his warm skin and the way he so easily pleasured her while displaying his own. And now after having experienced the things they had together, she couldn't think of a life without it.
She breathes out a sigh and he doesn't even notice it, her thoughts moving back to their conversation earlier.
"I can't always tell when you are in the mood, or if you're not either. Just be open with me."
Is that why he wasn't initiating anything? Because he thought she wasn't in the mood?
She then internally scoffs, reminding herself that she didn't quite look in the mood either. They were simply silently sitting next to each other on the couch while in their pjs, the space between them not too grand, but enough.
Her senses skyrocket as she feels him shift, his attention still on the tv.
She was beginning to wonder if he was simply doing this on purpose. Did he want her to be upfront tell him she wanted to have sex right then and there or something?! Is that what he wanted? For her to say it? It seemed like the only option at that point.
Hyunji glances up at him briefly, her bottom lip tucked between her teeth as she considers the odds.
Jungkook was never one to let her down and push her away. If anything she was the one doing so more than he ever had so why was she so terrified of initiating something she so desperately wanted? He was horny 24/7 anyway, it wasn't like he would reject her for the movie.
Unless he would.
She scoffs at herself.
Of course he wouldn't and the more she thought about it the more she realized how much she was overthinking the whole thing. Jungkook was a simple guy. All she had to do was show him that she wanted him and watch as everything fell into place.
So that's exactly what she does.
Within the next following seconds Hyunji's burying her anxiety as deep and far as she could, quickly shifting and looking up at him which he notices and ignoring his questioning brow she dives towards him, cupping his cheek and sealing their lips.
And then she's kissing him as she makes her way to sitting on his lap, feeling him hum into her mouth as his palms come to rest on her hips instinctively.
"What's going on?" he breathes against her mouth before she kisses him again and he responds without hesitation.
"I'm being open with you," she mutters in between another kiss, feeling him smile into the next.
"I like where this is going," he breathes just as her hips begin to grind against his. His palms trail down to her ass and push her as close to him as possible, releasing a groan just as he feels her move into his neck. He tilts his head back against the couch, feeling his cock begin to stir from the stimulation.
She presses harsh kisses to his flesh for the first time, exactly the way she knew he loves to do himself, and gazes at her first hickey on him, feeling proud of the red imprint resting right above his collar.
No wonder he loved kissing her neck. Seeing her mark on his body turned her on in another kind of way. It was like telling the world that he was hers and it was her who pleasured him so nicely.
The movie is forgotten in the background as Hyunji's hands begin to trail down his shirt and beneath the fabric, her cool fingers touching his warm and toned skin before beginning to lift his shirt to show what she wanted.
Jungkook doesn't protest and removes his oversized grey shirt over his head, throwing it aside and being surprised when feeling her move down to the floor between his legs.
He swallows hard, seeing flashbacks of a memory from just a few days ago where she was kneeled in front of him with her almond eyes gazing up at him as his cock filled her mouth.
The thought almost makes him shiver.
He helps her rid himself of his shorts and boxers, watching her let them fall to the space next to her. And in the next moment a shiver runs up his spine as he releases a groan, watching the way that her hand curled around his cock before pumping him upwards, teasing her thumb over his tip. She repeats it a few more times before finally leaning in, her pink tongue coming out from between her lips and licking the underside of his cock teasingly slow.
He digs his hips further into the couch to prevent himself from thrusting up, curling his fingers into her hair in the next moment as she moans while licking his cock again.
"No teasing." he commands, his brows furrowed as he looks down at the way her parted lips remained inches from his throbbing cock. "Be a good girl, yeah?"
Good girl
Fuck that was so hot
She almost whimpers and slowly nods before finally letting him inch into her mouth, listening to the way he sighed at the sensation. She wraps her hand around his base and takes him as deep as she could, beginning to bob her head right after.
"Fuck Hyunji," she hears him groan as she slips him in and out of her mouth, his lip caught between his teeth as his eyes briefly squeeze shut, "Just like that,"
She does as she's told, regretting that she hadn't taken off her clothes as well just so her swollen clit could get some attention too because seeing him in such a vulnerable state had her thighs squeezing together just to feel some type of friction.
Gosh, she wanted him so bad and she didn't care how it was or how he gave it to her. She was willing to take anything.
His hips began to thrust into her mouth in a rhythm as he kept her head still with his hand wrapped around her hair tightly, heavy breaths escaping his lips as he gazed down at her with lusted eyes. And in the next second her nails are scraping into his bare thighs as his cock dives deep into the back of her throat, forcing herself to hold still for a moment as he throws his head back and moans. Her eyes begin to water and after a moment she's tapping his thigh, finding it difficult to hold her breath for any longer.
"Sorry," Jungkook pants as he eases his cock out of her, hearing her take a deep breath once she's able to breathe again. Then he's pulling her up onto his lap again, his eyes lingering on her swollen lips and reddened cheeks.
"What do you want me to do?" he asks, moving a strand of hair behind the curve of her ear.
"You already know what I want," Hyunji mutters, glancing up into his eyes before staring at his lips.
"There's no going back, Ji," he breathes their lips now inches apart. He could feel her rapid breaths, still attempting to calm down from her deep throating him.
"I know."
And that's all he needed to hear.